i can feel ur love
and i'm so fucked up
and the thought of your touch
redefines what i know

the warmth of ur skin
melting out this cold
and that pretty face
when i stare into ur eyes like babe
you are so damn loved
and you have my trust
you're all i want

i can feel ur love
and i'm so fucked up
and the thought of your touch
redefines what i know

stilldarkbutatleasturhereiguess (theMythic)

shadow men on these red lit walls
i hear dead men talk
and i can't make it stop
falling in to these drugs i love
i sense i'm being stalked
i'm too fucked to walk 

hear me out i know i've lost my mind
but all i know is love
i'm just so fucked up
we can talk about all the things i hate
if it'd just gain your trust
like how i hate myself

i think way too much
i don't breathe enough
my hearts leaking blood
my souls drained of love
i don't know about anything
pertaining to my heart
i sense the devil
seeping into me
draining out my heart

shadow men on these red lit walls
i hear dead men talk
and i can't make it stop
falling in to these drugs i love
i sense i'm being stalked
i'm too fucked to walk 

breaking down at my desk at home
i try to get this out
but it never helps
reaching out for you hold my head
i try to feel you now
but i'm in failing health

shadow men on these red lit walls
i hear dead men talk
and i can't make it stop
falling in to these drugs i love
i sense i'm being stalked
i'm too fucked to walk 

finallyivelostit (hollowprpl x tiedforsilver)

rise n shine my love
for we're now guarded by that star up above
and in time we'll be free of our pain
her eyes hold significant weight
try to feel the sky my love
for it gets harder in the dark to open up
i don't have much time my love
i can sense my throat is closing up
and the more i keep coughing up blood
leaves me petrified like i don't wanna die
I don't wanna die...

rise n shine (wraithontheporch)

interstellar vagrant
lost amongst the stars yet i'll remain patient
the void is fucking lonely
100 trillion miles in stasis
really fuckin broke me
do u even miss me
cuz i really missed u
and the way u radiate safety
can u save me

i know
my true form is ugly
but i hope
this mask helps you love me
tidal 
emotions just pull me
my vitals
wont stabilize

baby dont u waste ur time on me
im still tryna manifest my dream
will u lie here and tell me what u need
baby dont u waste ur life on me
i'm not sound of mind and i'm ugly
i drew bloody lines in attempts to be free
i can see the world from the realm where spirits eat
i can feel ur love in my soul its helping me

interstellar vagrant

interstellar vagrant (sorrowbringer)

i don't rlly care about my problems anymore
im drunk, im drunk
and i've fallen to the floor
i'm fine, i'm fine
like it don't matter anymore
you're mine, you're mine
how'd this happen mi amor?

the only time i ever really feel is when alone
i know, i know, that i'm coming off as cold
i try, i try, but my heart is made of stone
don't cry, don't cry, at least with u i feel at home
i can see them now for who they are
and i can't be around it anymore
leave me the fuck alone forget about it
cuz if u don't we'll end up dead about it

i don't rlly care about my problems anymore
off pills, off pills
heartrate dropping to the floor
what a thrill, what a thrill
i think i'm having me some more
until i vomit on the ground
and have some medics comin round

fractals when i close my eyes
and escape this world
pastel colors form the sky
as they make up swirls
as much as i just wanna die
your love just has a grip
and it just keeps me furled
soul bound to your world

soulbound (eric godlow)

so this is how it ends my love
i know i've never been enough
i think i'll just die tonight
these pills just got me throwing up
every time i've tried my best
i'm told that i'm just fucking up
baby i just need my rest
my dreams are how i learned to love

prove to me i matter here it's hard because i know i don't
i hold back like every tear since i hate when i make them sad
i hold scars embedded deep and i don't think i'll ever share

its hard bc i know u care
the dark just seems to ruin me
it's hard because you want me here
and honestly that's breaking me

