obligatory birthday cover

21
im not who i thought id be
every1 is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah probably

so slow down
im on my own now
stuck in this dead town
theres no way out
dont know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
im somewhere i dont belong

21
im not who i thought id be
every1 is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah probably

Lyrics:
Your memory is fading fast
I can't stop living in the past
Want to go back to how it was before
Don't you miss staying up late to chat?

Yes I know, I fucked up
But second chances, are in short supply
Trying hard, can't you see that
I got mine

Nose to the grindstone again
Because I want you back in my life
It's getting hard to pretend
That I don't miss you all the time

I think that I am worthless
I have no fucking purpose

Flick that joint away
Temporary remedies
I might just run away
I wish there was a remedy

And I don't want you to
Worry about what I'm up to
I'll do my own thing
I got mine

Nose to the grindstone again
Because I want you back in my life
It's getting hard to pretеnd
That I don't miss you all the time

I think that I am worthless
I havе no fucking purpose

nose to the grindstone (feat. penguinband)

do you remember
when we were young
id never thought id ever feel so numb
do you remember
when life was fun
but now i just feel so done
whats happened to the times
when it was all alright
when i didnt wanna die
what happened to the times
when i didnt have eyes
when it was all just a lie

im so disgusted
with myself
so i know im going to kill myself
i know im going to
the pits of hell
theres something wrong with me
if you couldnt tell

look into my eyes
and tell me will it be alright
look into my eyes
and tell me what did you find
did you finally realize
all the things i try to hide

i think its past my time now
i think i need to go out
i think its past my time now
i think i need to go out

do you remember
when we were young
id never thought id ever feel so numb
do you remember
when life was fun
but now i just feel so done
whats happened to the times
when it was all alright
when i didnt wanna die
what happened to the times
when i didnt have eyes
when it was all just a lie

im so disgusted
with myself
so i know im going to kill myself
i know im going to
the pits of hell
theres something wrong with me
if you couldnt tell

disgusted

I F*CKING LOVE SCIENCE

REUPLOAD FOR ARCHIVAL PURPOSES, i dont know what happened to yuki if someone knows please tell me thank you.
og link: https://soundcloud.com/yukisasayaki/am-i-enough 
og release date: 3/10/2025 
og description:
prod @bloodsekai

i dont think i can believe a single word that u say
n it hurts me so much with every passing day
yea its all for ur love
yea its all for a hug
i jus wanna hear u say
that im enough
x2

im nauseous
i got a sickening feeling in my bones
ill be honest
the power that i hold
is out of my control
give me ur hand to hold
ill reach further into ur soul
i thought that ud want it but do uuuu?
i wrote u a sonnet toooo
i thought that ud want it but do uuuu?
i wrote u a sonnet toooo

i dont think i can believe a single word that u say
n it hurts me so much with every passing day
yea its all for ur love
yea its all for a hug
i jus wanna hear u say
that im enough

yuki - am i enough?

lyrics:
the girl i love
i don't really know her yet 
but it's lots of fun
to call her on the internet
we'll play some games
and talk all day 
and call all night 
i'm blown away 

the girl i love is states away
i hardly even know her name
but that's okay 
cause she don't even know mine
it's not a problem
our love's purely online
we're matching with our pfps
@'s in bios <3 
i'm posting her on my story
and if i asked she'd do anything for me

the girl i love
i don't really know her yet 
but it's lots of fun
to call her on the internet
we'll play some games
and talk all day 
and call all night 
i'm blown away 

by the girl i love
she's the girl i love

the girl i love
i don't really know her yet 
but it's lots of fun
to call her on the internet
we'll play some games
and talk all day 
and call all night 
i'm blown away 
by the girl i love
she's everything i want and more
the girl i love
when i'm with her i'm never bored
the girl i love
is the one from my dreams
a light in the darkness
she's all that i need

i think it's funny when i'm with you
how i finally feel free
i haven't felt this damn relaxed in years
you're what i really need
no expectation of the best from me, to give you everything 
i can truly be myself at peace 
that's why you are the

the girl i love
i don't really know her yet 
but it's lots of fun
to call her on the internet
we'll play some games
and talk all day 
and call all night 
i'm blown away 
by the girl i love
she's everything i want and more
the girl i love
when i'm with her i'm never bored
the girl i love
is the one from my dreams
a light in the darkness
she's all that i need

the girl i love

People Just Burned To Death

belowground cover 
(last part of the song)

i should have killed myself that day

[Verse 1]
Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
There's no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Time’s up, I know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving, I am barely living
Waging and praying, just to end it
You wish I was dead now, dead now

[Chorus]
I'll be dead by 30
I'm crashing and burning
Wasting my time ’cause it is all worthless, worthless
I'll be fucking dead by 30, 30

[Verse 2]
Useless, this why I choose this
Maybe I'm just stupid, dumb and clueless
Houston, can you read me, can you even hear me?
Do you even need me, need me?

Chemicals in my brain
I am not thе same
I watch too much YouTube
I ate too much junk food
Had too many vaccinеs
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

[Chorus]
I'll be dead by 30
I'm crashing and burning
Wasting my time 'cause it is all worthless, worthless
I'll be fucking dead by 30, 30

[Outro]
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
I'm crashing and burning

dead by 30

Nurse Witch Komugi

Billionare Boys Club

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yuki - am i enough?

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