[lyrics]

I live life, syllable to syllable
I grow tired, till every word’s illegible
I’m not fine, my actions are regrettable
I can’t smile, I’m no longer credible

I sit tight, my actions aren’t formidable 
Stay up right, circulation’s getting cold
No sleep tonight, stories remain untold
I can’t fight, I am scared of growing old

I live life, syllable to syllable
I grow tired, till every word’s illegible
I’m not fine, my actions are regrettable
I can’t smile, I’m no longer credible
I sit tight, my actions aren’t formidable 
Stay up right, circulation’s getting cold
No sleep tonight, stories remain untold
I can’t fight, I am scared of growing old

Running low on life, I’m a lost cause
Living ain’t a game or show, theres no pause
She dramatizes everything, and they applaud
I speak but do not act on it, I’m a fraud 
Running low on life, I’m a lost cause
Living ain’t a game or show, theres no pause
She dramatizes everything, and they applaud
I speak but do not act on it, I’m a fraud 

I live life, syllable to syllable
I grow tired, till every word’s illegible
I’m not fine, my actions are regrettable
I can’t smile, I’m no longer credible

I sit tight, my actions aren’t formidable 
Stay up right, circulation’s getting cold
No sleep tonight, stories remain untold
I can’t fight, I am scared of growing old

I live life, syllable to syllable
I grow tired, till every word’s illegible
I’m not fine, my actions are regrettable
I can’t smile, I’m no longer credible
I sit tight, my actions aren’t formidable 
Stay up right, circulation’s getting cold
No sleep tonight, stories remain untold
I can’t fight, I am scared of growing old

Please! Shut Up! - heywhy (p. Bloom X Teej)

ft. @glitter_throat
prod. @sp00ked-mentions

lyrics:

[etai s0]
don't know if i can keep faking it till i make it 
i mean all this acting like im okay 
feeling how i felt within the matrix
fool me once shame on you
fool me twice shame on me
fool me 3 times i don't remember the rest of the saying

[glitterthroat]

y2katrix w/ glitterthroat (xXx_T0SHIII_xXx)

"pushed away" produced by @nightigerxo

Performed/Written by @counterxo

pushed away

pushed away (nightiger)

Regeneration

@dthxrgt
she's got style - nevershoutnever

she's got style (nevershoutnever cover)

hope u feel the vibes :3
prod by https://www.youtube.com/@ayykidtaylor

i know i was wrong
where do i belong
inside my thoughts 
i can never get out
its not enough for me
noooowwww
im just gonna let myself down
agaainn
and i feel like i have 
no friends
i feel like its not worth it 
in the eeendd
is it worth it?
or should i just
𝙛𝙤𝙧🌟𝙜𝙚𝙩

everything
so much pain
i am broken
oh, oh
oh wont u help me
i am stuck and i cant breathe
oh this blade
its so deaadlyyyy
and its pointed
right at
meeeeee
plz
have mercy
i cant forgettt
what u 
saaaaidddddd
i feel dead
now im stuck in my head

𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓷𝓭
𝓽𝓱𝔁 4 𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 (^ ω ^ *)

i know i was wrong (prod. ayykidtaylor + meesuu)

𝓶𝔂 𝔀𝓱𝓸𝓵𝓮 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭..
prod by https://www.youtube.com/@uguwap

lyrics :3
my whole world is crumbling
i hope ill feel okay in spring
everything im questioning
why do i do these things 2 me
woooaaaaaa
i cannot forgeettt
yea all this time
oh i feel so much regret
(much regreeeettt)
i know this is not the end
(not the eeeendddd)
but i thought u were my friend
(friend friend friend friend)
yea i thought that we could make things
work out in the end
but i guess that i was
wrong

(some a a's and oo oo's)

woah
running it back
just for a minute
i dont think
that u got the vision
i cant see baby
R u listening
(are u listeninnggg)
YA YA YA
u tore me down
u broke me
and now i feel so lonely
why dont u get to know me
before u prod and poke 
meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
(oooooooooooooaaaaaaa ooooooo)

[anime outro 	ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ]

my world is crumbling (prod. uguwap)

prod by https://soundcloud.com/pipe-bomb-84372523
shoutout uzi :3

xoxo

vocals by @etaiso + @12113215am-835295438 + @1anesthesia

prod by @augury

darkside sorcery - etai s0 + 1:21 + anesthesia (augury)

"still had hope" produced by @troiner

Performed/Written by @counterxo

still had hope

still had hope (troiner)

she live alone on a love seat but there's room for two

love letter (prod. offkiltermanner)

never had a chance to just explore you
only wanted love and to adore you
death is watchin' feelin he's ignored you
took my heart and split it into four boo
know the snow is red my blade can cut too
i won't stab your heart I hate your guts, you
act like you weren't kissing in the hallway
said you were just friends that's what they all say

said i'd be okay without you
devoted love turned hate, guess that's it
the world will never be more than shit
the world will never be more than shit
said i'd be okay without you
devoted love turned hate, guess that's it
the world will never be more than shit
the world will never be more than shit

could've tied the rope my damn self
kick me while i'm down why would you tax a simple mans wealth
never had a reason to give up until you tapped out
time to kill my liver drinkin' liquor til i black out
wanna forget about my past now
wish it was simpler than that now
anything but pills that shit's whack now
drowning my depression with them stacks now

said I'd be okay without you
devoted love turned hate, guess that's it
the world will never be more than shit
the world will never be more than shit
said i'd be okay without you
devoted love turned hate, guess that's it
the world will never be more than shit
the world will never be more than shit

