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[6th Mix]

LYRICS:
Do you feel guilt when you vacuum up the spider?
Or does it feel good?
Do you feel guilt when you vacuum up the spider?
Or does it feel good?
Do you feel guilt when you vacuum up the spider?
Or does it feel good?

Many legs, please multiply your eyes for me
Multiply your eyes, replace
I want you to stare into all of me
So I can see

Many legs, please multiply your eyes for me
Multiply your eyes, replace
I want you to stare into all of me
So I can see

Many legs, please multiply your eyes for me
Multiply your eyes, replace
I want you to stare into all of me
So I can see

Mixtumq (Graphic Novel Soundtrack)

Do You Feel Guilt When You Vacuum Up the Spider? Or Does It Feel Good

From Mixtumq Vol. 2: The Life of the Devil-Bard - Chapter Eight: Welcome to Hell.

Welcome to Hell: Level I, II, III, & IV

Based on a dream I had where I was in a gay club with Jake Wise and Keegan Tunks (Velveteen Shakes) and this song played about trans women starting a union to cuck transphobes.
© 2024.
[15th Mix]

Cameron McCurdy - Vocals, guitar, production, mixing
Tyler "Shamplooh" Trench - mastering

TEMP NAMES:
• Cuckmarch
• Heard It in a Dream
• My Equivalent to Paul McCartney's Yesterday

LYRICS:
I confuse you while I'm warming her up
I look like every other girl that you ever would've fucked
Now I got your girl here wifing me up
Left, right, left, right
It's the march of the cucks

I confuse you while I'm warming her up
I look like every other girl that you ever would've fucked
Now I got your girl here wifing me up
Left, right, left, right
It's the march of the cucks

Sincerely, we mean you no harm
Just let us dance
Or the dolls will fuck your girlfriend
Leave us in peace
Or the dolls will fuck your girlfriend
The dolls will fuck your girlfriend
Or the dolls will fuck ya

Empathy for My Future Self

March of the Cucks

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[11th Mix]

A cut song from my upcoming album, "Empathy for My Future Self".

LYRICS:
Afraid of the world, and the people in it

I feel like a twin again
I feel like a twin again

Empathy for My Past Self (The Rejects)

Twin (Instrumental...Mostly)

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[3rd Mix]

A cut song from my upcoming album, "Empathy for My Future Self".

LYRICS:
I can forgive the girl, she was sleeping snug
Inside a meat rug
Hormonally adjacent
She's never done anything wrong, and never will
If future me can help it
Future me

But the boy is fucking stupid
Not a shred of empathy for the old me
Smothering my past self

Forgive the girl, she was sleeping snug
Inside a meat rug
Hormonally adjacent
But the boy is fucking stupid
Never will, if future me can hold me
Smothering my past self

But the boy is fucking stupid
Not a shred of empathy for the old me
Smothering my past self

Sympathy for My Past Self

The second single from my upcoming album, Empathy for My Future Self.

Cameron "LEIGH" McCurdy - Vocals, guitar, production, mixing
Finn Grieve - Saxophone
Tyler "Shamplooh" Trench - Mastering
Tashi "Tashi Rd" Donnelly - Artwork


Insta: https://www.instagram.com/leighapparently/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6echmkQpbnIUvXSrI5xsBW?go=1
Bandcamp: https://camapparently.bandcamp.com/album/i-still-love-the-moon-single
YouTube: https://youtu.be/ZXud_vj3Tk8

LYRICS:
I have opinions about long distance
The gist is
A solar system fits betwixt us
But I still love the moon
And she loves me too

I have opinions about long distance
The gist is
A solar system fits betwixt us
But I still love the moon
And she loves me too

But I still love the moon
And she loves me too
And she loves me too
And she loves me too

But I still love the moon
I still love the moon
I still love the
I still love the
But I still, I still

But I still love the moon
And she loves me too
But I still love the moon
And she loves me too

[12th Mix, 2nd Master]
© 2024-2025.

I Still Love the Moon - Single

I Still Love the Moon (feat. Finn Grieve)

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[6th Mix]

A cut song from my upcoming album, "Empathy for My Future Self".

She's finally scaling the mountain, the peak is in the distance, keep climbing, you have double-dash now.

