I cant seperate my demons they’re apart of me. They rip everything apart blame it all on me.

fireflies

stressed out </3
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u dont ever put ur hair down
dont know how to chill
baby u been stressed out
dont know how to feel
yeah girl i understand u
i forget about the world when im round u
but i dont know a single thing about u
and i dont really care who say they had u
if its money that u want 
i guess it found u
if its love that we want
i got some bad news
all the pain in the world is hurtin me too

but i cant let that girl see my face
im stressed out
but i cant let that girl see my face 
im stressed out

and i cant let that girl know that we the same 
got a bullet with her name going to my brain
and i know that she like me 
but do she even like me
dont wanna stress her out anymore 
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<3

-emo fruits aka yung burnout baby im BURNT OUT

STRESSED OUT (PROD. LIL SP00K)

duck hunt </3
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Heart cold as the tundra
Fucked up
Lil shawty know I want ya
I'm a demon
But that girl know I love her
Go to war for that girl
Keep a strap like it's duck hunt
All the drugs 
All the pain
It's for lovers
All the drugs 
All the pain
Keep me fucked up
Deep down 
I know that I'm lost
Shawty bring the pack
Don't wanna fuck
I wanna talk
She gimme dome 
I guess I want it after all
So long 
My heart is the problem
Yeah she up all night 
But never call
So long 
I should've never fallen 
Red wine match the blood on my arms 
My wrist match the scars on my heart
You like your lipstick dark
You like your switchblade sharp
Can't lie 
I don't feel the love
Maybe I just don't feel enough
This pain just eats me up
So cold 
My heart is frozen

Heart cold as the tundra
Fucked up
Lil shawty know I want ya
I'm a demon
But that girl know I love her
Go to war for that girl
Keep a strap like it's duck hunt
All the drugs 
All the pain
It's for lovers
All the drugs 
All the pain
Keep me fucked up
Deep down 
I know that I'm lost
Shawty bring the pack
Don't wanna fuck
I wanna talk
She gimme dome 
I guess I want it after all
So long 
My heart is the problem
Yeah she up all night 
But never call
So long 
I should've never fallen 
Red wine match the blood on my arms 
My wrist match the scars on my heart
You like your lipstick dark
You like your switchblade sharp
Can't lie 
I don't feel the love
Maybe I just don't feel enough
This pain just eats me up
So cold 
My heart is frozen

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<3

emo fruits aka mark borja aka this how i be watching youtube


DUCK HUNT (prod. cxrter x jolst)

first, really raw demo of my song „favorite team“. the final version is out on all streaming platforms <3.

favorite team-raw demo

Passion's Blessed Blooms

guess i'll c u around
guess i'll dream u now

got my tongue 
tied round your thumb
just forget bout the rest
of my body

i know i fucked up
doing line after line
till it haunts me

couple pills 
but i still dont feel nothing
u steal my breath
like i never say nothing

I guess I'll see you around
I guess I'll dream you now
Ya I know I fucked up
Plz don't let me let u down

guess I'll see u around

new benz (feat. house key)[prod. by killedmyself]

i can't find u (feat. aweyk)

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

prod @93feetofsmoke
mix @93feetofsmoke & @polearm
master @polearm

"fruit"

Im off a pack
In the back
Tryina calm down
only flax
Only spin round
The block now
Lag from jet 
in my bed
Made a hideout
ghillie suit
imma sue
Head ass tap out
 
Imma psychic 
If you shoot
Imma nuisance 
To the loot
Death dot 
Under my boot
wont find me 
burning books in the streets
theres no pages no ink
i pray to god thru a screen

Wait
yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

taught the fruit how to eat itself
i'd do the same damn thing
stuck on the shelf 
and this a long damn flight
to be by myself  
its not my damn business  
when they drag you to hell  
fuck your clique hold grudges 
like I climbed outta well  
and that road not silk
it still come thru the mail  
no ya words aint slick
jib aint cut for retail 
so don't come round here
with a story to sell 

Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 
 
taught the fruit how to eat itself
i'd do the same damn thing
stuck on the shelf 
and this a long damn flight
to be by myself  
its not my damn business  
when they drag you to hell  
fuck your clique hold grudges 
like I climbed outta well  
and that road not silk
it still come thru the mail  
no ya words aint slick
jib aint cut for retail 
so don't come round here
with a story to sell

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fruit

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

I never felt as powerless as i did in the hospital room
every second and hour spent saying how much i love you
and I’m so sorry that I fucking lied
said I’ll protect you but I couldn’t this time
it doesn’t matter how hard I tried
how the hell do I say goodbye
i wanna be the way we were
but it just keeps getting worse
keep screaming at the nurse I’m sorry
watch them take away your body

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me
scream until you comeback
I need you please don’t go yet
give me one more day
why would they take you away from me
I’m staring at the sky 
and wonder if you’re behind with
a thousand eyes on you
sitting inside the blue it still doesn’t feel real yet
kneeling next to your bed and seeing you so damn cold
just tell me its all a fucking lie

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

keep screaming (prod. neek)

is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think i did it myself with your hands
is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think its all over now death dancing

reflections from the floor
color on the pavement
light leaking out
stare at shadows following me
i know that its my fault
reminded every day
dont wanna do this anymore and its so hard lately
id say i fucked it up if i had control
born in a body nobody would love
and  i cant make you care
i just really thought you did
after all these years you left in 30 seconds

is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think i did it myself with your hands
is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think its all over now death dancing

i can't find u (feat. aweyk)

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