Wow (v2)

All My Stress Inside (Okay Fast - Record 2 - 1)

Testing-beat_053015.mp3

WYG (pitch 0.00 - tempo 100).mp3

Helm-2-record-final_050548.mp3

Fixed on Clozaril

What I Want-master-final-2.flac

I Don't Wanna Talk (Slow)

I Don't Wanna Talk

Oh, write the chorus later
Just sittin here feeling like this is going nowhere
I can't tell what's real
I just need you to do something
because im giving up
I know you like me
It's hard to understand what love is
because im schizophrenic

Sorry, but it's over, i can't continue on with this
It's just a bunch of "fuck-me-ups"
Happy, sad, apathetic, lack of motivation
This is just how I feel
Im happy with myself like this
And
I never hurt you on purpose, so don't hurt me
Stay with me
Show me you care about me and for me and love me
Please, without me, being alone with myself
I'd rather be alone by myself
I don't own you
But I do love you
So help me

Oh, write the chorus later
Just sittin here feeling like this is going nowhere
I can't tell what's real
I just need you to do something
because im giving up
I know you like me
It's hard to understand what love is
because im schizophrenic



Everybody thinks they can make me feel better
I enjoy music more than life
And to some people it is life
But it ain't for me
Its an output to make me feel better
And I do have worse than paranoid schizophrenia
These pills I'm about to take at 9am
Are going to make me very angry
I just want to be alone
I don't wanna be with you
Goes the voice in my head
It hates you
But I fight it to show you I love you with this

Oh, write the chorus later
Just sittin here feeling like this is going nowhere
I can't tell what's real
I just need you to do something
because im giving up
I know you like me
It's hard to understand what love is
because im schizophrenic

There is no weapon
There is no place I can warm up
I can be on the street
I can be in the ally's
I can also collect my check while homeless
If I run, I will have my phone
But i don't see me ever coming back so
Just know that if I do
I probably wouldn't be talking to you
I love you, goodnight

Oh, write the chorus later
Just sittin here feeling like this is going nowhere
I can't tell what's real
I just need you to do something
because im giving up
I know you like me
It's hard to understand what love is
because im schizophrenic

Happy Sad

Happy Sad (pitch change+remaster)

Happy Sad - Master - 6

Slow Rap (filename:Fast - 4-beat - Slow - Master - 1)

"Slow Rap"

if i don't do it why do i enjoy it anyway
5 minutes between each line
prefix, puff, hopin my lies arent taking drugs
fast 4 times, jail 4 times
read me look a book, got me a book
tell em my name, absolutley not
if i mispell it, it means i was drunk
i feel better that it ain't draggin me down now
lean over on the vintage, my mom supports it
and so did my sis that gave me the glass desk
i refuse to freestyle, theres the 5 minutes im out of words
anxious and nervousness, thumbs up to my ears
im in debt because i spend too much time making raps
smart and weird, both, teachers got words
i believe none of them, so i doubt myself now
all i hear is good, and if its me
and it turns out good, releases stress
and which word i might say next
attention happens to me too much
it's not important but im off Benadryl
what you telling me to quit for?
its just me the lunatic in the car
nobody to talk to to so i snatch what i can get
with a sorry face on, and a picture in front of me
im ill and its not there, its a smiley
so dumb when im usually driving
repeat what i said for good rhyming
anybody cares now, those are short but deep
it's normal to see what you want
i'm abnormal, my friends have always used drugs
 
they were best friends in elementary
we were family but we couldn't get along all the time
don't matter what you're sayin here
it should improve my life if i see her friend
at least one more time

they say to me your crazy
if i just show some love maybe she'll be mine
i'd be happy






abstract picture for ya, my mental has gone blank
i own every idea of it, so water-pill your kid
now i like benadryl, i don't set the time on anything
because it slows my world down, now i care-less
even if my cousin was it, she wouldn't accept it
im poor but with some nice things, its how i live
give them a scantron or put them in a special class
now im not dumb because i started shit
carpet kept me warm in my homeless
i adopted how to act dumb, it got me what i want
peace and quiet on the second floor
first generation H1 is benadryl when you take too much
it promised to me that i was never in love
i was only 15 or 16, now i take 20+ of them a day
proper hypnotic, sedative, body buzz like my mom likes
she knows i sound messed up not using the fuck
every female in my family knows how i act
i can roll a blunt up, then im paranoid
kamchatka and orloff and whatever makes me too drunk
so i lay off when i pause and think and like my raps
because i love myself now

Slow Rap (filename:Fast - 4-beat - Slow - Master - 2)

Slow Rap (filename:Fast - 4-beat - Slow - Master - 2 1)

Adam - I Don't Think You Understand - 2

Ionno

Because I Fucking Love You

Finally Gone 2-master-1.flac

Ciara-master-3.flac

My Best Friends (Master 2)

Tryna - Master - 2

Took It Out On You

It's Your Life

(Brain Damage) MRI Says It's Okay - Master (lu :()

Who Are You?

"Benadryl (Skit)"
I'm tryna help the OCD
Next line, OK
Spontaneous speech. OK
That's how you do it
Do it for me girl
You think somethins wrong with me?
Well, there ain't
Now there is.
So tell me what U wanna say
You can say that, I can say this
And that I like that.
Im so far gone 
I lost my mind
Well, never again
Crack smoke, hell no.
Benadryl, Robitussin, both are good for me
Im stuck here at this point
That wasn't supposed to go there
Do we have kids? I hope not.
I was a bad dad then.
Worst fear I had was being like him.
Glad i'm not a mechanic.
I let me problems out to you.
Because my life sucks.
Sometimes.

I was in preschool and learned how to say a rhyme
Couldnt count numbers unless I used my fingers
The alphabet along the ceiling.
Now it's all in my memory.
First girlfriend I had like you.
What am I supposed to do but get high?

Proper, life, table
Okay, perfect way, there
Now I ain't scared.
I talked bad to my momma.
Help me out with that, thanks.
They say we're perfect for each other
No one is back but me
So i ain't gonna leave.
Tellin people stories is fun.
But its been years and stories ain't a friend of mine.
Because heights just scare me.
Even weed highs get me down.
So scared of a rollercoaster in any way shape or form.
It's just fucking scary, and hmm forget the language.
I didn't mean to say it
I couldn't care any longer.
Wrote the song and album up in about x amount of years
diveded by 2 exponents till physics studies how i work
And i left it right there
Every line right and every question but one wrong
But it was the wrong kind of writing
Numbers, not words.

But It's Cold Outside

What The Fuck Too Much (Strange Feelings)-master-1.mp3

What The Fuck Too Much (Strange Feelings) - Master - 3

kinda rock kinda trance kinda rap kinda dance kinda hip hop

Where Ya Goin'

Always-3909-master-3909.flac

End April-2023 (FLP, FLAC, MP3)

Not A Coincidence - Master - 2.flac (THREENINE)

mine999untitled.mp3

mine999untitled (pitch 0.00 - tempo 100).mp3 +dB (boosted)

Never Call U Bitch Again

Mine - F-SPLIT - Master - UntitledILOVEYOUALL - BRYDER - MUSICMILK THANKS

I'm going to remove all of these songs by 24hrs from now for more upload space.

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