why even bother with this
the more slices i make on my wrist
the better i feel
so why even bother to live
it's so much better in death like it's bliss
a sense of serene in the abyss
complete lack of pain when i do not exist
i lack the strength to keep trying with this
baby just know that it's you that i'll miss


don't bother looking for me you'll only find my corpse... (secre)

i lost track of time 100 yrs ago
as a product of the stars this place is horrible
the only thing i like is when we're physical
hop inside my ship n see a different world
i can take u places way more beautiful
im not like the others im unusual
come n feel the night this time is just 4 us
try 2 see the light that's guiding us to home

what a waste of my potential
what a waste of my time
if u need reasons i got several
why i shouldn't be alive
once my broken heart is severed
i'll take aim towards the mind

i still see faces in the sky
n i see patterns in the dark
i see ur body on mine
and i'm feeling ur touch
can u say that i'm fine
though i know i'm really not
baby i will stay alive
as long as u will not die
(though i'm afraid we'll both die)

i can't tell u
why i'm still here
i can hear u
loud n clear
so please don't yell
u know i get scared
please try to help
i'm bleeding out these tears

i lost track of time 100 yrs ago
as a product of the stars this place is horrible
the only thing i like is when we're physical
hop inside my ship n see a different world
i can take u places way more beautiful
im not like the others im unusual
come n feel the night this time is just 4 us
try 2 see the light that's guiding us to home

its okay, my time never mattered anyways babe (sorrow bringer)

temporally anomalous
a moment by ur side feels like a life time
the way u take my breath away i might die
i only feel my best under night skies
the stars provide a feeling only you match
i can't figure out just how to relax
baby can u show me how u do that

methodically self medicating
desperate for a sense of worth
honestly it's never changing
it only really kinda works
impatiently i'm taking more
that's how i know i'm really hurt
facing demons on the floor
i'm talking to the fucking dirt

i had made friends with myself in my dreams
the world i built up in that place brings me peace
i just wish to share it with you baby i know
i'm a fucking mess in this realm but i care

temporally anomalous
a moment by ur side feels like the universe
the gravity i feel with you's like jupiter
baby can u show me how to make it work
i had never fit in well upon this earth

temporally anomalous
a moment by ur side feels like a life time
the way u take my breath away i might die
i only feel my best under night skies
the stars provide a feeling only you match

temporally anomalous (wraithontheporch)

thats the old me baby thats the old me
i had changed now so they dont rlly know me
pieces my heart was torn to pieces
but i feel now at least i fuckin feel now

dreamin baby i been dreamin
tryna make name for myself while i'm still here
baby i been bleedin, really fuckin bleedin
tryna share my shame while they still care

i know when i'm not wanted here
i know they never really fucking care
the message's really fucking clear
you hate me here
there's no point in tryna fix it dear
i got it i'll just die tonight
i know i was never needed here
i hope we both just end up bleeding here
and choking on our fucking words


thats the old me baby thats the old me
i had changed now so they dont rlly know me
pieces my heart was torn to pieces
but i feel now at least i fuckin feel now

emotions i really fucking hate that
i been choking every time i hold back
it's like i've broken everything in my chest
i'm choking baby i'm choking

they don't notice
they never fucking notice
my soul spins when i'm on a potion
i do this every fucking day i'm in motion
i've noticed that they never noticed
imma make em notice
that i really got this
to be honest
soon ill be hot shit
on charts imma really fuckin top it
real shit i ain't stoppin till im poppin
50 thousand plays like it's not shit
i got this

thats the old me baby thats the old me
i had changed now so they dont rlly know me
pieces my heart was torn to pieces
but i feel now at least i fuckin feel now

old me (prod. mxtthxw x jolst)

baby im miserable
only time i feel is when ur physical
emotions so cyclical
it's miserable
i'm fucking up
baby i'm a failure i'm giving up
i'm so fucking scared i'm throwing up
drugs inside my system got me slowing down

i'm falling deeper
i don't know my name
i'm just a lonely bleeder
embracing my own shame
i know i need her
she truly keeps me safe
i'm falling deeper
through these mental states

i'm falling deeper
i don't know my name
i'm just a lonely bleeder
embracing my own shame

miserable (secre)

come n watch the forest with me
they are looking back 
oh there's eyes in the trees
the more i try to hide i'm percieved
why is it always me?

