I Had It All 
Cantwell
Produced by Don Michael Jr.

When I thought I had it all he showed me differently (see)
Thought I had a good thing going, he said I had no rings (things)
Material connections, thought I wasn’t good enough (rough)
Your love was nothing like his, his love was never really love…
Love…

Fantasizing a man to be
Someone he’d never, never be
Prayed that he would stay the same
But he wanted me to change
When I didn’t it all went away
My emotions cannot be bought
I had it all, or so I thought…
 
I had it all, or so I thought but we were so bad
I had it all, but I was so caught…damn
Between a life I wanted so bad
And a life I never really had, really had, really had

Never actually had it all, you manipulated us (crushed)
Sought only to control and leave oh you were void of love (a crutch)
You played me like a guitar, but I’ve got melodies and song (song)
Attached to nothing now, your memory is gone…
Gone…

Fantasizing a man to be
Someone he’d never, never be
Prayed that he would stay the same
But he wanted me to change
When I didn’t it all went away
My emotions cannot be bought
I had it all, or so I thought…
I had it all, or so I thought but we were so bad
I had it all, but I was so caught…damn
Between a life I wanted so bad
And a life I never really had, really had, really had

Didn’t we almost have it all (all, all, all)
Were we destined to fall?
Over time I built up my walls
But if I do that now, I’ll never have it all!

Fantasizing a man to be
Someone he’d never, never be
Prayed that he would stay the same
But he wanted me to change
When I didn’t it all went away
My emotions cannot be bought
I had it all, or so I thought… 
I had it all, or so I thought but we were so bad
I had it all, but I was so caught…damn
Between a life I wanted so bad
And a life I never really had, really had, really had

I Had It All

Headache
Cantwell
Produced by Don Michael Jr.

Sick to my stomach baby
Whatchu got me on? You got me on?
A headache
Whatchu got me on?
Migraine is on the way
Whatchu got me on? You got me on?
A Headache
Need a cure for your love....

Love me like I want you baby
Tease me like I need it
Headaches but I like it this way
Body will release it

Sit down, sit back
Let go, let go
Sit down, sit back
Let go, let go
Keep feeding me your medicine
I’ll take it all the way down
Can’t you see it on my face?
Yeah, I love the taste

Sick to my stomach baby 
Whatchu got me on? You got me on?
A headache
Whatchu got me on?
Migraine is on the way
Whatchu got me on? You got me on?
A Headache
Need a cure for your love
HEADACHE, HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE FROM YOUR LOVE
HEADACHE, HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE FROM YOUR LOVE
HEADACHE, HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE FROM YOUR LOVE
Nice and steady
Right and rough
I’m not ready 
For your love

You are an aphrodisiac
Treat me like your lover
Tell me all the fantasies you have
And I will become them

Sit down, sit back
Let go, let go
Sit down, sit back
Let go, let go
Keep feeding me your medicine
I’ll take it all the way down
Can’t you see it on my face?
Yeah, love the taste”

Sick to my stomach baby
Whatchu got me on? You got me on?
A headache
Whatchu got me on?
Migraine is on the way
Whatchu got me on? You got me on?
A Headache
Need a cure for your love....
HEADACHE, HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE FROM YOUR LOVE
HEADACHE, HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE FROM YOUR LOVE
HEADACHE, HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE FROM YOUR LOVE
Nice and steady
Right and rough
I’m not ready 
For your love


Drug, drug, drug, drug
I can’t give up
Drug, drug, drug, drug, 
This is too much
Need drugs, drug, drug
Need a cure for your love!


Sick to my stomach baby (what you got me on)
Whatchu got me on? You got me on?
A headache
Whatchu got me on?
Migraine is on the way
Whatchu got me on? You got me on?
A headache
Need a cure for your love....
HEADACHE, HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE FROM YOUR LOVE
Drug drug drug drug
HEADACHE, HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE FROM YOUR LOVE
Drug drug drug drug
HEADACHE, HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE FROM YOUR LOVE
Nice and steady
Right and rough
I’m not ready 
For your love

Headache

The Kinda Love You Read About
Lyrics by: Ciara Cantwell
Produced by: Don Michael Jr.

Don’t need raindrops falling on my bed
To know I created you from my head
Now colorful, once just a silhouette
Lovin’ me in ways I haven’t been yet

I feel like I’ve known you all my life
I pray as I fall asleep with you at night
I wake up and thank God you’re here
And, your love for me is so sincere

A man after God’s own heart (oh yeah!)
A man not afraid to pray (oh yeah...)
A man so in love with me
A man flawed, but perfect for me

I have the kind of love you read about
We feel the kind of love you read about
Magazines, fantasies
But, it’s all very real for you and me
The kind of love you read about

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh (yeah)
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh (yeah)

Just wanted reassurance from above
So, God gave me the best kind of love
Now complete, He taught me so much
Love is glorious, so glorious to touch

I don’t know this feeling but I want to
I prayed for you and you came true
I woke up and God put you here
You love me, so I don’t have to fear

A man after God’s own heart (oh yeah!)
A man not afraid to pray (oh yeah…)
A man so in love with me
A man flawed, but perfect for me...yeah
 


I have the kind of love you read about
We feel the kind of love you read about
Magazines, fantasies
But it’s all very real for you and me
The kind of love you read about

Magazines, fantasies
The kinda love, you read about
Magazines, fantasies
The kinda love, you read about

I have the kind of love you read about (I have the kinda love!)
We feel the kind of love you read about (We feel, we feel)
Magazines, fantasies
But, it’s all very real for you and me
The kind of love you read about

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh (yeah)
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh (yeah)


The Kinda Love You Read About

I Don’t Get Crushes 
Cantwell
Produced by Don Michael Jr.

