Lyrics:

Bad Girl

We’ve got something good cooking,
and you’re really good looking.
I’m intrigued by the shouldn’t, 
cuz you’re the type of person 
who’s a bad girl,
oh, oh, oh you’re a bad girl.

Bad girl (fade)

I can tell you like the girls
you twirl around your finger,
curl yourself into their dreams
and squirrel your hands down their pants.
you remind me of a panther,
I watch the birds around you scatter,
but I’m the one you should chase after
slow then faster.

your eyes remind me of a wolf’s,
can you be wolf and panther both?
and if so I really hope
to find out without getting chomped.

you’ve got a girl you like a lot,
she’s laura cocks, she’s really hot,
I’m not trying to take her spot,
but is there room for me or not?
you’re a bad girl. 
oh, oh, oh you’re a bad girl.

Bad girl (fade)

hey, you’re a bad girl.
you wear black like you hate the world,
but it just makes you sexier.
and I just want to get at your—
hey, you’re a bad girl
not immoral, just in swagger,
pounce on me, you panther
I’ll only squirm if it adds laughter,
bad girl.
oh, oh, oh you’re a bad girl.

you look like you’re mad at the world,
I’m turned on like a power cord,
strum me like those strings you work,
hungry-eyed and sexy-smirked.
you don’t eat meat,
at least try me.
you like soy milk?
I’m dairy-free
don’t get me wrong,
I think we’d reach
a harmony in cuddling.
arms brushing subtly,
hands loosely held
like precious things.
hold me softly, whispers tickle,
say things I mean
at least  a little.

but less explicitly,
but you tricked me
cuz you’re a bad girl.
oh, oh, oh you’re a bad girl.

Bad girl (fade)

Hey.
you’re a bad girl.
you wear black like you hate the world.
but it just makes you sexier
and I just want to taste your
hey.
you’re a bad girl.
and I’d just make it worse, girl.
I like it when you smile,
but when you roll your eyes,
I sigh just like a happy child.
oh, oh, oh.
you’re a bad girl.    
oh, oh, oh you’re a bad girl.
oh, oh, oh you’re a bad girl.

Bad Girl(Remix)

Here’s a rough recording with me also on the drums! Hope to upload a cleaner version soon. 

Lyrics: 
I crumple into the familiar mingle
of blanket and I and soothing jingles
that warms me more than the fabric’s wrinkles
See I’m not 

Ooooohhs 

single, but exploring, and her scent makes me tingle.
A winged bird and I got caught in a tangle
like Ingalls, she’s wilder,
kindles my plains into a flaming enigma.

And I said



You’ve got an ocean in your eyes
and I’m drowning. Drowning.
My boyfriend wants to cry and I’m yelling,
telling him that I’ve got something here
worth suffocating for.
and he can’t pull me out
Cause he’ll just suffer more.

Fingers braver than us, mesh just to test
the leering threshold we seek to impress.
We’re all dressed, but we’re messed,
and I’m no good at doorways.

Ooohs

I say “It’s late I should go,”
but I don’t move a bone 
and then I hear your voice say, “Don’t”
And your eyes pull me in
like the tide of the ocean
toss the anchor 
I’m staying here tonight

And I said

Chorus:
You’ve got an ocean in your eyes
and I’m drowning. Drowning.
My boyfriend wants to cry and I’m yelling,
telling him that I’ve got something here
worth suffocating for.
and he can’t pull me out
Cause he’ll just suffer more.

I want to take you and make you a girl that I can call mine,
not just wrap you up in blankets I’ve sewn with my mind

Ooohs

when I’m not with you, I miss you,
you don’t feel the same as I do
But you’ve awoken a part of me that feels so alive
Chasing rainbow dreams
in storms til the sunrise

and that’s why

Chorusx2

You’ve got an ocean in your eyes
and I’m drowning. Drowning.
My boyfriend wants to cry and I’m yelling,
telling him that I’ve got something here
worth suffocating for.
and he can’t pull me out
Cause he’ll just suffer more.

