Has that yunggoth idkhowtokillmyself chorus vibe

been sitting on this one for like two years now. i hope y'all enjoy it. thank you for all the love & support. i can't even begin to tell you how much i appreciate it. <3

lyrics
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i wish i had friends
i wish i had anyone to save me
but i ain’t like them
i’m just a nightmare in the making
i pray that this ends
that the baphomet will take me
away from loose ends
cause i’m not to be forsaken 
maybe it’s a part of me
the anxiety
but the funny thing
is it’s all i can see
& it lies to me
fucking blinding me
when i honestly just

feel like i’m on drugs
even though i don’t even take em
it’s fuckin’ me up
ride these highs to feel complacent
it’s like i’m on drugs
i hide sometimes so i feel safe from
the pain in my gut
yeah it’s fucking me up
feels like i’m on drugs

i should dive in
swim to the surface when i’m stable
let’s skip the pretend
cause this life is not a fable
this story don’t end
till i’m hooked to all these cables
& start to see red
as they lie me on the table
maybe it’s the start of things
something i can’t see
it’s beyond a dream
an advisory
& it lies to me
fucking blinding me
when i honestly just

feel like i’m on drugs
even though i don’t even take em
it’s fuckin’ me up
ride these highs to feel complacent
it’s like i’m on drugs
i hide sometimes so i feel safe from
the pain in my gut
it’s fucking me up
feels like i’m on drugs

somebody wake me
cause life is a daydream
& i’m wasting time with you
so many faces
yeah i’m losing patience
& i’m stuck on loving you

feels like i’m on drugs (x4)

all i can see (prod. nick furlong x tony livadas)

fast life

fast life (feat. guccihighwaters)

i'm not okay

i'm not okay (feat. Lil Xtra & nothing,nowhere.)

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied 

When I'm high don't kill my buzz 
I thought she believed in us
I don't even care no more I'd probably bleed out on this rug
You a fantasy I dreamt of you a fading thought for sure 
And within this darkest bedroom I remember who you were 

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied

spotify

over the hedge w/ jomie (p. yunny goldz)

Paint The Town Black !

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

(CHORUS)
Baby watch me drive it fast
I just want this night to last
Never would I ever crash
90 on my fucking dash
Turn up then we burning out
Trust me there's no need to pout
All these nights we were alone
Ask you if we made it count
(2X)

(VERSE 1)
Shawty we gone make it out
Made it now I hate it wow
Glo'd up quick idk how
All these bitches talkin foul
Keep me close beside you now
I don't wanna hit the ground
If I hit it imma keep it movin cuz they on the prowl

Baby flossed up
Steady flexin on you muthufuckas
Sauced up
Like I'm Gucci in this muthufucka
So clean
See me on the tv actin like you know me
Hit the fade like Kobe


(CHORUS)
Baby watch me drive it fast
I just want this night to last
Never would I ever crash
90 on my fucking dash
Turn up then we burning out
Trust me there's no need to pout
All these nights we were alone
Ask you if we made it count
(2X)

(VERSE 2)
Break it down and roll it up one last time
Ride off in the moonlight shawty know she mine
Frozen City in the distance did I mention I been fine
Still headed to the top so if you see me no surprise
(2X)

make it count (prod. by callme beats)

Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

Links:

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Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

prod me <3

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this

(verse)
i drop bars like nukes
drop bombs like its m dub 2
bitch who the fuck are you?
cause i don't got a clue

i can't get to trippin over bitches like you

ima write all night till my hands get tired
like she's a liar i can't believe i liked her
i need a lighter, i need a drink
i don't need the alcohol but i don't wanna think

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this

(verse)
i smoke now, i get high
i get wasted, to get by
i'm so fucked up, i still cry
i don't miss you tho i guess i'm alright

at least the drugs work
at least my songs bang
at least my moms good
at least her rents paid

at least my love life, isn't sideways
my hearts broken but my phones on vibrate

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this x2

(outro)
phone died, feelings died like myspace
hundred texts no reply no time mate
are you good nate? lie and say i'm great
but fuck that i wanna die like everyday

don't text me

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

@camosatx - idgaf (prod. yago)

Gucci Belt prod. Young Taylor

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself...
i deal with these problems
you don’t wanna know where i got em from
heart fucked
double cup up
am i hot enough
pullin my drawstrings
and with my chain she do the same thing
i let it fall cause they like it when it’s dangling
fuck a booth i record this in my room
feel like lil peep cause baby id give u the moon
i do this myself it’s handmade ain’t talkin June
i don’t wanna hear no empty promises you gotta prove em

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for

Out My Chest (prod. smokerose)

Again

Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites

Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson 
 
Tell me that you won't go in the night time 
That you'll stay for all the white lines 
I can't see the road the white lines I'm swerving 
It's curving this feelings unnerving 
Take to the back and I know that you'll hurt me
Do surgery on my head make it worse she faded
Do surgery on my head she faded  
When I can't have it lips like magic 
I been thinkin about how you're so damn drastic 
Wanna be past tense wanna past this
Wanna be past tense wanna past this 
We just been feeling a little bit off for some days 
She gunna leave if it don't feel a way
Piece of a vein no circulation when you do not stay
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson 
 
I been fucken up and repeaten
I wanna run you up then delete it yeah
Hit me up every single weekend
I don't think we fit but I need it yeah
I been fucken up and repeaten yeah
Wanna run you up then delete it yeah
But you hit me every single weekend
I don't think we fit but I need it 
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites yeah
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Lovers and Playing favorites
Lovers and Playing favorites

@camosatx - idgaf (prod. yago)

camo (@camosatx)

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