i was never here
i belong to higher realms
embedded deep in fear
where like nothing's ever clear
the shadows hold our shame
and the matter's made of tears
i know that you care
but that doesn't matter here

come n do the ritual with me
we can come to life in our dreams
like the eyes in the trees
come n watch the forest with me
they are looking back 
oh there's eyes in the trees
the more i try to hide i'm percieved
why is it always me?

i just did some things
i regret on my own
i can see the world
from high above
when all alone
i can feel your touch
from higher planes
and thru the phone
the voices in my head
had taught me all the fuckin codes

come n watch the forest with me
they are looking back 
oh there's eyes in the trees
the more i try to hide i'm percieved
why is it always me?  

there's eyes in the trees (wraithontheporch)

i cannot stay the same
i must evolve
i must change
as soon as i find my brain
i can escape this twisted place
i've never been one to stay
never intended to live to this day
but somehow i stay the same
as much as i tried i still remain

i hate how i never know
the reason why i'm fucking up
i hate how i gotta go
to other realms to feel i'm loved
i hate how i never seem
to be enough
and i don't seem to understand
just why they've never given up
on me
baby i just wanna feel ur body
tell me if im coming off too gaudy
i just need to feel u lying on me
show me what i need to do
and baby i will do it for u
show me what i need to be
i will try my best to accomplish that

i cannot stay the same
i must evolve
i must change
as soon as i find my brain
i can escape this twisted place
i've never been one to stay
never intended to live to this day
but somehow i stay the same
as much as i tried i still remain

evolve (tiedforsilver)

credit to deliriancy for the cover art

i dont really know my place
but i try my best
at least im here with u
and i'm feeling safe
enough that i can rest
there's a lot of different
ways to say all the shit i say
but to sum it up
i wish that i was dead
oh i'm just in my head

i'm so dramatic at times
but i wont admit
that i need help
i'm too passive at times
and i won't express
how i really feel
i feel bad in the night
but the devil don't care
i already signed the deal

you're so beautiful
i don't know why you even care
i'm so unusual
i dunno what i'm doing here
i was never fixable
i really tried it just doesn't work
oh it just never worked
i really wish it did
it only ever hurt
in my twisted head 
but you kinda help
and it means a lot
and i won't forget
all the things you taught

i never really knew my place
but at least i know it contains your face
it's where your touch resides
there's a lotta different ways to say
all the shit i feel
but i get so scared
of how it gets too real

i dont really know my place
but i try my best
at least im here with u
and i'm feeling safe
enough that i can rest
there's a lot of different
ways to say all the shit i say
but to sum it up
i wish that i was dead
oh i'm just in my head

ur right there but where am i? (prod. cxrter x threemvsk)

they all think that i'm a fucking psychopath
i just don't know how to act
i just want my feelings back
i'm missing that
the feeling of me touching you
the way you make that body move
i gotta know
do you feel the same as me
do you feel my energy
it's visceral
like this is really me

i lost track of memories
from all the drugs i put in me
i've wasted time just tryna touch the fucking sky
mentally i'm not alright
i'm just good at hiding it
sometimes i start buying it
but over time that feeling dies

just dump all your pain on me
i will take it brazenly
i'm used to it
there's no point in saving me
i'm only ever hating me
i'm used to it

i don't think i ever really matter here
i don't even have the tears
to waste on this
just stay with me
tell me how u really feel
even if its hating me
i'll try again
i'll do my best
baby tell me how u feel
was it ever even real
like do you care?
i know that its hard at times
i'm always here
even when i'm feeling numb

they all think that i'm a fucking waste of space
12 gauge slugs could maim my face and turn my brain
to fucking sludge
i know i'm just not enough
and i was never worth your love
but i'll try my best
please just let me fucking rest
i just need some space 4 the nite