So I guess he’ll just suffer more
Guess he’ll just suffer more

I left him and suffered more
Oh oh oh
My heart it just wanted more
more than I was asking for
Ended up with nothing more

and her waves keep knocking on my shore
and when stranded on this island, I’ve got to explore.

when her waves stop knocking on my shore,
shipwrecked myself on this island I’ve got to explore

Laura Ingalls

A song I freestyled the lyrics and chords to one day while waiting on my crush to reply to my text!

Waiting (Petal To The Meadow)

A song I wrote around 2010 when I was going through a breakup, and also taking a biology class :) I had to choose between continuing my queer lifestyle on the gayest college campus in America or continuing a long distance relationship with my cis straight boyfriend who I was stupid in love with.

Opaque Lake

A song written entirely by fridge magnets! And me :) CIrca ~ 2014

Lyrics:

I could never push the mess
From my dream mist
Delirious Goddess
Shine a thousand wax storms together
Rock repulsive pictures black over me
Driving those quicked suits
Crushing my summer fast
Into light

Elaborate like a frantic diamond
Pounded by
Day life

Oh Oh ahoh ahoh ahoh
Oh Oh ahoh ahoh ahoh

They were mean and no like play
Will they sit, please?
Purple-gowned cool me
Panting about gorgeous women

Here is a lie
And an and

Oh Oh ahoh ahoh ahoh
Oh Oh ahoh ahoh ahoh

Raw sun lives for the ripest
Sees time trudge after us
And sorely lather on
His rusty death
But we put it above
As a lake rains on my head

Uh-Oh

Oh Oh ahoh ahoh ahoh

Uh-Oh
Oh Oh ahoh ahoh ahoh

How mad?
Armed by TV
Worship hot ugly
Watch enormous fashion, sweet
Recall sleep
Dress and spray
Sausage egg
Blue moan
Away!

Oh Oh ahoh ahoh ahoh

Uh-Oh
Oh Oh ahoh ahoh ahoh

Delirious Goddess

Breakup slam poem turned acoustic guitar song, weighing my options of staying in a relationship or not, around 2010. Early signs I was meant to be in a polyamorous relationship.

Stuck In

When I was 16 I was pulled over for a completely bogus reason by suburban 5-O who had nothing better to do. They had to check the "other" box for my "crime" because going over a solid white line in to get in the left turn lane when its late at night and there were no other cars anywhere in sight is not something one should normally be pulled over for. Afterwards I re-imagined what responses I would have given to the cops various questions.

Pulled Over

After suffering from a series of concussions due to soccer I began to feel like a stranger in my own body, not knowing if I felt like myself or not because I could not remember "how I used to be". How much of this is in my head, isn't it always in my head because that's all we are? I was uncertain what recovery would look like, but over the years I feel I've regained "myself" but my former "self" is still a mystery to me.

Lyrics:
Jigga jigga what?
Jigga who?  Jigga me
Jigga, jig-saw puzzle
Got me puzzled on me [knees]
I tried to be subtle
But the huddle’s around me
So I glide like butter
I don’t stutter to climb trees

Cuz I’m able to disconnect
The cables of intellect
I cradle its niche to death
But it bleeds internally
So it’s pointless
I’m unable to trade out memories
I’m too stable to trump disabilities
Wind moves my body,
I’m an empty swing
Traveling the unraveling string of

Thoughts that are
But aren’t in sync
Sink my eyes into a dream
I dream of sinks
That drain too fast
I’ll chase any memory 
With a shotglass

Stranger in my brain, hey
Oh its getting stranger in my brain

Stranger In My Brain

I was crushing hard on this vegan lady (I went vegan as a result) and wrote a song about it. We ate in the same veggie co-op in my college and I was always admiring her and her partner from (mostly) afar. Later we moved in together and dated for a year (in that order, lol). More songs on that later!

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