mixed by calm as eden & spencer cyrus

LYRICS: 
I could make you so scared of me
That you’d just turn away from me
I’m sorry that you cared for me
But this all just seems unfair to me

I’m trying to comfort you
Don’t get too close
Or I’ll run from you

It’s dangerous wrapping hearts in faith
I can’t give you what you take

No, I can’t barter with fate
You gave me love I’ve grown to hate

you had to know it was coming

LYRICS:
 If you want to make things right
Show me
Lately you've been acting like
you don't know me

I was there through the long nights
You owe me
Freedom's started to feel quiet

I can feel the judgement rise
I swear I'm not insane
I know that I’m still conscious 
But I swear I’ve lost my brain
And if life is only a game
I don’t know how to play
Someone get me out of here
I’m starting to decay

Away (x3)

Chemicals for Breakfast

GROW/DECAY

LYRICS:
Black and blue but I’ll find my way back home again
Growing accustomed to the web that I’m trapped in
And I know who they expect me to be
But I've seen things they don't want me to see
Trying and lying
Friendly but not a friend
To me

I know what you're hidin from me
And it's not funny
I'll never trust you again

Please don't try to say it's nothing
There's no use running
Never say you love me again 

Trying to find the words to tell but not to hurt
There’s not a single saving grace to make this work
You wore me down to my skin and my bones
Sometimes it’s better to be left alone
And hope you learn to fix your problems on your own

I know what you're hidin from me
And it's not funny
I'll never trust you again

Please don't try to say it's nothing
There's no use running
Never say you love me again

Spearmint

basement

produced by my talented friend spencer yellow, lyrics and vocals from yours truly

LYRICS:
Give me things
You’re afraid to offer
Follow me
Dip your toes in the water
Pretty please
I don’t mean to bother
Maybe we
could learn things from each other

If you want me
I would be your dream girl
Imperial leaders
Of unrealistic worlds

DREAMGIRL (prod. by blesser)

LYRICS:
the poison in my mind has settled in
the noises play and I've lost them once again
the ropes will hold me tightly like a friend
until I'm bruised and near suffocation
-

IT'S COMING!

LYRICS:
pick the pieces of my brain
convince yourself that you are sane
know I fear losing you more
than anything I've ever gained

long to be
one with you

in my mind our memories thrive
long to keep your soul alive
love will grow and then subside
tell me when your feelings died
when it's all over I can say I tried

I FEAR

sunshine v. rain (instrumental)

LYRICS:
everything collapses under your fingertips
running from regret back into a fever trip
merry go round spins but never slows down
slow down

you're not mine to take
choice not mine to make

calm as eden

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