I'veBeenUsedToThis (secre)

beat by https://soundcloud.com/pl4zte

i just planned a meet up with a razor blade
since it's the only thing that seems to take the pain away
i don't feel a thing no more
i had made a home on the floor
nothing fucking matters anymore
lemme die
for way too fucking long i had tried
and i got nowhere
im a fuck up

i can see the stars take form
i can feel the spirit world
i can feel the dark in my core
i can't feel my face anymore
i can feel my breathing getting hoarse

i just threw back my third shot
115 grains of that lead rock
turn my fucking brain off

now i'm sinking deeper in this fourth shot
i don't really matter i'm a dead god
look into my eyes they bloodshot
holy fucking shit i'm so fucked up
i don't feel pain since i'm too tough
i just blocked it out wit the 5th shot
really i don't care if i get got

i just planned my death with the 12 gauge
turn my face to sludge like cobain
make it disappear like it's slenderman
bitch you gotta find the 12th page
i don't think i'll ever be okay
i just can't seem to catch a real break
so i'm ending this in my own way
finna blow this up like propane

i just planned a meet up with a razor blade
since it's the only thing that seems to take the pain away
i don't feel a thing no more
i had made a home on the floor
nothing fucking matters anymore
lemme die
for way too fucking long i had tried
and i got nowhere
im a fuck up

oh god im such a failure (pl4zte)

there's something in my mind telling me to kill u too
so when i see ur face in hell i'll know it's rlly u
i hear demons in the walls and i can sometimes see them too
they're guiding all i do and they keep me on the move
keep me tethered here in trances feeding off of you
shadow men define the proper place to bury you
your life will be forgotten since i know just what to do
they're calling off the searches in the forest, guess you lose

i decay internally i never really matter here
fuck what they had heard of me since im a changed man
i love to practice surgery in the comfort of my home
it don't matter what they heard of me they'll never find the bones
there's something in my mind telling me to kill u 2
so when i burn in hell forever u can feel it too
there's voices in my head, taught me how to tie a noose
and how to hide the evidence from ppl just like u

killu2 (pl4zte)

what a test of my will
a test of my patience
tell me right now do u think im gonna make it?
is there anything about me that you think is worth saving?

i been breaking down on back alley pavement
oh god i can't take it
take me to the backrooms
lemme suffocate in vacuum
i'm a fucking bad dude
(a monster)
i been hiding in the dark
but now i got her
exactly where i want her
my songs keep getting darker
you should've listened i'm a monster

i don't understand why u lovin me
the dark i harbour deep became a part of me
truthfully it's art to me
there's a certain sense of peace
when it's flowing through my arteries
never did much w my family
the more think on it
the more it further damage me
i just sing instead of therapy
i don't get why they still care for me

what a test of my will
a test of my patience
every single night
i been alone i'm breaking
is there anything about me that u think is worth saving?

monster (tiedforsilver x jupiter)

i don't know why u lovin me
all this shit just too tough to me
oh this world don't mean much to me
but at least with ur company
i'm at peace for tonight at least
(as much as i can, at least)

as much as i try to be
something better to comfort you
oh the demons inside me
say its better to hide from you
or you'll try to decide for me
try to force my autonomy
into something not meant to be
it's better to die than lose

rainbow of substances
blue mixed with red tonight
bottle in both hands
save the pills for another time
voices in my head say that im gonna die
i'm hearing sirens and calls of the other side
i hear the spirits plot on my soul tonight
i really don't fear it, i'm used to this all the time 

i dont know why u trusting me
my own head is the enemy
i need oceans of love at least
to be happy internally
for a moment of fucking peace
fighting demons inside of me


idk why u love me still (secre)

