(produced by calumniam) 
lyrics:

"Individualism consuming my soul
And I dont wanna be alone
Hide in your safe space 
Rot in your basement
Whatever it is that you call your home

All and all I have been breaking my back
All for something that I lack
This shit put me way off track
Time to go back to the dumps
Stuff my woes in the trunk
And then steadily sip on this 'gnac (yak)

Fuck that, ima burn this whole theatre down
With scenes that you dont want around 
What was that sound? Oh
It was me n you 
When we scattered the ashes then fell to the ground

I dont need no 'bitch'
I dont need nobody
All I think I needs another fuckin swish 
Ain't nobody gonna help me outta this ditch,
Time to cut the final stitches out, so

Look at me now, 

look at me now

All and all I have been breaking my back
All for something that I lack
This shit put me way off track
Time to go back to the dumps
Stuff my woes in the trunk
And then steadily sip on this 'gnac (yak) 

Fuck that, ima burn this whole theatre down
With scenes that you dont want around 

scenes that you dont want around"

'my guts are gucci' ('SAFEHAVEN')

(Produced / mastered by CALUMNIAM)

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'melancholy' (Official Audio)

(produced and mastered by CALUMNIAM)

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'SKULL KID' (Official Audio)

BEAT TAPE COMIN SOON <3
[ PRODUCED BY CALUMNIAM ]

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'CRYING WHILE BREAKDANCING' [VOL. 1]

how 'ethereal'.
[ vocals and mastery by BagMan LZ and CALUMNIAM ]
[ Lyrics by BagMan LZ ]

BagMan LZ x CALUMNIAM ~ 'i dont wanna die' (Official Audio)

I like my amaretto with a lil kick to it.
(produced by calumniam)

lyrics:
'Stuff my woes in a cigarillo
Burn em all away
I guess I'll never see the day
that I'm finally okay
Intervenin with my demons
I could waste a couple K's
Now I'm facing imitations
Of a kid who lost his way
Realest shit, I'm NBA
I dont like the way you play
I might crash and burn,
Watch everything straight up fade to grey
Run it back, hit replay
Suffer thru it every day
Turning nothin into somethin,
watch me fuckin slave away'

'AMARETTO' V2

[ prod. by dercept & 80root ]

reupload from 2022

lyrics:
'i been feelin so selfish,
guess i really just dont know how to let shit go

and yea i know you feel helpless,
and im sorry, but ill fix this and i hope you know

that ive got sum mad problems,
 but it'll all make sense in the end fo sure

yea i wish that i was flawless,
but i live lawless, 
i cant solve it, i think ima go ahead and just let it flow'

'222 ETERNAL' [ prod. by dercept & 80root ]

produced and mastered by ( 'CALUMNIAM' )

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'TACHYCARDIA' (Official Audio)

(produced by calumniam)
lyrics:
i dont think the drama just goes away when we get to heaven no
if it does then why do i still hate the people that left me here?
im falling out, please catch me dear

ive been changing like the seasons
i cant come up with a reason for it 
guess it doesnt matter,
lets hop in the 2 front seats n floor it
more or less you hate me,
and i hope that isnt permanent
im steady bleeding out for you
hoping that youll be my tourniquet
got habits of crashin out
and leavin my bridges burnt as shit
started with something amazing,
hope i didnt murder it
 but i think i did
and now im sad you have to live with this
i guess im still a fuckin piece of shit

'the drama club' (Official Audio)

[ PRODUCED BY CALUMNIAM ]
[VOLUME 2]
FULL E.P. COMING SOON

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'CRYING WHILE BREAKDANCING' [VOL. 2]

[ PRODUCED BY CALUMNIAM ]
[C.W.B. VOLUME 3]
FULL E.P. COMING SOON

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'EVEN THE GODS ARE BOUND TO SLIP' (Official Audio)

[PRODUCED BY CALUMNIAM]
Free to use for non-profit,
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[6 Dogs type beat] "TEARS" (165 PBM) {FOR PUBLIC USE}

[ PRODUCED BY CALUMNIAM ]

[C.W.B. VOLUME 4]
FULL E.P. COMING SOON

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'I FEEL LIKE ALIESTER CROWLEY'

[ PRODUCED BY CALUMNIAM ]

[C.W.B. VOLUME 5]
FULL E.P. COMING SOON

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'IKIGAI' (Official Audio)

[ PRODUCED BY CALUMNIAM ]

[C.W.B. VOLUME 6]
FULL E.P. COMING SOON

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'ANUBIS INCARNATE' (Official Audio)

(produced by calumniam) 

shout out Jake n Cairo, thems my day ones 

lyrics:
live a life like mine, got time to kill
i did anything just to find a thrill
i was posted up at my pops place 
wit my boy Cairo 
tryna pop a pill 

homies saw that i was gettin sickly
didnt stop, we thought it was gettin trill

lost a couple folks to the dope
had to tell myself its time to get real

money was the mission
i claimed a stubborn disposition
with my obscured and blurry vision
felt like there was always somethin missin

posted on that set, 
my front man Jake was rollin somethin sticky

smokin backwoods back to back,
my landlord straight tryna evict me 

hooked it up with Cale,
for them drugs, thought i was makin sales
then i got high on my own supply
i nearly died, but i prevail

this is a message
to yall younger hustlers
dont fly off the rails
you might end up in sum murky waters,
deep, without a sail 


-couldnt come up at the right time
  never sleepin in the night time
   i was juggin tryna get mine
   all i wanted was the limelight-

'D0PEB0Y$ 2017' (Official Audio)