Obviously inspired by Maddy Thorson's beautiful game, Celeste.

Summit (Instrumental)

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[4th Mix]

Blu Fish type song. A random instrumental.

Blew Fish

From the soundtrack to my Graphic Novel, Welcome to Mixtumq: https://soundcloud.com/camapparently/sets/mixtumq-original-soundtrack

(3rd Mix)
The Miceville Mouseketeers season 3 OP.

A song written for my D&D group's campaign.

Map made by Ethan Renner in Inkarnate.

Mixtumq Soundtrack

The March to Chüruk

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[3rd Mix]

A random instrumental I made. 

Artwork by Niamh Donnelly of Ailun Meril, Jake Wise's D&D character.

Are You a Woman? (Instrumental)

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[1st Mix]
A cut song from my upcoming album, "Empathy for My Future Self".
Artwork by Niamh Donnelly of Shaerra Tuille, Ethan Renner's DMPC.

LYRICS:
Run the tap
Close the door
Hair down the sink-hole
Just making the world feel lived in

Just Making the World Feel Lived In

2nd Mix.

A song I made for my Dungeons & Dragons group, based on an interaction between a Warforged Druid and a squirrel he used to know.

Featuring Keegan Tunks as Clunk Pickledish, and Ethan Renner as Dignan.

Artwork by Niamh Donnelly of Dignan, a squirrel NPC played by Ethan Renner.

LYRICS:
What happened to the others?
What about DJ Thunder?

DJ Thunder?
DJ Thunder?
They ate him on the spot

What About DJ Thunder? (feat. Clunk Pickledish & Dignan)

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[2nd Mix]

A cut song from my upcoming album, "Empathy for My Future Self".

I might do something with this in the future, I really like it.

The artwork is fanart of my landlord/flatmate/friend SJD's dog, Pip.

Oops, She Did It Again (Instrumental)

[1st Mix, 2nd Master]
I sat down to practice my set for a gig yesterday, and accidentally wrote and recorded this song 💚 The song is from "Empathy for My Future Self", my first album since 2020, and first album as a trans woman.
© 2025.

Cameron McCurdy - Vocals, guitar, production, mixing
Tyler "Shamplooh" Trench - Mastering
Thanks Ethan for letting me borrow his guitar.
Thanks Niamh for blasting Haru Nemuri / Frost Children - "Burn" in the living room and inspiring this vibe of song.

Music vid here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6cp77S_3UfQ

LYRICS:
Feel the bark
You've been lost in the wood grain
How many rings could we count
If we cleft you in twain?

You ever wanted to be exhumed?
We’ll paint masterpieces
In charcoal with your soul

Take a pill, take a pill, take a pill,
Take another pill
Wash it down with purple Pals
Feel it slide past the blowjob bruises
Down the tr*nny trachea
No one’s making ya, you’re a big girl
I can’t believe you got there on your own

Take a name, take a name, take a name
Take another name
"Ca-me-ron" don’t feel right
The Mórríoghan has it
She left you with "Maebh"
You can take it, or leave it
Everybody has to make up their mind eventually

Comfortable? - Single

Comfortable?

Toronto. Flatwarming. Grafton. 21st. Past. ⬛. ⬛⬛⬛.
© 2019.

LYRICS:
No phone, lost phone
An empty void in my pocket
Right leg now too loose for tight pants
Left leg just right
The pleasure of the pressure of the wallet in the pocket of the jeans
Surrounded by one million old vibrations and I don’t know what they mean
I’m hanging out with seven smiling strangers and I don’t know how to breathe
Two of them are sober and I feel like they don’t know what to believe

These days it seems like I own things and things to put things in
All I do is sort through desktop files of my own
Baggage and other people’s I seem to be carrying

Leave those faces in the past, I’m afraid you can’t
Leave those phases in the past, I’m afraid you can’t
I’m afraid you can’t
I’m afraid you can’t

These days it seems I am running short on oxygen
All I do is wait to stand at perfect attention
Wrap my arms, chest to chest, take one deep and honest breath
Blood rush in, hands run through your hair as I can taste again

Transience

Somnium

(She/Her).
The solo project of Cameron McCurdy.
Musician, comic artist, fae creature from Aotearoa New Zealand.

LEIGH

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