Losses

Last Few

INTROVERTED

BETTER OFF

RENOVATION

WRONG STATE OF MIND

LOYALTY DIED

STRONG SIDE (FREESTYLE)

City (Prod. Juliooo)

from the struggle

[Intro]
I was drowning in grief, barely fucking breathing
World falling apart, heart barely beating
My dad was gone, my soul was shattered
And you chose that moment to prove I never mattered
You stabbed me when I was already on the floor
You hurt me when I couldn’t take shit anymore

[Verse 1]
Everything went dark the day he left this world
And I needed love, not a heartless girl
I needed someone to hold me, not tear me apart
But you chose chaos and knives straight through my heart
You said “I love you” then twisted the blade
Smiled while watching my sanity fade
You walked away like I was nothing to you
Like losing my dad wasn’t already hell to get through
You didn’t just break me, you buried me deeper
Cold-hearted bitch, you turned pain into a fucking creeper
And now you show up acting like I should care
Talking forgiveness like I’d still be there?

[Pre-Chorus]
Nah…
You don’t get to cry now, you don’t get to play sweet
You don’t get to beg now, crawling back to my feet
Where the fuck were you when I was bleeding inside?
You chose to hurt me instead of staying by my side

[Chorus]
You hurt me right after I lost my dad
At my weakest moment, you chose to go bad
And now you expect me to care?
Now you expect me to stand right there?
Nah, you’re dead to me, you’re gone like the wind
I’m done letting your poison crawl under my skin
You broke me when I was already falling apart
Now you don’t get shit, not a breath, not a heart

[Verse 2]
You knew I was grieving, you fucking knew
And still you chose destruction, that’s the real you
You couldn’t handle my pain, couldn’t handle my tears
So you added more trauma to my fucked up fears
You didn’t offer comfort, you didn’t bring light
You turned love into war, made my world a fight
I begged for peace, I begged you to stay
Instead you chose to hurt me and walk away
And now you wanna talk like nothing happened?
Like I should “understand,” like this shit just happens?
You want forgiveness, you want a chance?
Bitch, I survived hell, I’m done with your dance

[Pre-Chorus]
You had your moment to prove you cared
And when I needed you most, you weren’t fucking there
You taught me something brutal but true
When life hurts the worst, I can’t count on you

[Chorus]
You hurt me right after I lost my dad
Kicked me while I was shattered and sad
And now you expect me to care?
Expect me to stand right there?
Nah, you’re dead to me, erased, gone from my soul
I’m stitching up my heart, reclaiming control
You broke me when I had nothing left to lose
Now I choose me… and I won’t choose you

[Bridge]
I cried for months, you know that shit?
You watched my world burn and didn’t do shit
I screamed inside, but I stayed quiet outside
Now I finally see your truth, no love in your eyes
So take your apologies, your guilt, your fake tears
I lived enough heartbreak to last me years
I won’t carry your weight, I won’t wear your chains
I’m done letting you live inside my pain

[Final Chorus]
You hurt me right after I lost my dad
And that’s something I’ll never forget, never take back
You want me now because you see I survived
But you weren’t there when I barely stayed alive
So no, I won’t be there, I won’t give a damn
You’re dead to me now, I finally understand
You broke me at my weakest, that’s who you are
But I walked out the fire stronger with scars

[Outro]
So live with what you did, live with who you chose to be
You lost the right to ever fucking reach for me
I loved you once… but that version of me is gone
You hurt me at my lowest…
Now I move the fuck on.

You Hurt Me When I Was Already Broken

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