(prod. by calumniam)
lyrics:

relapse,
got em steady sayin 'hes next'
left em sickly..
got me gaggin like a reflex
lay it out,
im rollin up inside the E-class
i been kickin shit wit all my homies like its recess
watch me do a waltz upon your death
and then i dash and dip
i would say im on sum king shit, but then id prolly slip
like "who tha bomb?" fuck your intuition,
fight like i got kids
know too much already, keep it steady
better mind ur business
(mind ur business)

memories of past life
like "what was that like?"
sippin double cups n throwin up
havin a bad night
thought i doubled up
but it turns out im on my last life
like "what a sad night,
i guess ima turn it bad, right?"
fuck that, stuff my feelins in a rucksack
bussin back at the Cadillac
they was like "whats that?"
you can get kicked in ur shit if u think im a bitch
because ur dead wrong
misconception, im a lethal weapon
wit my goons and we smokin on strong
cannot stay sober
i think my life is over,
why waste the rest of my time jus writin songs?

'empty, like the bottle i spilled in ur absence'

(prod. by calumniam)

'23k' by Cairo remastered over 'AS I WATCH THE SUN EXPLODE'.

Cairo X calumniam ~ '24k'

[produced by calumniam X CryptoSync ('Charlie').

[C.W.B. VOLUME 7]
FULL E.P. COMING SOON

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'skyscrapers' (R.I.P. Charlie)

[ PRODUCED BY CALUMNIAM ]
(cover art by calumniam)
[C.W.B. VOLUME 9]
FULL E.P. COMING SOON

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'TEETH' (rap game Charles C. Jones)

eyes wide shut

eyes wide shut  //  sake bomb [intro to '988']

(prod. by calumniam)
[cover art by calumniam]
(Official Audio)

lyrics:
- 'got loose ends like sum untied kicks, 
youd be damned to live a life like this
never goin back

bet your ass ima burn my bridge
u catch a flick then im a ghost, bye bitch

bye bye yuh-



all i wanted
all i wanted was sum peace and quiet
think i done started a riot

all i wanted
all i wanted was to touch the sky but
didnt wanna be the pilot, no

jit finnessin since a jit and that aint made up
makin plays up in this bitch like whats a pay stub?
hybernation, i cant wait until i wake up
baddest biddy, she aint even need no make up'

soul doubt, sold out

'soul doubt, sold out'

'hyperion' ('$chizo')

[produced by calumniam]

lyrics: 
'serenade me with it
these shades  got sum glistenin to do
minute by damn minute
i think i like more and more of you
really got me trippin
come n get high
got an extra few
we could keep it cool
i got connections steady comin thru

posted up in city limits
she tell me she like me
meet me out a rich hood, i was broke
dust off my nikes
i was juggin shit
workin a kitchen in a white tee
little oposition
talkin like they gon fuck around n find me (x2)
  
out the culdesac, team was makin hits like back to back
then we said fuck the trap, try to put a message in a track 4 u'

spotter // shooter

(2021) [R.I.P. INVICTUS]
prod. by INVICTUS x CALUMNIAM

OG version:
https://soundcloud.com/trashlemon/drip-ft-calumniam-prod-calumniam

DRIP

'DRIP' [w/ INVICTUS]

[produced by calumniam]
[sample by Aries]
{2024 remastery}

TRILLIAM SHAKESPEARE

limelight v2

LIMELIGHT v2

(produced by calumniam)

lyrics:
'im cutting the lights out,
how could it get much worse than this?

im (livin/ready) to die now,
ready to slice up my wrists

were getting too high now,
im begging to get one more fix

im ready to fly south,
im ready to get up out this ditch

you thought you could leave me behind,
like i wouldnt find you? do better next time

become the opposer to Midas,
everything that i touch dies

im listed the capitols finest,
yea i hear the murder rates on the rise

i promise that theyll never find me,
theyre feeble, theyll never see through this disguise' (x2)

my bipolar disorder is always the worst around this time of year, and that's what this song is about.. srry for the grim lyrics, it is what it is, and it's all for a good reason..
i love u all <3

murder capitol blues

murder capitol blues ('the bloods on my hands')

Welcome to the club :) 
[produced by calumniam] ~ [cover art by calumniam]
{C.W.B. VOL. 10}

DDo$

'DDo$'

'and as the sun sets, i am devoured by Lake Michigan'

(produced and composed by calumniam) 
lyrics:
[whats love when we envy all the ones that we hate?
i think i lost, yea my heads on a plate

we take drugs just to feel like the people we aint
truth be told i think im stuck in my ways

they tote guns just to fend off all the people who chase
truth be told i think i might do the same

i fear god, and break the mirror thats in front of my face
to self reflects a waste of time anyway]

like do you get it?
sounds so pathetic
yet im feelin so prophetic

i been on my own shit at home
poppin tracks in the first week
they blowin up my phone
sayin sumn like theyll merk me

yea i doubt that
pls watch your mouth with that shit
you know i pop back
we been about that

i aint even open up my mouth about no lil dub bitch
this silver 925 cover up the scars on my wrists

[whats love when we envy all the ones that we hate?
i think i lost, yea my heads on a plate

we take drugs just to feel like the people we aint
truth be told i think im stuck in my ways

they tote guns just to fend off all the people who chase
truth be told i think i might do the same

i fear god, and break the mirror thats in front of my face
to self reflects a waste of time anyway] x2

925 (silver)

925 'SILVER!' (lyrics in desc.)

[produced by calumniam]
[photo taken by Joe Banuelos]

GOD'S RACETRACK

CALUMNIAM's official account.
Rap game Charles C. Jones
[ CEO of TrashFire Productions ]
welcome to the dope show.

calumniam

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