Ballin Out (New Mix)

I recorded this demo for a side project, hopefully the finished record will be a full band thing. 

This song is about not being very good at cs;go but also coming to terms with the fact that your friends are pulling you into a perpetual cycle of failure and unhappiness.

Guitar is a bit sloppy too tbh.

James Don't Peak Demo

New song and demo as a little showcase piece.

I think this would work pretty nicely with a full band behind it but I have a lot of work to do on my stupid bedroom studio first. 

Lyrics

30 hours since we slept 
I've been staring at the ceiling 
Wondering what God have wrought 
Eyes so dry they could be peeling 

She weeps hot tears
I hold her close and they soak in 
I have to hear her laugh I joke 
Please no more I am shrinking

She said don't you
Give up on me 
I am not broken yet 
I'm just a little beat

Soft whisper gentle break
Then her lip begins to quiver 
Wax tracks from little flame 
To seal our hearts back together 

We cling gentle-ly 
Like hot tears on red cheeks  
To the rock that our house is built 
To the roots of our winter trees

She said don't you
Give up on me 
This is not broken yet 
It's just a little beat

You are not broken
Hot Tears 
Cry to carry on 
And I promise I won’t quit on you 
If you take us back to the start

Hot Tears

I wrote this for my parents 25th wedding anniversary to say thanks and that. 

Lyrics:

Life has
A funny way
Of working out 
In the end 

Look at that girl from across the office
She told me to make my own
Coffee and I've never looked back 

Then we drove through the night 
To get to the seaside 
Stopped by the road 
To look up at the stars 

Then we grew 
Roots like trees 
Branches,
Fruits and leaves 
In the garden
Of eternal delight 

La la la la 

25 years, our symphony of days 
Every type of season and weather 
Diamond, gold and silver are just 
Our final destination lasts forever 

La la la la 

Soon enough we made a little place 
Joined by fragments of our hearts 
With smiling eyes and faces 

Birthday cakes and big surprises 
Playing in the park 
Adventures and wrestling matches 
And reading books when it was dark 

Then they grew 
Roots like trees 
Branches,
Fruits and leaves 
In the garden
Of eternal delight 

La la la la 

25 years our symphony of days 
Every type of season and the weather 
Diamond, gold and silver are just dates 
Our final destination lasts forever 

La la la la 

Life has a funny way 
Of playing out 
In the end 

Dearly beloved friend 
I will meet with you again and I will know when I am home 
From the warmth of your soul 

And there we will live 
Strong roots like trees 
Great branches 
Fruits and leaves 
In the garden of eternal delight

Silver and Gold

Demo, not completely finished yet. 

Thank you to everyone who has spread this song so far, we really can't tell you how much it means to us. Although this song is no longer available to download we have decided to leave it up for a little while. A fully mixed version is on its way soon.

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Lyrics:

I followed my father into the ocean
To see how far out I could go
He was up to his waist in half the ocean
I was standing on my toes

I'll protect you from the waves son
And then he raised me to my feet
And I don't think even the mountains 
Could have stood as proud as me

I follow in my fathers footsteps
So I walked into the sea
And when we both stood eye to eye
I know he had made a man of me

I'll protect you from the waves Dad
My time has come and soon you'll see
That maybe one day I will make you as proud
As you make me

Cameron Yazdi