#FRESHMAN

UPALLNIGHT

THINGSIKNOW

THEWAYYOUMOVE

SUMMER

PNKHNY

compilation. message for downloads and leasing.

COLD WINTER

Spooky BOUNCE

MACABRE pt. II

MACABRE

SICK SENCE

SPOOKY BOYZ anthem

Intro to Spooky World

ALL WE KNOW

BAG OF CHILLS

COVER version of 'Trailer Trash' by Modest Mouse.  I DO NOT OWN THE RIGHTS TO THIS SONG.

Modest Cameron - TRAILER TRASH - cover

CAM-182 *USE ME*

---HORSES---
The world is new 
The world is yours
We are waiting 
For you to show us 
Don’t let us down

---DYSPHORIA---
I’ve been trying to get up
On the good foot and do the right thing
But the bad things still excite me and its frightening 
Fever dream as my breathings tightening

I killed myself many years ago before I wrote this
I Lost my soul,
Lost my focus 

I’ve been asleep at the wheel for years 
Hiding fears to show this
Didn't want my commitment to lead to nothing 
Steadily building, holding on to the old shit

I had to prove it to myself that I could do it
I had to leave home so I wouldn’t start using
Didn't want to become a drug abusing nuisance
Making excuses for not making music

Feels like I’m the truest when I’m loosened 
I feel like myself when I do this
Had to dig deep 
Had to push through it
Songs about my love and my pain start to become therapeutic

So lets do it

Waking up with the pressure of the world
It’s been a while since we talked 
Tell me that I’m wrong 
Please me that I’m wrong 

The bottle went full throttle
To hide the broken the man inside 
Masking myself 
Telling myself I’m getting high
Just to pass the time

I’ll never understand 
How we lost the man 
The mastermind 
Used to make me laugh
Now you make me cry

I hate you for that. 
You were so good 
You and your brother gave me space when no one else would
And I’m thankful for that

Now to make music 
it just feels like Why bother? 
Nothings been the same
Everything has changed 

It was us against whatever
Now that's just whatever

There's no point in living in the past my friend
I’m past the days I thought I would never laugh again
That’s life
And as funny as it seems 
We still meet in my dreams as celestial beings 

I need my partners
I miss my partners. 

---THE MESSAGE---
I just want to leave this place
better than I found it 
It's hard to move forward
when in self doubt I’m drowning 
Holding on to my output 
Until the right thoughts been founded 
It’s Clever and it’s deep enough 
To leave you all astounded 

A message for the kids to know they can achieve it 
Listen to these teachings and to Keep on reaching 
Stay away from harm because they don’t really need it 
Nourish your mind and let it keep on feeding 

Life is full of lessons 
Hardships and depressions 
If Dark and violent thoughts have crept in 
Don't reach for the weapons 
Theres other ways to solve it 
The world keeps revolving 
Talk and walk it out
Watch those problems start dissolving 

The universe is calling 
Take some time listen 
We’re all going through some shit 
We all need some fixing 

I hope you paid attention 
I hope it made a difference 
I hope I made a difference
I hope to make a difference

---SIDEWAYS / LIFE REALLY HURTS WITHOUT YOU---
I used to have bad habits
I guess I still have a few
So unexpected when you left
I didn't know what else to do

Probably could have talked to someone
Handled it in a different way. 
I was too young to notice
Sideways Trying to numb the pain

I still pray you could have stayed. 
I want you to know that I miss you

Admittedly, I Wish that it was me
and that you could see this view

Life really hurts without you
Life really hurts without you

Cameron Cook

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