today i had a panic attack, i wrote this song reflectively

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song 7 of 14, February album writing month.

still scared of punk rock

i have had three days of writers block, this is the best I could get out of me today.
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song 8 of 14, day 12 of 28 - february album writing month 2015

inori

still throwing out that sweet sadness

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song 9 of 14
day 13 of 28

i thought we'd both drown

I've had no motivation for a week, i now have 6 days to write 4 more FAWM tracks. This one isn't very good, I don't expect the rest will be either.

I'll be releasing an EP of songs old and new under the moniker Camellia in the next month or so, it'll be called 'Still Scared Of Punk Rock', and it'll contain 5 or so songs which are all better than this one.

Motivation has been low and distractions have been high, so apologies for the half-hearted effort.

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500+ hits from these so far, thank you,

J

time is fleeting, yours, mine

This song is a reflection of longing, forgiveness and closure.

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(rough first draft of the EP cover, sorry)

FAWM coming to a close, song 12 of 14, if I can get the next two done in a few days.

Thanks everyone for tuning in this month.

c.1935

piano improvisation. feels. sadness. frustration.

Abyss

I'm proud of this one. One of the first tracks I made for this project. 

I will be writing more for Camellia soon, when the time takes me. It needs to come from a place of unrest or a place of peace, and I possess neither of those right now. I am in a tumultuous time of ebb and flow, of business and reprieve. Unfortunately, as this is a side project, that doesn't bode well for the issue of sustainability. However, I don't want Camellia to die out. Camellia is a memory-project, a capturing of emotion in dedication to one who has gone but will not be forgotten. Maggie, these songs will always be for you - I hope that you can hear them, and I hope that you're proud of everything I've done, despite all the anxiousness.

// 20.6.16 // 

-- J 



Brontide

2.1.17 //

Camellia

This is a project in memoriam of an extremely special woman. These sounds, feelings and movements are all audio representations of what I've lost; the tension & release, the business and the calm, the heartbreak and the comfort.

They are all composed by 23-year-old British native, J. Walker. 

He is contactable for licensing, private tuition & to talk about sadness at:

JamesWalkerMailbox@gmail.com

Camellia

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