tell me anything you could give me everything
all i ever wanted was to go back home into your arms
the weight on my shoulders put me on my back
the way you cut me off gave me a heart attack
time i won’t get back
care for yourself like how you care for me
(well don’t you know)
it’s not as easy it seems
you brought me down to my knees

back in my room and i cry
worried i’m losing my time
i tally my vices sick and tired of numbing all function
got me losing my mind
there’s no reason or rhyme
only took you an hour to say sum
say goodbye i don’t wanna but i move on

too many red signs i’m taking the high road
sick of the story where nights drag on
and something just might go wrong 

there never was anything you could be saved from 
can’t imagine if i were to say sum

anything, everything

happy birthday lil wet wet <3

written and performed by bedhead, lil wet wet, vito, & eunhae
mixed and mastered by bedhead & lil wet wet
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the batcave 3/16/22

birthday cypher w/ lil wet wet, vito, & eunhae (+ homecomingqueen)

metalband (02ashes)

art by @pikachu_tears on instagram

she brought coke ima match call that double up
is this even real? i be going numb
she be sitting with her feet up i be going dumb
3 years later still got cleavers all over her tongue

3 years later you still hit me like a fucking fever
if u need sumn bitch i got it i'm a wide receiver
all star i'm on 10 like Derek Jeter
she went fucking silent i said id never leave her

but that was a lie i guess
you were ill, i won't lie, but i digress
i cant shake the fucking feeling hidden in my chest
is that why you're maybe eating less?

is that why you're popping everything
from molly to amphetamines?
i hope that she's not scared of me
it's in my heredity
i can tell you're helpless
but i am not your enemy
and this landscape is hellish
how could you remember me?

how could you remember me?

we were only 17
that was pretty heavenly tho
i never wanna leave
not a care in the world heart beating next to me

stand in silence no longer (x2)

(hey woah)
i think i cracked the safe
(hi)
came in like a meteor
she screaming like im eating her
i don't think ill forget about it
smoking's just way easier
get way into my head about it
she think i'm deceiving her
she called me irrational
she told me i care too much
while i don't think you care at all

3 years later you still hit me like a fucking fever
if u need sumn bitch i got it i'm a wide receiver
all star i'm on 10 like Derek Jeter
she went fucking silent i said id never leave her

but that was a lie i guess
you were ill, i won't lie, but i digress
i cant shake the fucking feeling hidden in my chest
is that why you're maybe eating less?

is that why you're popping everything
from molly to amphetamines?
i hope that she's not scared of me
it's in my heredity
i can tell you're helpless
but i am not your enemy
and this landscape is hellish
how could you remember me?

hoes mad freestyle (prod. thislandis)

I can feel, my chest caving in
what did u expect from me
I can't even help myself

can't even help myself (xmichaelwarren)

SCARYDATA&NICEBLUNTS

I carry this pain
Underneath my eyelids
Spitting out my teeth

Searching for somewhere to place the blame

A river tainted
With the blood that i have lost

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Looking in the mirror
I dont know what i see
Disconnected 

Stressing over things i cant control

This cant be the end
I have to find a better way

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Here i lay broken
The crows pick at my bones
As im rotting away
Theres nothing left here to say
Thats how the story goes (x2)

The rain is pouring 
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Im sick of hiding
And crawling in my skin

This is no way to live
I feel it in my chest

downpour

i found a strand of your hair right in my pillowcase
i can't describe the feeling how my heart aches
there's so many things that i wish i could say
i guess i only wonder if you're playing it safe
everything was meant only to be, just not as long as it seemed

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than us going steady

it's such a shame how the times have changed
i renounce it all and let the feeling remain
another day, dead and gone to waste

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song

all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
and i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

aching from the weight of my grief, show me mercy

show me mercy

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than

i spent my days trying to be multifaceted
in some years i'd try to tally up the damages
i can't hope you'd take me back, i guess i'm past it
and like the other song goes, "i like to do magic"

fear is only a feeling that only feelings can change
i still try to maintain, but despite everything strange
our different phases of life, i'll never blame
i light the spliff and hope the emotions fade

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song
all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

how can ever keep myself from harm?
running away to scream inside my car

fats’e - I might call it quits (remix by CantKDyou[coldshouldersex’s friend])

Cantkeepdefendingyou

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