moreru - 乙女座最終日

Internet Retard - Losergirlfriend

It's Not Enough - Heelflip

im not okay - heelflip

Truck-heelflip (Remastered version?)

originally uploaded to soundcloud on 12/31/2024

og description:
ancient demo for the soundcloud scum

Fried By Flouride - george floyd mayweather

I feel like a loser you hear me say
I know you also feel this way
I need you more than words can express
You’re a product of my depressed

(Prechorus)
So wont you be my girl
Me and you against the world
so please be by my side
holding hands swinging side to side

(Chorus)
Schizophrenia girlfriend
Schizophrenia girlfriend 

You mean so much to me
Even though you’re a fantasy
I wish you were really here

no one else to ruin our day
you and i can waste away
I need you more than words can express
You’re a product of my depressed

(Prechorus)
So wont you be my girl
Me and you against the world
so please be by my side
holding hands swinging side to side

(Chorus)
Schizophrenia girlfriend
Schizophrenia girlfriend 
When will it end?
This delusion in my head

You mean so much to me
Even though you’re a fantasy
I wish you were really here

Schizophrenia Girlfriend

My debut album as Miruwhelm. It is just some loosely connected songs that I made late last school year and over the summer. It was made only using my laptop, cheap plugins, and various freeware, so it probably sounds a bit rough around the edges. It's also my first time making something like this, so I'm sorry if it's not too good. I hope that some enjoyment can be found out of it though.

I'm not going to lie and say that there's any meaning behind the songs. As the title states it's just a collection of okay demoes and scraps that I felt were good enough to release to the public. The songs were produced by me in a variety of moods and feelings, both negative and positive. I'd like to think that some of those feelings are reflected onto these songs, but realistically, these songs mean nothing. One day I hope to make something cool, with a theme and meaning and stuff.

It's inspired by a lot of things musically, but these are the main ones:
The Brave Little Abacus, Parannoul, Heccra, Snowing, Twinkle Park / Smiling Broadly, Weatherday, Sorbet, Forest Spirit Sun on Your Back, Kuragari, Moreru, Willy Rodriguez, Wintermute, Your Arms Are My Cocoon, Uchu Nekoko, Nashimoto Ui, My Dead Girlfriend, Shinsei Kamattechan, Okina, The Civil War in France, Lobsterfight, Gingerbee, Hitohira, and Vocaloid music in general.

VERY Special thanks to:
My family, my friends, and everyone who has supported me in making this. There are way too many people that I wanted to thank so I'm sorry that I have to use this giant blanket term. But seriously, thank you to everyone online who listened to these demoes early on and gave me feedback or said it was good. 

Flowers!!! (When I Respond)

truey jeans

NOT MINE REUPLOAD FOR ARCHIVAL PURPOSES
support the original artist here: @1heelflip
Note from archiver: i downloaded this track a while back, before i saved all the metadata but this was one of his older tracks on his account from around 2022-2023. from the description this is apparently a cover but idk who made the original track i tried look up the lyrics but i couldn't find anything if someone knows please let me know :D
og link:  https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip/dont-need-to
og description: yelling screaming
telling me to
get a job when
i don't need to
i bet you'd like it
if i called you
but im too fucked up
i don't need to

i looked for you
at my bestfriends house
i saw the note that
said you found out
that im sick of
feeling empty
and if you look for me
you wont find me here

i bet you'd like it if called you
x3
but im too fucked up
i don't need to

subpar cover

Heelflip - don't need to

https://open.spotify.com/track/1Mqqbscpk9uxwU7avuJY3e?si=9af99b6630624e41

{@ihatevirginia}
im so damn tired of loving you through images in my head
your what i desire countless suicide attempts in my bed

heal myself with opiods
cause the voices causing 
to much noise

im schizo affective and a freak
and i starve myself until my legs
go weak

im so damn tired of loving you through images in my head
your what i desire countless suicide attempts in my bed

{@weencel}
Bring me the flowers that I lost I wish that you weren't just a Bop
Im stuck up bleeding from a cross just shut up youre a fucking thot
Bring me the flowers that I lost I wish that you weren't just a Bop
Im stuck up bleeding from a cross just shut up youre a fucking thot

Love you in my head
I wish that I was dead
You make me think of when
that things were so much better back then

Im so weak 
And I cant speak
Girl Ill still love you
every week
Im so weak 
And I cant speak
Girl Ill still love you
every week

{@ihatevirginia}
im so damn tired of loving you through images in my head
your what i desire countless suicide attempts in my bed
im so damn tired of loving you through images in my head
your what i desire countless suicide attempts in my bed

Love You In My Head

ARCHIVE PAGE (Reposter & Reuploader)
Your Watching a Retard At Work
Tired of Living But Scared of Dying
DM me im bored

Heelflip - don't need to

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