why do people think I want to stop? it's quite the opposite

Written, Produced, Played, Mixed & Mastered by Cameron Sanderson - Broken Thought 2021 ©

Lyrics:
Sad boy summer
Sa boy summer
But for real man like
It’s ridiculous
I don’t understand how
It can always be our fault
Yeah facts
It’s just
Oh fuck it

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I’m fucked up
Wait I’m too scared to be honest
I don’t wanna be myself
But I don’t wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

You gotta like fast cars
And go hard
And gotta stand up tall
And be strong
So why is everything so scary
If you’re a man then nothing’s heavy
I’ve gotta stay silent
And don’t scream
And have no emotion
And don’t sing
Look we just don’t want you to get lary
Cos I know you’ll hurt me maybe maybe yeah

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I’m fucked up
Wait I’m too scared to be honest
I don’t wanna be myself
But I don’t wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

I’ve been killing myself just to feel alive
Couple blunts to the face and I’ll be alright
You won’t ever see how I feel inside
Cos I’m fucked up endlessly
Woah
So let’s roll up
And get faded
Lets push the limits too far
Yeah let’s crash the whip
Doing stupid shit
And give a fuck about a battle scar
I’ve been dying on the edge tonight no mind
And i’m hoping that I get it right at least I try
If you see me and lean don’t be surprised
I’m going off my grid tonight

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I’m fucked up
Wait I’m too scared to be honest
I don’t wanna be myself
But I don’t wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

Hurting Myself Is So Fun

In a world grappling with racism and the heartbreaking epidemic of male suicide, Cameron’s journey as a mixed ADHD man has been defined by personal struggles. Yet, he stands tall as a beacon of strength, passionately dedicated to amplifying the silenced voices.

From his tender years, music was woven into the very fabric of 
Cameron’s soul. Raised by audaciously gothic parents in a tiny 
abode adorned with black walls, his upbringing was unconventional. Surrounded by his three older sisters, this helped him find comfort in his effeminate side, and understand gender imbalance from a young age.

Today, Cameron has emerged as a self-made sensation, with 
over 150 original songs released under his very own label, 
Broken Thought Records

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