i can feel the dark give way to the light
on the days that i'm with u girl
i can feel my heart melt away into urs
with the ways that u kiss me girl
if u feel the spark in the ways that i do
lie down n come n join my world
mamacita en mi casa en mi cama en mi cama
doin things that'd rock ur world
tu eres mi mundo girl
tu eres mi amor babygirl
come n join the spirit world

i can show you places in the night, hard to find
if u promise that you'll always stay
i can show you galaxies way up in the sky
if you just hold tight, okay?
im not from the world but i try, but i try
to adapt to this constant change
tell me pretty lies, pretty lies for my mind
to interpret wrong
help me feel alive for a moment at least
so i could put in a song

i can feel the dark give way to the light
on the days that im with u girl
i can feel my heart shut down in the night
on the days that i miss u girl
if u feel the spark in the ways that i do
lie down n come see my world
mamacita en me casa en mi cama en mi cama
doin thing's that'd rock ur world
tu eres mi mundo girl
tu eres mi amor babygirl
come n join the spirit world

mamacita (pl4zte)

i got skeletons littering my closet
oh it's a process, tryna be more honest
i know i'm toxic, but im workin on it
do u love me? baby am i worth it

i try to feel but im just not that capable
demonic deals left me broken i'm unsavable
are u real? i cant tell anymore
i can't heal let me die on the floor
my soul holds things i abhor
it's cold but i'm fine mi amor

i got body parts spread across my bedroom
i like to call it art embedded in my redroom
i hear corpses talk to me like you do
i feel forces moving me like voodoo
sediment builds up on my eyelids
i'm dead again and this is how i like it

i got skeletons littering my closet
oh it's a process, tryna be more honest
i know i'm toxic, but im workin on it
do u love me? baby am i worth it

skeletons (hollowprpl)

do u feel the night sky?
rewind we gon do this shit the right way
why u always tryna guess the words i might say
im not that predictable  
i been telling pretty little white lies
about the presences in my mind
beware the coming darktide
for they feast upon the mortified
left 'em fucking petrified

i feel rot when i try to breathe
internally i feel more machine
than i do a lifeform that'd love u back
baby stay away i'm so scared i might snap
i feel influences in my soul they're taking back
the feelings i could feel for a minute on this plane
and baby i can tell that there are times u feel the same
and when i fucking notice i'm so overcome with shame
baby we should keep it down
i hear whispers in the trees
and demonic sounds
something's leeching on my systems
so i'm not around
no point in tryna hide since from the start we're found
u should let this feed on u
if there's a message in this bottle i had drunk
then it's to feed it you
so show me what u gonna do
u control the weapons babe u really do

do u feel the night sky?
rewind we gon do this shit the right way
why u always tryna guess the words i might say
im not that predictable  
i been telling pretty little white lies
about the presences in my mind
beware the coming darktide
for they feast upon the mortified
left 'em fucking petrified

(we gon feed upon their soul tonite)

beware the fucking horde like its darktide
we were left 4 dead on this stark night
nurgle's rot is festering in my sight
my bones have shifted shape into some sharp knives 

infection spreading fast i'm eating body parts
mentally i'm past the point of higher thought
an animal is more than what i've now become
baby shut me down b4 i fully t urn

beware the fucking horde like its darktide
we were left 4 dead on this stark night
nurgle's rot is festering in my sight
my bones have shifted shape into some sharp knives 


darktide (hollowprpl)

i can see the aura of her heart
i've percieved brand new fuckin colors in the dark
who the fuck are you?
what u think u finna do?
u really not that smart
the damage they had dealt to me
meant nothing in the end
ur just matter with no spark

ur cyclic by ur nature doomed to repeat ur mistakes
all that shit u say is fake like u dont really know me
my girl n i are happy bitch while u stay posted lonely
bitch ur ego's fucking phony
i stay real with it
200 fucking songs ya i stuck with it
shit this just season 1
200 fucking songs yet im still head to the sun to the top
yuh bitch yo shit is buns

