TARGET PRACTICE (FT. TILFALL)

been a while since i did screamo lol, enjoy!

GOING DOWN (Prod. Mayhem)

TILFALL - EAT

These days gone by, 
When you finna eat again?

Time steady flyin,
When you finna eat again?  eat again?
When you finna eat again?  
Hunger pains,
Starvin, never chase,
Honestly, see your face
I won't hesitate

Cause i can see your ribs again
Throwin up that medicine, medicine
Throwin up that medicine

I cant watch you live like this, no more
I cant sit still, till you swallow,
Emptied bottles, down the drain
Sound of rain tapping on the panes,

I just want you to love you
I cant love me enough
yeah i know its tough,
I just wanna help you,

Now im feelin miserable.

I can do nothin but watch.
I can do nothin but watch.

These days gone by, 
When you finna eat again

Time steady flyin,
When you finna eat again?  eat again?
When you finna eat again?

manducare

May 10th, 2017 (Interlude)

to the girl who only loved the concept of me, this is an ode to you

prod. ghost orchard

lyrics :

whatever you want them to be




it's lonely in your bedroom

created by cph4, laura & akaforlone

go
don't run
don't leave
i'm alone
i'm blue
you're gone
it's not the same
i'm alone
i'm blue
i'm blue
you know
you knew
i'm blue
i'm blue
you know
you knew
that i'm blue

"blue"; composed by cph4, and vocalized by akaforlone & laura

EAT PART 2

*inspired by zentheghoul and mag.lo*

lyrics:

"Do you think it'll ever be the same again between us?-"
You left my brain fogged up,
And now I cant trust love,
I don’t know want to believe, 
I don’t know why you would leave.
Everything felt like a curse,
I still remember your words,
And after all of this time,
I still think you were mine,
You were mine.
You were mine
You were mine,

So put your hands down, baby I’m not fighting you
Maybe that’s okay with you, But this aint what I’m finna do,
You hang around my head at night, Haunted echo’s of my mind,
I spent that time with you alive you’re nothing but an after thought,
A ghost,
A spirit,
Get near it,
Don’t care.
Repent,
Alone,
My fault,
I’m here,

You were mine.
You were mine.
You were mine.
"Never forget. Wherever you go? I'm always with you."

SAN DIEGO, CA

||You'reOverThereNow||

Let you go, you’re at home,
Fly with the Angels,
Bye my friend.
When you leave? Comprehend,
You will stay in hero garden.

Let you go, you’re at home,
Fly with the Angels,
Bye my friend.
When you leave? Comprehend,
You will stay in hero garden.

You grow your wings and your halo,
Baby I stay high you lay low
I can’t afford to complain though,
I’m dancing with demons you left for no reason

You left for no reason,
What is the meaning?
I’d say i’m broken at night,
Baby will we reunite?

Let you go, you’re at home,
Fly with the Angels,
Bye my friend.
When you leave? Comprehend,
You will stay in hero garden.

Let you go, you’re at home,
Fly with the Angels,
Bye my friend.
When you leave? Comprehend,
You will stay in hero garden.

hero.garden Interlude (PROD. DUOFACIES)

Produced By XMichaelWarren

Lyrics:

[AKAFORLONE & LOVEKXXG]
Cause i'm living in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and i'm stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head-

Cause im living in the middle of deja vu (deja vu)
Im stuck and im stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you, (thoughts of you)
I be in my head

[AKAFORLONE]
Im going and im leaving right now,
I swear to god that i hate this town
Reminding me we weren't meant to be
I’ll blow my brains on the floor and the ground
Baby right now, i’ma take you back in a minute
We should pipe down yeah i know i'm getting timid,
Im yelling at the walls tryna get back to beginnings
Baby imma fall-baby-baby ima fall

And I know i'm not feeling right
And I know i'm not feeling right
And I know i'm not feeling right

in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and im stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head

Cause i'm living in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and i'm stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head-

Cause i'm living in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and i'm stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head

[LOVEKXXG] 

Cause I can’t let you go

Your actions reap my soul

I thought of you, I thought of us, and what I couldn’t do

But I’m okay, time is moving, repeating day by day

But I’m okay, this dreamy feeling like I’m in a haze

But I’m okay, body aching with every step I take

But I’m okay, shes haunting me with every thought I make

[AKA]
Cause i'm living in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and i'm stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head
Cause i'm living in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and i'm stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head

When The Memories Start To Fade (FT. LOVEKXXG <3)

