Lyrics-
How can you tell me to be happy-
when you can't even make me?
you can't be so fuckin' snappy
even though I want to badly
I can't pick a fuckin' happy
like an apple or a cherry 
I wish I could but it's not that easy
I can't walk down the street and say "HEY..."
"you know what, its gonna be a happy day"
Cause when I do that,
The happy seems to go away
and it becomes a shitty day
why can't you let me live my way?
I'm done doing what you say
It doesn't matter what you say - or think
all it takes is a second or a blink 
and your world crumbles underneath your feet 
and you don't stop until you sink 
cause when you think
you need therapy to sleep instead of counting sheep
No ones there to creep 
and make sure you don't leap
Into the deep unknown full of sunshine and rainbows 
we've known to call our home
nothing but an empty meadow meant for dying slow
where else are we gonna go!?

Life ain't all sunshine and rainbows
try to shape me into  something like i'm play dough
I ain't never listen to a word they say though
close the package and throw me away cause 
I don't wanna be someone's tomorrow 
I want all day - not time I gotta borrow
You want me you can't handle all the cargo
if you could you won the lotto 
but you gotta let me go 
this the end of the road 

cause i'm worth more
and you and I both know it 
you wanna hit it then you quit it -
take what you want and then you dip
like i'm just another bitch
well guess what? That ain't shit
compared to what i've delt with
my whole life so go ahead and skip--- 
to the next in line 
which isn't me 
i'm fine as wine 
without you ill be fine
don't need you stay in line
and if you wanna go ahead and try youll get declined
I'm fine 
Goodbye 

Life ain't all sunshine and rainbows
try to shape me into  something like i'm play dough
I ain't never listen to a word they say though
close the package and throw me away cause 
I don't wanna be someone's tomorrow 
I want all day - not time I gotta borrow
You want me you can't handle all the cargo
if you could you won the lotto 
but you gotta let me go 
this the end of the road

Sunshine & Rainbows -Prod. by Calvin Sunday Studios

Lyrics: 
I don’t wanna forget you
but I can’t go a single day without thinking about you
I keep telling myself that I’ll be alright
but If I’m bein honest 
I can’t keep up in this fight 
yeah I’m 
getting tired
of tryna be someone you want 
You know I’m gettin pretty tired
of tryna be someone I’m not 
yeah I’m - climbing higher 
tryna find out who I am 
and I don’t wanna hear shit from you
 so.. fuckin scram 
like… fine I’m gone 
is this  -  what you want? 
it’s like..
I’ve tried everything but I can’t 
get this shit right no 
why can’t I get it right? 
you said my futures bright 
but then you took away my eyes
and now all I see is night 
but 
I don’t wanna forget you
and I can’t go  another day just thinking about you 
I keep telling myself that I’ll be just fine
but If I’m bein honest 
I can’t keep up in this fight 
no 
I don’t wanna just let you
tear everything apart that we worked so hard to get to
but if that’s what you want
 then I suppose I should thank you 
for all the time you lent to me 
and shit that we’ve been through

we’ve been through it 
I can’t help thinkin that we should have said screw it 
before I caught feelings and my heart got into it 
I don’t want it 
just remove it 
shoulda knew it 
you never really loved me and you fuckin proved it 
why’d you do it?
I just wanna forget you ever took my breath 
and I don’t ever wanna 
ever wanna see you again 
just let me see you again  
I wanna see you again 
fuck.. 
I get it now
how all this time I believed 
I needed you to believe 
in me for me to believe 
in myself, what a relief 
I can finally breathe 
I can finally breathe!

Forget You - (Mixed by 4DRIAN)

Spend My Days

Self Sabotage

SHUT UP MEG! First single only available on soundcloud!
Written and recorded in less than 4 hours...

Too Bad

A little different than my other releases, hope you like it!

Come Over!

Music video for “SPEND MY DAYS” is out now on YouTube!!

https://youtu.be/mTmK2vw3wLc?si=HslHLA1Bqxgat6Ps

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