dont u fucking get it? im a god
i turned emotion into worlds where i belong
i've carved runes into my flesh to make these songs
it's why i've never fucking stopped

i can see the aura of her heart
i've percieved brand new fuckin colors in the dark
who the fuck are you?
what u think u finna do?
u really not that smart

the damage they had dealt to me
meant nothing in the end
ur just matter with no spark
ur whole world's built on pretend
u shall die without a friend
ur just matter with no spark
(no spark)

i can see the aura of her heart
i've percieved brand new fuckin colors in the dark
who the fuck are you?
what u think u finna do?
u really not that smart

i can see the aura of her heart
who the fuck are u bitch
u really not that smart
the damage they had dealt to me
meant nothing in the end
ur just matter with no spark

no spark (secre x sorrowbringer)

doomed to two more nights here all alone
at least i built a home 
in the pain inside my heart it's all i know
withdrawal inside my bones
i'm shaking i'm so cold
this static in my head's been growing cold

demons in my head too loud
i can see the dead right now
i can feel my chest break down
tears that i had hid crawl out
i just wanna dissapear
nothing in my life was ever clear
in death it's better here
baby what is there to fear?

i know my prospects of healing
is too low i can't see the ceiling
let alone know if i'm still here or dreaming
don't go, baby darkness is creeping

doomed to two more nights here all alone
at least i built a home 
in the pain inside my heart it's all i know
withdrawal inside my bones
i'm shaking i'm so cold
this static in my head's been growing old

pls be safe and get home soon (secre)

babe i know ur coming home
so i just lie right here n f***ing wait
and the stars that lie within my soul
formed to galaxies from eons in this state
my dark matter's never felt this cold
but a masterpiece shall lie within it's wake
and my creation shall become a home
for the wicked that cannot express their pain

yeah i know ur coming home
but i need u right now
tell me how you've f***ing grown your soul
so i can do it too instead of dying out
i fold memories inside my sound
so they can fucking try n figure out
how to handle me when i'm low
baby they can leave me in the ground
babe i know u feel this cold
it's origin's inside my heart
my battery's been running low
and i don't have the substances to hold a charge

babe i know ur on the way home
so i just lie right here n wait
the stars that lie within my soul
form singularities from eons in this pain
my dark matter's never felt this cold
but a masterpiece shall lie within it's wake
and my creation shall become a home
for the wicked that cannot express their pain

ik ur otw but i miss u (tiedforsilver x jupiter)

stay with me
we can try find a way to dream
please just fucking try to stick with me
i had died to try to build some peace
late night sins, in loving memory
of a boy once held in high esteem

babe you're right i know that i need help
i don't want it though i just need your embrace
worried eyes upon your pretty face
baby don't cry i swear that i'm okay
stay with me
try to help find my heart
it's breaking me
every day when time restarts
sapience seems like something i don't want
and salience is a curse when i want rot

stay with me
we can try find a way to dream
please just fucking try to stick with me
i had died to try to build some peace
late night sins, in loving memory
of a boy once held in high esteem

holy fucking shit im impaired in this shit 
i've seen stars in my room and idk what to do
idfk my own name anymore
i had made friends with the floor like the past
i jus reset my timeline
i just fucking shot myself at night time
idek care anymore gtfo my way or ull die

stay w me | withu4 (pl4zte)

i can see red eyes
red horns drew me in like a riptide
and the light from your eyes
burn me up just like starlight
i had drew red lines
in my flesh to try to deny
the effects upon my timeline
i had fucked it up and missed the deadline

so what's up in your mind?
i just need a minute without mine
i just need something
in my organs to distract me
i've tried to trace around the outlines
of the patterns of my design
all i've ever noticed
is how i'm only ever broken
i concede my heart had been a mess
since seventh grade
and honestly this dark was just the best
i've ever made
what matters in the end is how you feel
on your final day