>w<
OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW!!!!111!!!11! o_O
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJFjSUAmLs8
*xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx*

i cant really wait 4 u
said u love me then ur acting new
try to play me but i wont fall, dont call
every little thing that u said to me
say
anything
everything
really
i
need

love aint enough, need your trust baby blind me,
tear me away, you tear me away, you're apart of me
but i know i should've let you go
don't need your love, need your trust baby blind me
dont need ur love need ur trust baby blind me
 
i see everything that you do,
they don't love you acting brand new
i dont know
you reach for the stars dont, aim for my heart

say
anything
everything
really
i
need

love aint enough, need your trust baby blind me,
tear me away, you tear me away, you're apart of me
but i know i should've let you go
don't need your love, need your trust baby blind me
dont need ur love need ur trust baby blind me

let u go official audio 2009 [HD] (prod. dead yami)

what separates a ghost, from its shadow no?

i'll haunt u, but i wont stick around

so when ur staring at that ceiling baby, is it me you wanna see?

am i the one you're writing down, am i still in your dreams?

you want me to do it again
the demon thats stuck in your head
you're feeling me up in your bed now, 
i'm not leaving you till we are dead
you want me to do it again
the demon thats stuck in your head
you're feeling me up in your bed now, 
i'm not leaving you till we are dead

i dont need
you to chase me
run from me
baby run from me
i'll hurt you
you'll hurt me
i dont need
you to chase me
run from me
baby run from me
i'll hurt you
you'll hurt me
baby run from me

run.frm.me (prod felix hering)

inspired by "are we still friends" by tyler, the creator and runaway by pusha t
prod.caelus
based on a true story

honestly, run from me
i know im not worth the time (im not worth it, im not worth it)
running laps up in your head i know i cant escape your mind (I'm runnin on and on, i'm runnin on and on)
honestly, run from me
i know im not worth the time (im not worth it, im not worth it)
running laps up in your head i know i cant escape your mind (I'm runnin on and on, i'm runnin on and on)

now nothing hurts worse than november do,
remember you confessing everything to me, i watched you bleed
i watched as family turned enemy,
jon bellion covers barely covers everything
5-10-2017
its the same numbers, broken memories, yeah the same numbers floating in my dreams, and your voice haunts me when i hear you sing its a piece of me turned heavenly when i watched you run away, and my face had melt to clay

love, you better run,
turn in the other direction,
im bad news, im bad news
love, you better run,
turn in the other direction,
im bad news, im bad news

honestly, run from me
i know im not worth the time (im not worth it, im not worth it)
running laps up in your head i know i cant escape your mind
honestly, run from me (i'm running on and on, i'm running on and on)
honestly, run from me
i know im not worth the time (im not worth it, im not worth it)
running laps up in your head i know i cant escape your mind
honestly, run from me (i'm running on and on, i'm running on and on)

ELIZABETH [PROD. CAELUS]

this song took way too fucking long to finish, lmao. hope you enjoy. trying to hone my craft

lyrics:

hands on your neck, my tongue down your throat
i wanna see the way that you choke
stare in my eyes, what do you see?
teeth on your skin, submit to me

your name is mine
your face, so fine
to me? you're everything to me
 you're everything to me
 you're everything to me

its blood all on your lips
taste me you wanna kiss?
tatoos rest on your chest-

i wont lie
you're in my dreams now
you stay with me
you stay with me
you stay with me

Dont go

to say i wanted you is an understatement
grab his fucking face and i'll smash it in the pavement
if he ever crosses you, yes its true i'll give my fucking life to you
you mean everything, and i mean everything I say
you mean everything, and I mean everything I say-


your name is mine
your face, so fine
to me? you're everything to me
 you're everything to me
 you're everything to me

 you're everything to me
 you're everything to me

i wont lie
you're in my dreams now
you stay with me
you stay with me
you stay with me

Dont go

i wont lie
you're in my dreams now
you stay with me
you stay with me
you stay with me

Dont go

EVERYTHING TO ME! (PROD. ANTICON)

@redlightriver

lyrics - they're the same

3v3ryth1ng 4b0ut y0u w/redlightriver

verse 1 - ace stranger: 

speak my mind i dont want to
its not like i dont want you

my story, it hurts you
dont think i, deserve you,
im trying, no lying,
your crying
makes me feel like dying

verse 2 - aka:

i want you,
you want me
but i know i dont deserve you
i hurt you,
you hurt me
but i know deep down you crave me

lie to me
baby please i beg
now i understand why i
cannot fall in love again

i hurt you
you hurt me
im bleeding out
can you save me
i hurt you
you hurt me
im crying now
can you save me

