“i tried da best that i could somehow i still fail”💔

all i got is just me 
all i got is myself 
crying yourself to sleep
girl i know how i feel 
why this happened to me
this shit don’t feel real 
i tried the best that i could but somehow i still fail 
like what the hell suicide i might aswell
just got myself i don’t have no one else 
say baby why you leaving me 
i’m the one who treat you well 
my heart hurt when it bleeds i was so sad you wasn’t there 
but you don’t care bitch you not even trying 
you obsessed with fucking lying 
in the vc with labyrion 
where’s true love i can’t find it 
life going bad niggas dying 
im not doing good on my end 
i’m depressed can’t you see im crying 
this shit happens again again again 
i’m thinking bout giving up i hate my life i don’t deserve this shit 
so much pressure building up i don’t think ill ever fucking win 
they tell me pray to god but best believe i already did 
yea i pray every night and nothing change ain’t nothing happening 
just look me in my eyes and you’ll see the pain that’s deep within 
i hope my prayers work because i just want this pain for to end
everyone giving up why they gave up on me at my worst
she put me in last but i’m the one who had to put her first 
shit hurt me so bad ima still move on even though it hurts 
even when life bad ima still hop on beats and somehow surf
play with my twin im going berserk 
she played with my heart but i know my worth 
you want you a bag i buy you some kurt 
im not what you want but im what you deserve
im not losing focus girl im on alert 
i cry to myself hope things don’t get worst 
why do you treat me like im a jerk
try to hide my scars but shit doesn’t work

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