can't dodge the phlodge, but you can miss him :(

going through it

worst 11 months of my life

 think I've been overthinking everything
I think I've thought too much about this
I've come to realise what is wrong and
I didn't even need a therapist, it's you

It's always been you
What you put me through
It's always been you
Fuck you

I can't take anymore
Leave me outside the door
Treat me like I'm a whore
I won't take anymore

It didn't have to be this way
It didn't have to go down like this
You made my world so grey
What the fuck did I do to deserve it?

It's you, I won't take anymore
It's you, leave me outside thе door
It's you, you treat me like I'm a whorе
It's you, I won't take anymore

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Yeah, fuck you
Fuck you

its funny people thing this isnt a joke song

Letter to an Ex

Intrusive Thoughts

Running On Empty

I Can't Go Back To Her

Massachusetts

original song finally 

lyrics

could be bpd
thats why im so mean
could be adhd 
i cant do anything
why bother with doctors
im self diagnosing
they already told me up on my phone screen
oh im autistic
let me sperg about my special interest
im going nonverbal
im ticking im stimming
all of my symptoms
they just seem to fit in
schizophrenia
self diagnosis
you cant blame me when im in psychosis
if i did something bad it wasnt me
it was my alter i have did
meet my system 
its hard to keep up
please believe me 
even with the slip ups
and a buzzfeed test
told me that im bipolar
you cant call me retarded
yeah its really immoral
and im neurodivergent
you are neurotypical
we want you to feel like we are divisible
if theres not something wrong with you
then theres something wrong with you
the quizzes and videos
they are all calling you

self diagnosis

Lyrics:
Tell me how to be okay
cause I don't know 
And tell me when the birds fly away
where do they go?
Cause no one ever told me that
It'd be this hard
I just wish that everything 
wouldn't fall apart

Now I'm walking down the street
and it's so cold
Do you remember when we took
the train back home?
And you fell asleep on me
well it seemed so pure
Did it mean anything?
I'm still not sure

But it felt like-
Ohh~
Cause all I ever wanted
was to be the one you call
All I ever wanted 
was to catch you before you could fall

If you could see me today
I'm terrified
of what you'd say
I'd crack a joke
and you'd just frown
All I ever did
was let you down

But it felt like-
Ohh~
Cause all I ever wanted
was to be the one you call
All I ever wanted 
was to catch you before you could fall

-I'm only getting older
It doesn't feel like a goodbye
But I guess it's over 
before I even got to try

catcher

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Don't Go

Notgood4u

chorus
ill always be alone
ill always be at home
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same
ill always be afraid
ill never be Ok
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same

verse
marching towards insanity
it has the best of me yea
i dont know whats wrong with me
im living on repeat and
i can fix it easily
but im too sad and lazy
everything is such a waste
all of this pain just breaks me

chorus
ill always be alone
ill always be at home
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same
ill always be afraid
ill never be Ok
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same


stay the same

calendar girl

instruments by me
skipping town
see you around
if you tell me how
ill shut my mouth
walking down
to where you stay
nothing changes
it stays the same
all in baby for you
your made of gold
thats a reason to stay
im going to
walk all over you

walk all over you

LOW-T

kerf track, mixed by ri


i wish i stopped right when i had started
all feeling’s gone away
addiction’s spiraled out of hand into a mess thats gone astray
i’ve been seeking help from unhelpful sources
it doesn’t numb the pain
waking up is a fucking chore and i have to do it everyday

the things ive done to run away from all this
its why im running still
my vices dominate what used to be what gave me humanity

She Dont Know

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