"Lies and Degradation Covered in Jewels..." CALEH
Written and Composed by CALEH
Produced by Nico Gray The Ancient One
Mix and Master by NGTAO

Covered In Jewels - CALEH

Written and Composed by CALEH
Produced by NGTAO
Mix and Mastered by NGTAO

@calehcaleh
@nicograytao
@revolvingenergy

Another Lifetime

Sleeping ft. The Thought (prod. El Tiego)

Alchemy (prod. El Tiego)

LYRICS

Why don’t you love me like you used to
Why don’t you treat me like you used to

You can’t see my beauty no more
So, why you in the way
Let me walk out that door
You don’t want me to stay
Why you want me as your prisoner
Think you hiding
But I could read you like literature
Why you treat me like shit
You take advantage of everything I do for you
And when I wanna make love you say you ‘not in the mood’
I think you creeping
You acting different, I can see it
My love- you don’t need it
So why the hell you keep stopping me from leaving

You don’t love me like you used to

Why don’t you love me like you used to
Why don’t you treat me like you used to
Why don’t you love me like you used to
Why don’t you treat me like you used to

I’m on my way up
Might see you at the top or you could stay put
I really don’t care
I ain’t checking up on you, playa
You held me hostage
I was trapped inside your mind
You treat people like shit
Cuz that’s how you feel inside
I feel so broken
I feel so bitter
I feel like licking liquor till I’m leaking out my liver
Maybe it’ll help me get over you quicker
I threw away the roses & burnt up all the pictures & it only made me sicker
Tears in my eyes & sweat in my palms
Used to be in love
But now we don’t get along
Cuz I found out bout all the shit you was doing behind my back
And now I see you’re fucken wack
But it’s all to the good
I still wish you peace
I hope you find that shit inside of you cuz you ripped it out of me
But, I forgive you
And honestly, I still am madly in love with you
You make me sick, dude
How you gon do me like that after all that we been through
But I’m awake & I’m thinking straight now
And I don’t miss feeling dissed & falling asleep with doubts

You don’t love me like you used to

Why don’t you love me like you used to
Why don’t you treat me like you used to
Why don’t you love me like you used to
Why don’t you treat me like you used to

Like You Used To

LYRICS

I just feel so broken
This situation left me wide open
It’s been a couple months and we ain’t spoken
No drama in my life
Now I am so focused
For years I felt so hopeless
I used to doubt my gifts
I used to blame myself
Wonder why i’s never enough
I couldn’t ask for help
Cuz if I told my friends all of the things you did
They’d probably tell me to never speak to you again
I refused to see what was in front of me
And I forgive you for everything you’ve done to me
Cuz I know you got problems, you got issues
And I ain’t gon be there anymore to fix you
I’m not a punching bag
I’m a person with emotions
I’m a beautiful inspirational, giving soul
So, listen
I don’t need that apology I’m never gonna get
But honestly, I’m filled with regret
They say it gets better & I know it does
After years of abuse, now I know it ain’t love
Cuz love don’t hurt
Love ain’t a weapon
Love don’t hate
And love don’t love sections
Love don’t lie
Love don’t humiliate
Excited for the future, but it’s still today
And I can’t even breathe cuz I’m crying
You watch me bleed as I’m dying
You punish me with the silence
Fuck it, imma let it out in my writing
I’m so scared of you when I think bout all the things you do
Love hurts- learned that in my childhood
So, you were the perfect match
I don’t know you, don’t know if I ever did
You don’t even know yourself
Man, who am I kidding
You made me sick 

Dealing with the same fucken shit
You drove me crazy
You wanna destroy me
Promise me you’re changing
But you ain’t do shit for me
You’re a liar
You’re a faker
I despise you
You’re a hater
Remember you screaming in my face
Remember when you called me names
Remember when I packed your shit
Remember when I kicked you out our place
I pity you
I feel sorry for you
I hope you find your peace
And grow the strength to flatten out your demons
This rock bottom
Been here for so long- I forgot it
I forgot my worth
I forgot my soul
I forgot I’m special
I forgot I’m gold
I’m not in love with you anymore
I don’t feel like I did before
You’ll never know what this like
And that’s the funny thing about life
Sometimes you don’t get to see the karma come back
But she’s coming for you, baby
That’s a known fact
You control me, don’t want me to be free
Every time I’d make a friend- you’d come in between things
You ain’t happy for my success
You don’t celebrate when I win
Honestly, I’m so depressed
This where we end & me loving life begins
No more lies
No more games
No more neglect
No more disrespect
You broke me
Rest in peace to the old me
The one that used to endure all the trauma
And hug you back when you apologized as you cried
And hold me tight, tell me ‘everything gon be alright’
Right…
Why are you so mean
How could you do those things to me
How could I stay for so many years
River flowing, so many tears
I just need time
I just need space
I don’t ever wanna see you again
So please don’t try to contact me
I don’t care if you broke
I don’t care if you hurt
I don’t care if they bury your body in the dirt
Cuz you did me so wrong, scarred me so bad
I’m writing this song, honestly, I’m so mad
I’m so sad
I’m so glad I made it out
I escaped
I broke free
Back to being me
Fuck the old me
The new me gon be the me you won’t see

The Perfect Match

LYRICS

I can’t complain, but yes, I’m stressed
Why life seem sad when I’m so blessed
I know I’m great, why I feel less
Just want some smoke up in my chest
I must confess I ain’t been sober
Fuck your shoulder, I cry solo
Thoughts slowered
Can’t wait till this great depression is over
Racking lines, I cannot stop
I think I got a problem
But when I feel that numbness in my stomach
It fix all em
Phycological
Yes, bitch, I gots to go
I been opening up my mind so big
I’m bout to lose control

I try hiding but myself come and find me
Darkness breed lightning
Can’t leave it behind me
I try hiding but myself come and find me
Darkness breed lightning
Can’t leave it behind me

No
I’d rather be blind sometimes. No
I’d rather rack a line sometimes. No
I’d rather kill the rat- sometimes. No
I’m never ever coming back. Bye bye, bitch

I try hiding but myself come and find me
Darkness breed lightning
Can’t leave it behind me
I try hiding but myself come and find me
Darkness breed lightning
Can’t leave it behind me

I don’t gives no fucks, I swear
Got no grey up in my hair
I been aging like wine
I be staying so high
Look into my gold eyes
Old soul up the whole night
I stay lying to myself, I’m doing fine
Sipping on the brown
Lay down, don’t make a sound
Physical trauma from my mama
Lots of issues from my papa
I’m a cold-hearted bitch
With a heart burning like lava
I don’t point fingers, I’m observing
Study myself, I’m a person
So I can see all the reasons I be tripping
Damn, I’m tripping 

I can see in myself
I believe in myself
Pretty please, someone help
Cuz my music is 

I try hiding but myself come and find me
Darkness breed lightning
Can’t leave it behind me
I try hiding but myself come and find me
Darkness breed lightning
Can’t leave it behind me

No.
I’d rather be blind sometimes. No.
I’d rather rack a line sometimes. No.
I’d rather kill the rat- sometimes. No.
I’m never ever coming back. Bye bye, bitch

I try hiding but myself come and find me
Darkness breed lightning
Can’t leave it behind me
I try hiding but myself come and find me
Darkness breed lightning
Can’t leave it behind me

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isssa bop


all production:
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