red eyes (tiedforsilver x jupiter)

i've grown to accept this curse
to wander lost in search of my worth
to try to give this all to be told i'm dirt
and the more i fall i wonder what's the point
i can feel my body breaking at the joints
in time i'll be one with earth
and these words i write will be less than dirt
can you show me why i mean so much to you
if i'm still alive then it's just for you

i don't understand my pain
nor the source of it
can you feel my shame
i've made a storm with it
released upon this world yet
they're ignoring it
i know at least
that i'm at peace with this

i've grown to accept this curse
to ignore my pain to try to prove my worth
to sell my soul to be less than dirt
to give it all and told i'm wasting time
to fucking fall for a thousand lies
to die alone under starry skies
can u feel my pain in my bloodshot eyes?
i'm so ashamed n i don't wanna cry

shame stained eyes (wraithontheporch)

energy, baby i just need some fucking energy
i'm so fatigued, these drugs ain't even touching me
i'm taking more, to turn into a better me
keep loving me, distract me from my history

powders in my drink but i don't do it for the taste
it just help me not to think bout how i'm such a fucking waste
and what matters in our lives is the things we try to make
it's why i'll never fucking stop until the world can feel my pain
energy, i just really need some fucking stamina
inside of me, i'm burnt out and i'm dying here
the friends of me just claim that i'm not man enough
honestly i've had enough that's why i never talk to em
this is really me
sensitive and panicking
the evil me, was a guise
to keep them distancing
i've hated me
far too long for them to listen
to the deepest me
in my fucked up mental prison

energy, baby i just need some fucking energy
i'm so fatigued, these drugs ain't even touching me
i'm taking more, to turn into a better me
keep loving me, distract me from my history

ENRG intro (nevrfall)

substances inside of my mind
i can feel alive
i don't really care if i die
since i've hated life
and every single time that i try
i just fuck it up
baby take a look at my life
i just fuck it up

honestly my worth was a lie
and every fucking day i can feel the world die
the times i tried to change were the worst in my life
baby lemme rot here in my bedroom alone
i don't even got the strength to pick up my phone
im just tryna pass away at peace in my home
i just threw map away that led me to life
i just threw map away that led me to life
baby don't cry

every fucking day, every moment without u
was a test of my will babe i need u
give me your plate n i'll feed u
i'll give u space just to keep u

6.28 honestly II (nevrfall)

baby don't go i need u feed me
my heart's implied hope makes it easy to bleed me
i don't really know the fucking meaning of breathing

baby don't go i need u to feed me
i'm a fucking monster my soul is everchanging
home is something darker to a demon no safety
baby come home i need u to erase me

where the fuck u going bitch
i'm still standing
phase in and out just like a glitch
no slenderman branding
i'm so fucking sick of this
the world is too demanding
i just wanna disappear
baby will u let me
this ain't even bout my fears
i hate even the best me

im so fucking ugly
and im a fuckin dummy
im so fuckin ugly

baby don't go i need u feed me
my heart's implied hope makes it easy to bleed me
it's too easy to decieve me
i just wanna keep dreaming

baby don't go i need u feed me
my heart's implied hope makes it easy to bleed me
i don't really know the fucking meaning of breathing
baby don't go i need u to feed me
i'm a fucking monster my soul is everchanging

don't go, it's safer here (nevrfall)

clouded night skies interfere with my love
like an immune response i just start to act up
but its u i trust, is my soul enough?
i dunno
when the stars turn dust will u be there?
and when my heart forms rust will u still care
lemme know

why do u waste ur love on me, a monster
i got tendrils flowing out of me like water
please just save yourself it's growing darker
and it never has enough to quench it's hunger

clouded night skies interfere with my love
when the stars turn dust will u be there?
but its u i trust, is my soul enough?
i dunno