AKAFORLONE✩☽ ft. Ace Stranger - hurts you

a cry for help

produced by dead yami

I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends
Do they know me?
I fuckin hate everything-
Gouge my eyes out
Spit in my mouth
I can't take it, please erase me
Horny, broken, lonely person
Horny, broken, lonely person

[nancy downs interlude]
(if i was pathetic as you are, i would've killed myself ages ago! you should get on with it)

(punk rock, lets go-)

I don't know my friend
I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends,
I fucking hate everything :(

Gouge my eyes out
Spit in my mouth
I can't take it, please erase me
Horny, broken, lonely person
Horny, broken, lonely person

akaforlone identity crisis with lyrics_0002.wmv

its all fucking cloudy


prod aka

part one - manducare
part two - san diego, ca
this is part three

i dont smoke remix.

lyrics:
I'm moving on 
while I'm still young
Your words hang in my head like I what do wrong?
I didn't deserve that, you knew it too well,
I knew it to so, I took it to the chest 
it broke my fucking heart tho, the hardest pill to swallow
you was away on my birthday you didn't call
In my skull I was wondering where did you go?
Three days passed, you returned back
Said you forgot about me-..
You forgot about me

Damn

You picked up the phone, said you wasn't home, you was on yo break and I was on the brink, throw up in the sink,

 you said it wasn't love, I said you called me baby, you said it wasn't love, do you still fuckin hate me?
you said it wasn't love, I said you called me baby, you said it wasn't love, you wouldn't fuckin date me-

I was only seventeen 
But you knew that you still fuckin wanted me- So you- (Break My Heart)

Then your demons caught you in your scheme
You lied, said it wasn't what it seemed, yeah you (Break My heart)

I should've known what it was from the start
What you said rips to shreds tears me apart, when you break my heart-

LeaveMeAlone

LOYALTY

[Verse 1]
I am finding out
Then, maybe, I was wrong
That I've fallen down
And I can't do this alone

[Pre-Chorus]
Stay with me
This is what I need, please

[Chorus]
Sing us a song
And we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own
But what would it be without you? Oh

STAY

[hook:]
I'ma be fine anyway
I'ma be cool
I'ma keep calm
I'ma be right anyway
Better than you, better than her
I'mma be on anyway
I'ma be on, on anyway, whoa
I'ma be on, on anyway

[akaforlone:]
how ain't nobody wife you up yet?
alone inside your room and now I got you up wet
cut open you know it so baby don't rest
my heart thumping you love it you're up in my chest, yuh
missing you when you're not texting me I'll flex for free
the love that you gave to me gracefully
I love you faithfully
now that energy and lust you finna take from me?
I hate to see, anything go wrong but please-
my hands tied you so fried I won't lie
I will fight for your right to be mine
I will fight for your right to be mine

[dakedo:]
Recently I been feeling like "What is life?"
Tell me baby did you do it only out of spite?
I know that I didn't treat you right
But I know that i didn't start this fight

I stand ten toes on what i said
From the beginning baby, I should've left you for the dead
Pretty bitch on my line tryna give me head
Good sex in the bed got that pussy wet
and i, might be doing all this shit to get away
But mama don't worry imma be fine anyway

"state of love' - akaforlone x dakedo x cph4

microphones remix.


"i can't just leave my dreams behind for a temporary relationship that i know isn't going to last."

07-29-20

creative mind's key (INTERLUDE)

are you safe in your skin?


title fight sample 🖤

lyrics :
[Verse 1]
Now I've done it too
It's funny how it happens
I've made it true
Just by thinking 'bout it
I spread the flames, trying to fan it out oh
But am I to blame, oh

[Chorus]
Cause I'd like to lose you
Cause I'd like to lose you
Won't you help me lose it, oh love

[Verse 1]
And I swear it's new
The pulling at my chest
I swear it ain't you
I see it's got into your head
And you've not the time
Like I have had for you
But it's got you tied too

[Chorus]
Course I'd like to lose it
Course I'd like to lose it
Won't you help me lose it, oh no

Course I'd like to lose it
Course I like to lose it
Won't you help me lose it

Birthday Cake (Ft. Scott James)

no part 2
prod. Red Light District x Canis Major

cover/your/ears (feat. TILFALL)

RED DOT MUSIC

TRISH & LITA (FT. ♕TROY CYMORI♕ )

what is it that you're searching for?
inside of yourself that is.
is it a key to unlock your mind?
the true answers that lie within your heart.
searching.

teen suicide

ALL I DID WAS CRY

Always Known As Forever Alone✩☽
VI-XVIII-MMIII!
Based On A True Story*~ 619//571
tiktok.com/@akaforlone

akaforlone@gmail.com

AKAFORLONE✩☽

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