my suicidal thoughts when i’m alone

Damaged [Prod. Ty David]

Pariah XSL - Ocean Eyes (Remix)
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I DO NOT OWN RIGHTS TO THE ORIGINAL SONG TITLED "OCEAN EYES" BY BILLIE EILISH.

Ocean Eyes (Remix)

PAIN 4 DEM

Danny Ed - Stone Cold (official audio)

D1NE - Codeine Crazy

REAL PAIN

YC x LT x DD - Real Pain ❤️‍🩹

Clearest of Signs

D1 ~ stars 💫

Please Stay

Danny Ed - Red & Blue Lights

Cocaine White Airs

Danny Ed - Cocaine White Airs

Gasoline

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My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can't

KILL YOURSELF (Part III)

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[VERSE 1: YUNG $CARECROW]

Locked in my room
Four black walls
Tie the noose
No recall
No resolve
Fuck withdrawal
Rather shoot up till I fall
Murder on call with the 59
Twenty years and it seem like a lifetime
I been hanging everyday from a lifeline
While these fuckers had a dinner every night time
Smo-smokin that dope off the foil let me ball
Hoe please don't call
Don't fuck with ya'll
Spray paint the walls
With blood and whatever
Drag you outside let you rot in the weather
I don't think I can explain any better
I'm $carecrow the terror
I live for the lesser
My birth was an error

[Verse 2: Ruby da Cherry]

i am the lord of loneliness
i'll hold my breath
just spoke with death
he said he hopes for the best
told him i'm roping my neck
then I woke up choking from the hole in my chest
somehow i manage to function and hope
every day got a lump in my throat
that's them pills swallowed whole
smoke a blunt and then fuck all these hoes
end up humping they throat
get the fuck away from me
i hate all of you faithfully
this world was never made for me
thankfully I'm trained to see
passed all the lies, the ranks, the scenes
i'll shank my knees then walk the plank and freeze

ANTARCTICA

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VERSE I: RUBY DA CHERRY

they figure me a dead motherfucker
romeo da black rose
shedding petals
hold me over until they finish digging me a hole
i need a new beginning so i tip toe behind my foe's bitch
unzip, i'm throwing it into that bitch's hole
calling all my enemies the same place where that dick go
fuck an online pussy boy 
talking shit
acting like it was a brick thrown through a window
sticks and stones might break my bones
but words will never hurt me
some slick hoes might catch me froze but soon they will desert me
get rich blow that smoke in o's
don't ever act so thirsty
sick diss though
fuck all this 
slowly die before i'm 30

VERSE II: SLICK SLOTH
isn't it so convincing how that blade slide across my throat
coke residue all in my nose
couple graves dug for my foes and it goes on and on
my girlfriend calling my phone
ain't seen her in about a week
this depression got me weak
ever wake up everyday and you want to die?
life going good 
can't figure out why
blank walls all around me keep the pills near by
play with the nine and then i close my eyes
$uicide only thing gonna gratify this urge to leave
can't you hear my plea?
i'm down on my knees

Tape

KILL YOURSELF (PART IV)

Tracklist:

Complete - Jordan (slowed to perfection)

Complete - jordan (slowed to perfection)

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◞^◟⊹   ∿ ˚ 𝖄𝖔𝖚’𝖗𝖊 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖆𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉
﹒⁀   𓈒   𓂂 ׅ  𓏸 𝖙𝖗𝖞𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖔 𝖋𝖎𝖝 𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖘𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖉... ˚ ༘ [ę] ೀ

╭────── · · ୨୧ · · ──────╮
﹑   𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆 ﹕ 𝓔𝓶
﹑   𝒂𝒈𝒆 ﹕ ᵁⁿᵈᵉʳ ¹⁹ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ¹⁵
﹑   𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒔 ﹕ 𝕾𝖍𝖊/𝖍𝖊𝖗
﹑   𝒅𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒔 ﹕ 𝙰𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚕𝚢
﹑   𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 ﹕ ℜ𝔞𝔠𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔰, 𝔟𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥𝔢𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔭𝔭𝔩 𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 
                   𝔬𝔫 𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔶 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔰 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥.



🌕 - on
🌓 - on/off
🌑 - off
💤 - asleep
🎧 - listening to music 
😞 - at school 
⭐️ -  at home
🥂 - on school holiday 
🗺️ - in another country 
🧸 - wondering wtf is going on 
🌺 - talking to ppl
🌸 - happy
🫧 - emotionless
🍂 - lonely 
🫙 - having bad intrusive thoughts 
🥀 - wanting to die/kms
😷 - sick asf
✨ - having a umm life ig
🌩️ - need someone in particular (they prob know who they r)
🔥 - wanting to kill someone 
🛍️ - shopping 
⚡️ - pls go away and get a life 
🎀 - with my besties 
💧 - swimming
☁️ - crying 

{🕷️~’Even if i’m off ill get back to you :*🕸️-



𝐇𝐢= 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞
𝐇𝐞𝐲 = 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐒𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐘𝐨= 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝
𝐀𝐲𝐞= 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞

﹒⁀ ㅤ 𓂂 ׅ  𓏸𓍯ֶָ֢𓎟
﹒ ♩and we both know 𖥻 ִ ۫  ּ
イ ﹒∿ ﹒ this cant go on foreverྀི

‿︵‿︵‿୨୧‿︵‿︵‿
𝚃𝚑𝚡 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚒𝚘 
ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ˢᵒᵒⁿ
. ◠ . ◠ . ◠ . ◠. ◠ . ◠ . ◠ . ◠. ◠ . ◠ . ◠ .

Meet YC, a 22-year-old rapper/producer from Norwich, With a passion for rap/hip-hop and an undeniable talent for crafting thought-provoking, catchy rhymes, YC is quickly making a name for himself in the music industry.
 
His lyrics address a wide range of topics, from the struggles of everyday life to the pursuit of success and the importance of self-expression, YC's goal is to make it big in 2024 and he's determined to put in the work to make that happen. With his undeniable talent, unique style, and undeniable hustle, there's no doubt that YC is destined for greatness.

YC x LT x DD - Real Pain ❤️‍🩹

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