when 2 queens come together to maximise their joint slay

mouse is obsessed 6

its starting again

Rockstar obsessed with the big time
I'd understand if you never wanna see me again
Call the doctor, I'm going crazy
I'ma broadcast the void to the world again

Okay, been stuck here since the day
The all too common question is to walk or to decay
No wait, the weight, the all too common fate
And if you never love it, I'ma push it to my face, wo-o-oah
What would you do if you put your spoons in a drawer
And it's too late for you to open up another door
Crossing my fingers, living long enough for the shelf
I did it all, all for myself

The dark side of the moon isn't the place
Nobody can see my face
Everybody wants help with keeping up the pace
So let's give them all a count down
(1, 2, 3, 4)

Rockstar animal, controversy cannibal
Yeah I got some shit to say, I'll be the one to say it
Future classical, I'll be international
Yeah I got some shit to say, you'll be the ones to hear it
I'm a rockstar, bitch, I'm a rockstar
I'm a rockstar, bitch, I'm a rockstar
I'm so valuable, reckless and irrational
Yeah I got some shit to say, yeah, you better believe it

Eleven years and some time to rest
It's not my time yet, yeah I should've guessed
Yeah I get depressed, and overwhelmed, and stressed
Just means that this music's gonna be my best

Shit moves fast, you better act with haste
Don't you know that we always want a taste
Everybody wants help with keeping up the pace
So lets give them all a count down
(1, 2, 3, 4)

Rockstar animal, controversy cannibal
Yeah I got some shit to say, I'll be the one to say it
Future classical, I'll be international
Yeah I got some shit to say, you'll be the ones to hear it
I'm a rockstar, bitch, I'm a rockstar
I'm a rockstar, bitch, I'm a rockstar
I'm so valuable, reckless and irrational
Yeah I got some shit to say, yeah, you better believe-

Rockstar animal, controversy cannibal
Yeah I got some shit to say (I'll be the one to say it)
Future classical, I'll be international
Yeah I got some shit to say (You'll be the ones to hear it)
The dark side of the moon isn't the place
Nobody can see my face
Everybody wants help
Let's just take them right to the count down
(1, 2, 3, go)

Ah, yeah, and every time I think about it
And in the moment, can't talk about it
And I feel so fucking sick to my stomach
Sick to my stomach

ROCKSTAR

Maybe my time has passed
Maybe I'm not worth what I've amassed
Maybe I'm not walking fast
Maybe I'm not in the forecast
Like, oh my god, guess I'm next up never
An L on my forehead, can of whatever
All of my friends are on the next endeavor
And I'm still trying to get my shit together, oh

It's etched in my spine 
Day's end, we all shine
Am I not so familiar? Am I not one in a million?
Oh, I wish I was just like you
I wish I could feel that cool

Yeah, I get it, I'm embarrassed about my own ego
But don't act like there's something you don't see though
Yeah, we all got endless desires, I'm just a bit neurotic about it
And to be frank, I'm wishing you the best more than you think
If anything, I use it as motivation to better myself
I wasn't meant to be left on a shelf

It's etched in my spine 
Day's end, we all shine
Am I not so familiar? Am I not one in a million?
Oh, I wish I was just like you
I wish I could feel that

It's embarrassing (I'm stuck to the wall)
Watching everyone sing along to you (I know all the words)
To be honest, this is my favorite song
But now it makes me sick
I know it's pathetic
(Comparing myself to you, once in a generation)
(I know it's pathetic, I know it's pathetic)
(Scene defining adoration never seems to blow my way)
(I know it's pathetic, I know)
I wanna be that cool (cool, cool, cool, cool)
I wanna be that cool (cool, cool, cool, cool)
You know you're so, so cool (cool, cool, cool, cool)
I wanna be like you (cool, cool, cool, cool)
I wanna be like you (cool, cool, cool, cool)
I wanna be like you

It's etched in my spine 
Day's end, we all shine
Am I not so familiar? Am I not one in a million?
Oh, I wish I was just like you

I wanna be that cool (I wanna be that cool)
I wanna be that cool (I wanna be that cool)
I wanna be like you (I wanna be like you)
I wanna be like you (I wanna be like you)

COOL w saoirse dream

mastered by Aden Howell (@liquidaden)
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEnmHlSJ5gg

This place? (It's trying to kill me!)

