Give Me Something To Do

random demo from the other day, live take

~lyrics~
i can feel your spirit 
deep within my soul
in the darkness of the room, 
the void that permeates my home
and i take that darkness in, 
and it festers till i fall
and i release it in one burst
to the cross that’s on my wall

and i’m begging you for mercy
but i can taste the blood
coming up out of my stomach 
landing round me in a flood
so i rub it on my face
and i grab the rosary
and with a joining of the hands
i pray for you to set me free

you are building up inside me
i am seeing what you saw
the beginning of the earth 
the leading up to our fall
it explodes inside my heart 
and i take it in again
and i release the shrapnel piece by piece
it cuts into my skin

and my mouth is filled with blood now
i am still here in the dark
a world of my creation
i’ll pray till death, until we part
and the spirit tears my stomach
and it moves under my flesh
and it will fill my earthly vessel up
until there’s nothing left

he is me, and i am he now
forever is my fate
to push the world in one direction
but hear it disrespect my name
and i am almost filled up to the brim
his word is mine, and mine is his
and i can finally say the words
“i died for all your sins“

for a moment there was light
then i faded far away
into the holy kingdom up above
into the brightest days
my blood is drying on those walls
where i sent my darkness to the cross
and prayed for weeks on end for god
to release me, release me, release me

Birth Of A Prophet (Demo)

writeagoodasong

you've lost

2014
bread pilot 
song written by Taylor Hayden

floater (at grandma june's)(bread pilot)

Fever Dream

pool

you should though.

ft. zaatar w/ fresh veggies

you can't think about it always

i live under your stairs

rough demo that has no bass in it
the drums aren't real
the drums
      arent
              r e a l

eets bean so lung demo

burning a bridge
what’s happening 
all of your friends
turning again
oh what a mess
cause of my stress
burning a bridge
people you miss
pardon my kiss
it’s all in the wrist
check on your kids
testing their piss
burning a bridge

here in the dark
only know you 
when we’re apart
all that you are
poisonous dart
right in the heart

the key that you hold
won’t unlock the bolt
and it’s gonna get cold
so put on your coat
try to let go
of all that you know
life is a show
with new episodes


burning a bridge
what’s happening 
all of your friends
turning again
oh what a mess
cause of my stress
burning a bridge
people you miss
pardon my kiss
it’s all in the wrist
check on your kids
testing their piss
burning a bridge

Give Me Something To Do

stefanstefan