https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3knURdzIwtY stranger prod roses

lyrics:
you’re a stranger
you have changed, now
you’re the remainder
why’d you entertain it

emotions swirl around like dust
rained so hard i turned to rust
fallen back on broken trust
fade to black in broken lust
red green eyes blue on the bus
you smoke me out and drink me up
take me back when teeth were cut
you’re my only one, this is only once

fill me up and bleed it out
erase my pain fill me with doubt
b70’ bars or in the ground
either way you’re not around
hurts so bad now we’ve been found
we’d laugh out loud up in our cloud
pretend the end won’t come around
i’m sorry have i let you down?

you’re the stranger
you have changed 
you’re the remainder
made me your entertainer

pink red lips are smiling now
white blue in the lightning now
good green in my pipe ri now
citing our fights while i write ri now
everything is so frightening now
rib-cage keep on tightening now
sharp white teeth are biting down
realities dividing now

stick a needle through my eye
i told u i would never lie
u saw me, how i died that night
n never cared to make it right
i’m up so high fly wit the kites
dont speak now, i don wanna fight
tired of this shit, takin the pipe
then kick me out your room at midnight

love me then like nah you're lame
n act like i’m the one to blame
ill tat my face and change my name
you know i’ll never be the same

cus you’re a stranger
you have changed, now
you’re the remainder
why’d you entertain it?

stranger (prod. roses)

https://youtu.be/Jg5Pl31cVtA?list=TLPQMTYwNzIwMjO9GG0-atKObQ

wasted, faceless, i give and give, and you take it 
wasted, baseless, bittersweet, i can taste it 
faking? faking? now, why the fuck would i fake this?
i'm breaking, shaken, but you don't care unless i say it

i try (i try) i fall (i fall) i fly (i die)
i fail (i fail) to learn (to learn) why oh y o y

wasted, tasted, the gum covered, dirty old pavement
amazed and im dazed and the whole world is covered in a haze, yeah
misplaced it, your vape yeah, i promise you i didn't take it
cus u take it, taken it, never give back what you've taken

i cry (i cry) i crawl (i crawl) can't fly (i die)

i cry (i cry) i crawl (i crawl) can't fly (i die)
i fail (i fail) to learn (to learn) why oh y o y 

you do, what you want, not like i can stop it
i did what you wanted, now they're tellin me to drop it..

i've cried (i've cried) won't fall (won't fall) i'm flyin (i'm flyin i'm flyin)
don't think (don't think) i'll ever (ever) know why oh y o y

wasted, wasting

wasted (drunk demo) prod by GrizD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5j5ITYOcBs

you ate what was left of me
disaster, memorized the recipe
i wish i could remove the memories
sugar sweet but i got cavities
cinnamon powder, fill up my lungs
swore to god, you were the one
stick a knife in me, i’m fucking done
you taste like your vape and old hard gum

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
a secret hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

you know all of my birthmarks
discovered in the back of your car
store my leftovers in a jar
you never have to reach too far
you’re an oven, i turned you on
burns and scars cover my arms
you said you would do no harm
but you disarmed me with your charm

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
the secrets hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

sickly sweet like old caramels
all you do to me is give me hell
thought that i would never tell
withholding cries until i yell
cut myself into juliennes
im playing a game that i’ll never win
i’ll always let you back in
wish you were a better friend

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
a secret hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

candy heart demo (prod tunnA Beatz)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zUMn9ptqbM


oh well, oh well, i keep going back for more
oh well, oh well, my insides are torn
oh well, oh well, i guess i’m a whore
oh well, oh well, you’ve become a bore
i wish i could get this out of the way
i wish i could wrap it up, save it for another day
i wish i could just run away
i wish i was completely gay

i wish i could just be ok
i wish i would’ve fucking stayed 
in bed
i wish i stayed in bed
i wish i never gave you head

i am never alone
i’m not alone, you won’t leave me 
therapy may be helping
therapy isn’t helping, i don’t think
why am i, still trying?
why am i trying? you hurt me
sorry that i keep lying
sorry i keep lying, it’s so you won’t leave me


the sky was green
and my eyes were red
there are things unseen
better left unsaid
now i’ll never be clean
so i watch my skin shed
you were always so mean
messing with my head

now there’s no way out, no way in
got me playing a game i can never win
yeah, no way out, no way in
dunno how i get in these situations

i wish i could get this out of the way
i wish i could wrap it up, save it for another day
i wish i could just run away
i wish i was completely gay
i wish i could just be ok
i wish i would’ve fucking stayed 
in bed
i wish i stayed in bed
i wish i never gave you head