a really bad @knock2music impression

going crazy, always acting like i’m out of my mind
i’m just crying off my makeup, swear i’ll be just fine 
going crazy, always acting like i’m out of my mind
i’m just crying off my makeup, swear i’ll be just fine 

I know you’re hurting but you won’t get any help here with that attitude 
thought I wouldn’t sob over us two, but I still do
felt the held breath by everybody in the room
pretty like a pornstar, riding solo
acting like a fan, you want a photo?
seeing me up here, i hope it feels like a heart attack
because you stole mine and I want it back

going crazy, always acting like i’m out of my mind
i’m just crying off my makeup, swear i’ll be just fine 
I think I need to find a better way to waste my time
i’m just crying off my makeup, swear i’ll be alright

I got no sympathy for the way you live your life
there’s nothing wrong with me, I just don’t wanna waste my time
wasted memories, they fade away before my eyes
I can’t cut off an ugly bitch to save my life
I THINK IM GONNA DIE
I NEED TO FIND A BETTER WAY TO WASTE MY TIME
thought I wouldn’t sob over us two, but I still do
felt the held breath by everybody in the room (and I like that shit)
it’s been this for a month, I can’t catch a break
i can’t buckle, but I can feel my legs shake
and you just want what’s in between my legs
the way you keep messaging me, I can’t feel the same

pretty like a pornstar, riding solo
acting like a fan, you want a photo?
put me in your mouth, chew me up and spit me out
rinse and repeat until i’m beat, pick me up and drag me down 

going crazy, always acting like i’m out of my mind
i’m just crying off my makeup, swear i’ll be just fine 
I think I need to find a better way to waste my time
i’m just crying off my makeup, swear i’ll be alright
THEY GET NO RESPECT
COMING FOR MY NECK
HOOK SWINGING ON THE LEFT
TAKE THE WIND OUT OF THEIR CHEST
I GOT NO SYMPATHY FOR THE WAY YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE
IM JUST CRYING OFF MY MAKEUP SWEAR ILL BE ALRIGHT

I gave you all I had, it was never enough
I was never into that kinda stuff 
can’t act tough, i’ll hide in my jacket and i’ll cry
im just crying off my makeup, swear ill be alright
help me waste my time 
make me ur parasite
ur on my mind
im just crying off my makeup, swear ill be alright

DAWBREAKER.wav

So uncomfortable, sometimes you got to be
You don't remember me, you don't say shit to me
I don't say shit to you, I guess I never had to
And it still bothers me, like what the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm watching myself from my mind's eye
The DJ's playing hits and I can't even move right
I'm so conscious of the space I take up
If someone tries talking to me, I might actually die right now

Palms are starting to sweat, I'm losing grip, I'm losing
Palms are starting to sweat, ah, ah, ah

Don't look at me, I've got nothing to show you
Please don't perceive, bitch, I don't even know you
I'm not prepared, I need something to drink right now
So much pressure just to exist right here
Don't look at me, I've got nothing to show you
Please don't perceive, bitch, I don't even know you
I'm not prepared, I need something to drink right now
So much pressure just to exist right here

Oh, give me a break, oh, don't you pity me
If everything goes wrong for me, then it's for me and not for you
I have my own problems, just focus on yourself
Sorry I'm awful and for all of my ineptitude
It's all my fault, this shit never works out
I need to wake the fuck up and do something about it
Because it's me, me, me, me, me
Palms are starting to sweat, ah, ah, ah

Don't look at me, I've got nothing to show you
Please don't perceive, bitch, I don't even know you
I'm not prepared, I need something to drink right now
So much pressure just to exist right here
Don't look at me, I've got nothing to show you
Please don't perceive, bitch, I don't even know you
I'm not prepared, I need something to drink right now
So much pressure, pressure, pressure, pressure

I don't wanna come off like an asshole
I'm not silent because I hate you
It's because I literally don't know what the fuck to do

(Palms are starting to sweat, I'm losing grip I'm losing)
(Palms are starting to sweat, I'm losing grip-)

Don't look at me, I've got nothing to show you
Please don't perceive, bitch, I don't even know you
I'm not prepared, I need something to drink right now
So much pressure just to exist right here

MYANXIETYISDEBILITATING

L train vintage

flip of https://soundcloud.com/marshall4/dontworrybb

blur_/notears_.wav

All I need is a little shake (Shake)
To get my head to spin, and my skull to break
A rumble from the bottom of the lake
It's more than what I can take
I've been hallucinating bugs up on my wall
Any time I hear a sound, I snap my neck and turn around
My chest is pounding because I never had the balls
To deal with shit like this