“Do you wanna play a game?”

It used to be so hard
To be myself but now
I found out the way to be...be
I’m just me, I’m just me
I’m me all the time and
The boys race, the boys wait 
The boys chase me and I…
Running and I’m running away coz I hate
Being chased by losers everyday
Running and I’m stunting on ‘em coz I can
Being phased isn’t in my way

I don’t get crushes
Boys just fall in love
It’s just it’s so easy to let them fall in love
I don’t get crushes
Boys just fall in love
It’s just it’s so easy to just let them fall in love, in love

Sometimes I dance with them
Sometimes I play with their - (woo hoo!)
Sometimes I play with their minds, minds
Sometimes I don’t let go
Sometimes I love them so
Either way I win
It’s all my game, game...

I tear their worlds apart
I’m sweet but psycho now
I tattoo their names and stay, stay
I’m crazy, they love me
They love me too much and 
The boys seek, the boys meet
The boys eat me up, I…
Running and I’m running away coz I hate
Being chased by losers everyday
Running and I’m stunting on ‘em coz I can
Being phased isn’t in my way

I don’t get crushes
Boys just fall in love
It’s just it’s so easy to let them fall in love
I don’t get crushes
Boys just fall in love
It’s just it’s so easy to just let them fall in love, in love

Sometimes I dance with them
Sometimes I play with their - (woo hoo!)
Sometimes I play with their minds, minds
Sometimes I don’t let go
Sometimes I love them so
Either way I win
It’s all my game, game...

BRIDGE:
I don’t think that you know me very well
If you think you do, why don’t you just go to hell
I don’t think that you know me very well
I’ve got so many secrets to tell…haha!

I don’t get crushes
Boys just fall in love
It’s just it’s so easy to let them fall in love
I don’t get crushes
Boys just fall in love
It’s just it’s so easy to just let them fall in love, in love

Sometimes I dance with them
Sometimes I play with their - (woo!)
Sometimes I play with their minds, minds
Sometimes I don’t let go (let go)
Sometimes I love them so (them so)
Either way I win
It’s all my game, game...

I Don't Get Crushes

Counterfeit
Cantwell
Produced by Don Michael Jr.

Wooo!  Yeah. Here we go. Uh huh.

I look different and I’m proud of it
I tricked you good coz I’m counterfeit
Nothing ‘bout me is the truth
Had me re(a)d wrong now you’re blue
I put on this lipstick to deceive
Just hoping that you would notice me
I can’t be sure of what you want
But I can make your search seem tough, tough

On top of the world I keep stopping the girls
And I’m dropping the pearls like a clam
Wisdom for days, patience is the way
Made my stay seem so long to you fam
The current keeps moving, my currency’s proving 
To be alluding to you giving a damn
But here you are broken, your money was stolen
And I can’t control if you can’t understand

Why can’t you see what you’ve done to us?
Why can’t you see?
Why can’t you see what you’ve done to us?
It’s counterfeit, (fake love) counterfeit (fake love)

I look different and I’m proud of it
I tricked you good coz I’m counterfeit
Nothing ‘bout me is the truth
Had me re(a)d wrong now you’re blue
I put on this lipstick to deceive
Just hoping that you would notice me
I can’t be sure of what you want
But I can make your search seem tough, tough

If we don’t make sense, nothing makes sense to me
I can raise dollars but my love isn’t charity
If we don’t make sense (no, no), 
nothing makes sense to me
I can chase dollars but my love isn’t charity 
No, babe no, no, baby, No babe, no no babe

Fake love ain’t what I need, fake love ain’t what I need
Got caught up in greed, and fake love ain’t what I need





Money, money, money, money, money
(fake love, fake love, fake love)
Money, money, money, money, money
(fake love, fake love, fake love)

Money, money, money, money, money
(fake love, fake love, fake love)
Money, money, money, money, money
(fake love, fake love, fake love)

Why can’t you see what you’ve done to us?
Why can’t you see?
Why can’t you see what you’ve done to us?
It’s counterfeit (fake love), counterfeit (fake love)
Counterfeit

I look different and I’m proud of it
I tricked you good coz I’m counterfeit
Nothing ‘bout me is the truth
Had me re(a)d wrong now you’re blue
I put on this lipstick to deceive
Just hoping that you would notice me
I can’t be sure of what you want
But I can make your search seem tough, tough

Counterfeit

BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU
Produced by Don Michael Jr.