2 AM OUTRO (bonus) (nevrfall)

once upon a time ur gaze had melted snow
and i had felt it all, but that was years ago
our worlds were intertwined now your body's growing cold
everything will die especially the ones we loved
baby it's alright i'm just alone and throwing up
the stress is getting bad i just do as i am told

voices in my head had told me many moons ago
that i'm destined for a lot as well as pain beyond hope
the struggles you will face shall bring damage to your soul
the world will hear your pain and know that most will never know
there's a human in this voice that just wants to fucking cope
and as much as he has tried he remains forever broke


once upon a time (wlkr)

i could be something else in the night
i'll fulfill all ur dreams
you could be something safe in the night
baby u could solve my needs
bloodshot eyes hold pain right behind
but with u i feel at peace
i've felt lost for a hundred life times
but ur love feels just like home

baby come feel my chest
there's nothing there i'm scared that i am dead
and honestly i'm not sure of my own breath
it doesn't sound that great when i'm lying in my bed
baby come n join my world
let's mix all our drugs until we're broke down swirls
let's cry it out at night until the morning when we hurl
and do it all again as soon as we can fucking feel

i can be something else in ur arms
i just wanna stay right here
i had heard fucking demons in the dark
baby can u quell my fears

i could be something else in the night
i'll fulfill all ur dreams
you could be something safe in the night
baby u could solve my needs
bloodshot eyes hold pain right behind
but with u i feel at peace
i've felt lost for a hundred life times
but ur love feels just like home


smth else (sorrowbringer)

just lemme see ur face
i just need to be around
i don't wanna wait
the stars are fucking falling down
my love is not a game
and i had never mattered much
but don't give me away 
share with me ur soul
i just need to know the deepest parts
within ur folds
i hate the fucking cold
and silence when i'm missing u's like ice inside my home


i'll love you till the end of time
even past the part  we die
baby can u comfort me
i need another pretty lie
i'm scared that u ain't always mine
baby reassure my mind
tell me that i matter here
and i'll keep trying to survive

just lemme feel ur pain
i just need to be one
to wipe ur crying face
my love is not a game
my love is not a game
baby i had meant it all
i never tried to play
ur soul is what i crave

just lemme see ur face
i just need to be around
i don't wanna wait
the stars are fucking falling down
my love is not a game
and i had never mattered much
but don't give me away 
share with me ur soul
i just need to know the deepest parts
within ur folds
i hate the fucking cold
and silence when i'm missing u's like ice inside my home

it's not a fking game |track 6| (sorrowbringer)

"a heart of ichor" coming soon...

_LYRICS_

i just need to know what goes on in ur head
show me the process that led you to me 
i just need to show u how i reminisce,
bottles and pills help me dream
i just gotta know what u feel in ur soul
i'm tryna figure mine out so i'm whole
baby u know ur the thing that i miss
baby ur love helps me breath

stay here for a while and love me
baby im a mess i know that i'm ugly
days here feels like hell when i breathe
baby undress and prove that i'm worth it
i feel dead and tired in my conscience
i lay it all out in verbs it's my process
nouns hold weight of memories often
i don't like the way that you're talking

i don't like the way that u talk to me, honestly
i can feel the pain in ur soul taking over me
tell me what's the matter with u and i'll reciprocate
we can talk it out if u want i'm here every day

i just need to know what goes on in ur head
show me the process that led you to me 
i just need to show u how i reminisce,
bottles and pills help me dream
i just gotta know what u feel in ur soul
i'm tryna figure mine out so i'm whole
baby u know ur the thing that i miss
baby ur love helps me breath

i don't wanna lose u
i fucking need u
please baby just stay here
i will bleed for u
i don't wanna hurt u
but i've known to break u
baby run away before i snap and fucking hate you
i don't wanna hate u
i've built a life for u
i just need some space at times
so i can zone out
i just hate my fucking thoughts
i left em smoked out


ur head |track 2| (mxtthxw)

all I want is your heart of ichor <3

New music out whenever I feel like it

Caramel

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