(snowmelting)detached 2018

benjamin button with the fit... my sweat freezes (prod. petuniaondabeat)

i fell in love in st marks
off of alphabet city
i took the 1 train to hell
and i got tipsy by whiskey
no whitney, but houston
linked me up with a bandit
who likes ***** in a bag
and doing **** on the transit
i handed him my heart
i said, "it’s made out of granite"
now water can’t break that
but he’s known as a vandal
he been known as a vandal

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention
i end up codependent 
though that’s never my intention
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive
welcome 2 my wicked love confession 

i fell in love on a bridge
made of bricks and tricks
with a real good kid
who sport the crucifix
it was satirical
and he was rather lyrical
a pragmatic diplomat
i thought i’d take a dip in that
now little did we know
i was his river of styx
i broke his heart quick
off of too many drinks
i was sober by october
but before that i was loaded
and he never got his closure

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention
i end up codependent 
though that’s never my intention
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive
this is just my wicked love confession

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention 
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive

i fell in love in st marks
off of alphabet city

i fell in love on a bridge 
made of bricks and tricks

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention
i end up codependent 
though that’s never my intention
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive
this is just my wicked love confession

i fell in (prod. Quanza)

lyrics 
all my emotions are gone 
i don't know where they went but they left me
i need a wake up call
cause i'm sleeping on my life and i'm empty
i need to get shit together in my head
they think that i'm a psycho, i think they're correct
i don't have no feelings, i'm a fucking wreck
don't need a bitch or a car, i just wish i was dead
i don't have no money, all i got is ten
my family thinks that i hate em but i would kill for them
i got so many suicidal thoughts in my head 
they keep saying i should die but imma try again
sometimes i get high and it helps me forget
other times i'm crying until 3AM
i only feel alive on the weekends
i wish i could hold you tight against my chest
i don't even know what i am anymore
laying in bed feeling like a corpse
staying up all night and sleeping til four
eating all my feelings and i get so bored
all my emotions are gone 
i don't know where they went but they left me
i need a wake up call
cause i'm sleeping on my life and i'm empty

wake up ( prod. metlast )

PROD: @justalilnervous

LYRICS:
god, am i a fictionist?
or do i just escape?
all my pain lives in a mirror
id be lucky if it breaks
i run away from all my problems
and i hate the sound of change
but estrange, i will
if find need be 
protect myself from dang- er

i’m a stranger in my own damn mind
a major pessimist with blue eyes
and a fucked up smile, 
facade
flawed daylight with a grayscale sky
the broad stay high in her pale face lies

i guess i learned from all my elders
they're all fucking story tellers
i’m the next best seller 
im tryna die like old yeller
i’m a wrecker with a record, 
i’m not proud of that
but all the errors in my letters
speak loud in fact

i wrote 
my demise disguised in dark rhymes
with a geyser in my chest
dry ice on my mind
i’m smoking-
loud and open
and i’m sipping on a potion
hoping death is round the corner
cause i know i’m fucking broken, i’m

i’m a sinner at dinner 
and in the morning i lie
theres no holes in my memory
just a blank fucking line
i stare into the void
and yet i scream that i’m fine
but my mother knows i’m crying
cause she hears it every night

i’m tired of living backwards
i just want a backwood full of hash
but damn, smack works
eating xanax for the panics 
that attack her
savage fucking actor
or honest with her craft, huh?

i got obsidion idioms in esophagus
too dark in the sarcophagus
i’m cussin at some cops and shit
i’m breaking up these rocks for a fix, damn
the new patek on my fucking writ
ice to water, under bridge
36, soon begins
cleanse my dirty sins
imma kill the king, then i’ll wear the rings
i just tell my tale and then rescind

imma kill the king, then i’ll wear the rings
i just tell my tale and then rescind

dear god, am i a fictionist?
or do i just escape?
all my pain lives in a mirror
id be lucky if it breaks
i run away from all my problems
and i hate the sound of change
but estrange, i will
if find need be 
protect myself from dang- er

i been looking for reflections 
in the walls of all these mansions 
i’m a Slut real Manson 
in the Garden with a handsome 
boy, yeah he told me that he loves me
imma break his heart 
make everything ugly 
i did it fucking once 
i know that I could do it twice 
don’t give me the chance 
know u rather live your life 
real happy and sober
and without a problem 
but I am just that 
using downers to solve them
im tiny and fragile
and without a father
i guess thats why xanax
dissolve in my water

benjamin button with the fit... my sweat freezes (prod. petuniaondabeat)

cabe

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