oh well, oh well, i keep going back for more
oh well, oh well, my insides are torn
oh well, oh well, i guess i’m a whore
oh well, oh well, darling you’ve become a bore

green and red demo (prod metlast)

beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?list=TLPQMTUxMjIwMjPiS6-zehHb9g&v=KOi7itw5LoA&feature=youtu.be "bills" prod elitemu7ic

lyrics:
cut a b!tch off, cut a b!tch into pieces
ice on my neck, yh yk a b!tch freezin
i’m teasin, he squeezin; my face, there’s no feeling
i’m kneelin, he dealin, racks stacked to the ceiling

dollar-dollar bills, big chills all around
he actin like he chill but he fnckin w my sound
pu$$y so tight, so wet you could drown
110 on the freeway, took me down to pound-town
brick of the coca, we break that sh!t down
rum in my cola, bubbly and brown
im smokin on the doja, like b!tch im a cow
im a scary lookin b!tch, black lips, no brows
step out the house, yh yk i got the timbs on
eating so good, chinese like it’s kim son
make me finish first, then you can get come get some
swimmin in the pu$$y, but that pu$$y didn’t last long

daaamn, these silly boys dont last long
need a real daddy, real d!ck or a strapon
kiss me on the head and tell me “sit on my lap, hun”
bouncin on his d!ck, we be fnckin til the sun up

juice in my cup b!tch we going r3t4rded
how he already nut, b!tch i barely even started
always finish fights but yk i never start it
b!tches talking sh!t but they smell like they sharted (ew)

ask me for a hit but who-the-who are you
you don’t bout know me, got a couple screws loose
ima crazy @$$ b!tch, yh i’m looney like i’m luc’
i’ll stomp in your face, like the taste of my boot

if you run off w my sh!t i won’t run up on you
just put your name to the paper, and i’ll light it up blue
these stupid @$$ dudes so rudy-rudy-rude
athame in my backpack, like whatcha gon do

athame in my backpack, whacha gon do
cut your belly open and i play with the goop
b!tch i’m getting fncked in the back of a coupe
got my ankles on his shoulders, yh yk what we do

got his fingers in my mouth while i’m laying on his couch 
we gotta keep it down, his daughter sleepin in the house
put it all the way in, got me moanin like “ouch”
8in, real thick, b!tch yk what i’m about

i like pu$$y and d!ck, i’m a real @$$ wh0re
yeah she gettin paid, but i bet i’m getting more
takin off the lingerie when im walking through the door
ate me out on the bed and fncked me on the floor

cut a b!tch off, cut a b!tch into pieces
ice on my neck, yh yk a b!tch freezin
i’m teasin, he squeezin; my face, there’s no feeling
i’m kneelin, he dealin, racks stacked to the ceiling

bills (prod elitemu7ic)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zs-BDb_eq0Y

lyrics:
i just gotta get it out
and I cant scream or shout
people sleeping in the house 
so I gotta keep it down

but I feel it coming up
nauseated might throw up  
too afraid to grow up
still ain't had my glow up

(I'm waiting til I shine
while I'm sipping on this wine
and I'm wasting all my time 
but I promise ill be fine)

yeah right
just waiting for the night
that ill finally be alright
find a love to hold me tight
smoking out a soda pipe

yeah the drugs are all i know
yeah i lied, i ain't done blow
i got the seeds, i got the dope
spent all my money on these hoes
spent all my money on my bros
now where'd they go, where'd they go
where'd they go

they all just fucking dipped
sided with that little bitch
watching her cry made me tic
shut up, fucking scratch your itch

i don't like girls who complain
or when their face flows like rain
cus I'm the one in pain
when it won't go away 

its not my job no more
its in my jaw, lil whore
get what i want, then go get more
sell my sea shells by the shore

conversation, you're a bore
talking to you is a chore
bitch I'm beating down your door
ill lay your body on the floor

i just can't see, just can't see
why everyone keeps leaving me 
ill never be free, never be free
from the insurmountable anxieties
i paid the fee, I'm half the "we"
if you hate me, why was I at your house last week
full moon, don't speak, she shines on me
while you're on the phone, way behind, crying
SHUT UP

girl, pour up another cup
or roll up another blunt
or I'll kill you, like fuck
stupid bitch just shut up!
look me in my fucking eyes
give you a good reason to cry
go jump off this bridge "and fly?'
no, you make me wanna die

2:08
(and i hide when i cry
practice saying my goodbyes
leave a letter like "i tried"
nowhere left for me to hide)
when I'm lying in my bed
and i took too many meds 
and I'm watching for the feds
they see the inside of my head

and the torture, the skin peeling
the disembodied faces stuck to the ceiling
torn muscles and fractured bones
never been more violently alone, no

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