Gray hair, old dog, lay there
So scared, thousand yard stare
I wear what I can bare
It's all too much for me
(Y-yeah)

What does the future have for me?
Will it be worth my suffering?
I think I'm gonna be sick
Speeding up so quick
Going tick tick ticking away
And it's just one more constant thing
I'm putting my faith in a string
I think I'm gonna be sick
Have you never thought to fix
God you're so pathetic

And it felt just like a heart attack
What a crazy way to high jack
It set the tone for the rest of the year
I don't usually feel true fear like this (Like this)
Usually I'm just taking the piss (Pss, pss)
Then it hits me like a truck, oh shit
Welcome back to impending doom
We all have a fate, you'll get yours soon

Does our future ever cross your mind
(If you let it eat you up)
I'm scared the world is gonna leave me behind
I think I saw it flash before my eyes

Gray hair, old dog, lay there
So scared, thousand yard stare
I wear what I can bare
It's all too much for me

What does the future have for me?
Will it be worth my suffering?
I think I'm gonna be sick
Speeding up so quick
Going tick tick ticking away
And it's just one more constant thing
I'm putting my faith in a string
I think I'm gonna be sick
Have you never thought to fix it?
Woo!

Big man don't wanna help out
And you can't sit tight, and you're freaking out
And the world says you got to figure it out
And I don't know what the fuck to do about
Yeah I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do
And I can't bare the thought of a life without you
Seeing you like this, you know it hurts
Got me praying to god anything but the worst

The world is just too big
I'm too small to change a thing
Everything will fall on me
And I won't have the strength to dig
Well shit, not fine
I don't got no peace of mind
It's combined into a ball
And now it's pull is stronger than the sun

(Head full of doubt, you're stressing me out-o-o)
(Head full of do-o-oubt-sing me ou-o-o)
(Head-e-e-e-e-e-sing me o-o-o-o)
(He-e full of doubt, you're stressing me out)

Gray hair, old dog, lay there
So scared, thousand yard stare
I wear what I can bare
Oh, oh
Gray hair, old dog, lay there
So scared, thousand yard stare
I wear what I can bare
It's all too much for me

DONTTOUCHANYTHING

Before You Press Play

i dont witness you as anything

glass

breaking_free.mp3

its hard to say what genre songs are when soundcloud doesnt give all of them. 

[Verse]
The engines hum the world below fades
I’m weightless now in neon cascades
Colors swirl they blur they ignite
Chasing comets through the endless night

[Chorus]
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Planets spin their colors screaming
Stars explode like fireworks above
Is this a dream or cosmic love

[Verse 2]
Saturn’s rings they pull me in tight
Jupiter glows a carnival light
Venus whispers secrets I can't hold
A galaxy of wonders unfolds

[Prechorus]
Each breath feels like a melody
Each second bends reality

[Chorus]
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Planets spin their colors screaming
Stars explode like fireworks above
Is this a dream or cosmic love

[Bridge]
I see a nova burst and bloom
Like flowers in a crystal room
The void is loud the silence sings
The 

[Bridge]
The Universe gives me wings
Oh I soar through the sky
With your guiding light
Ohhh ooooh ooooo

[Chorus]
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Planets spin their hues beaming
Stars explode like skies above
Is this a dream or cosmic love
COSMIC LOVE!


Cosmic Reverie

OUR FIRST ALBUM IS OUT NOW :•} 
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art by gloomygonza

PUPPY 4EVER

The song delves into the harrowing dissolution of self amid creeping dissociation, where familiar rooms warp into glitchy illusions and thoughts loop in a twitching haze, evoking the terror of a mind fraying at its edges like a thread pulled too thin. Through percussive rap verses and swirling breakdowns, it captures the futile grasp for solidity—mirrors reflecting strangers, clocks trembling in crooked arcs—as reality unravels not in catastrophe but in subtle, silent retreat, leaving echoes of a life led in the in-between. Ultimately, it whispers a poignant defiance against erasure, a fragmented plea to hold ground in the fading heartbeat, affirming that even in incompleteness, the effort to stay burns like a final, haunting flare.

Fading at the Edge of Me

best musician u never heard of

pfp by https://x.com/muttzone

COOL w saoirse dream

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