I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN, SWEARING I WAS ALONE
YOUR TEARS CLEANSED ME ‘TIL THE SUN COULD SHOW
I WAS OH SO NAIVE BELIEVING I WAS ON MY OWN
MY FEARS IMPRISONED ME AND YOU WANTED ME TO GROW

I’M FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR YOUR STRENGTH, LOVE TO FEEL YOUR GRACE
WARMTH I DESIRE SO MUCH UNTIL I SEE YOUR FACE
YOU STOOD BESIDE ME IN THE RAIN, YOU HELD ME AS I CRIED
TRULY A MIRACLE, SO MANY TIMES I DENIED...(YOUR LOVE)

I STRUGGLED TRYIN’ TO GO THIS ALONE
NOT KNOWING WHAT I - I NOW KNOW
SO PURE YOUR LOVE AND FEW KNOW THERE
THERE ARE SO MANY MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU

SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU (so many battles)
SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU (so many battles)
SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU (so many battles)
SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU...

I received so much joy, when I let you back in
I released my pain, you washed away my sin
I was so lost in myself I couldn’t see out
Then your love came in and figured me out

I’M FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR YOUR STRENGTH, LOVE TO FEEL UR GRACE
WARMTH I DESIRE SO MUCH UNTIL I SEE YOUR FACE
YOU STOOD BESIDE ME IN THE RAIN, YOU HELD ME AS I CRIED
TRULY A MIRACLE, SO MANY TIMES I DENIED...

THERE ARE SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU
I AM STRENGTHENED IN YOUR TRUTH
YOUR LIFE, YOUR SON, AND YOUR SPIRIT
A RAINBOW IN THE SKY OF BLUE...

SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU (so many battles)
SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU (so many battles)
SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU (so many battles)
SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU...


HE’S COMIN’ FOR YOU AND YOUR HEART
SO JUST LAY IT ALL DOWN (HE’S COMIN’, COMIN’)
HE’S COMING FOR YOU AND YOUR HEART
JUST BOW, BOW RIGHT NOW AND PRAY (HE’S COMIN’)
THERE’S ONLY GONNA BE ONE WAY
ONE WAY, ONE WAY, ONE WAY
THERE’S ONLY GONNA BE ONE LIGHT
ONE LIGHT, ONE LIGHT IN HIS EYE
THERE’S ONLY GONNA BE ONE WAY
ONE WAY, ONE WAY, ONE WAY
THERE’S ONLY GONNA BE ONE LIGHT
ONE LIGHT, ONE LIGHT IN YOUR LIFE

SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU (so many battles)
We’ll fight the good fight!
SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU (so many battles)
SO MANY BATTLES I’VE WON WITH YOU…

Battles I've Won With You

All To Myself 
Cantwell
Produced by Don Michael Jr.

Wanna have ya 
All to myself
Wanna know ya 
Like nobody else
Wanna feed ya
Got you cravin’ my mind
Wanna bleed ya 
Wanna feel you inside

Anytime I want ya baby, baby
(Are) You gonna be there baby
Anytime I want ya baby, baby
You got me mesmerized

No, I ain’t gotta tell you what to do boy
No, you ain’t gotta tell me what to do boy
You know I’m gonna love you right
Gonna love you all damn night

You got me mesmerized
When I look in your eyes
Boy I am so surprised
That you don’t know yet 
You got me mesmerized
When I look in your eyes
Can’t love nobody else
I need you to myself 
All to myself, all to myself
All to myself, all to myself (MESMERIZED)
All to myself, all to myself
All to myself, all to myself
(REPEAT 3x’s)

Wanna love ya
All night long
But I can’t trust ya
Know that this is wrong
Wanna lift ya
Up into my sky
But I can’t let
Can’t let you control my mind
Anytime I want ya baby baby
(Are) You gonna be there baby?
Anytime I want ya baby baby
You got me mesmerized

No I ain’t gotta tell you what to do boy
No you ain’t gotta tell me what to do boy
You know I’m gonna love you right
Gonna love you all damn night

REPEAT CHORUS

I wanna love you right
I wanna love you, love you
(REPEAT TWICE)
I wanna love you right
Love you all damn night

You got me mesmerized
When I look in your eyes
Boy I am so surprised
That you don’t know yet 
You got me mesmerized
When I look in your eyes
Can’t love nobody else
I need you to myself 
All to myself, all to myself (Love you, wanna love you)
All to myself, all to myself
All to myself, all to myself
All to myself, all to myself
(REPEAT 3x’s)

I know you want me too
I just wanna love you, love you

All To Myself

Feel It 
Cantwell
Produced by Don Michael Jr.

I know it’s comin’
I feel it in my bones
Comin’ on so strong
Don’t act like you don’t know
Not gossip what you heard about me
How the good word spread so easily
Revolution is on its way
Your innocence really is a shame

And I heard just what you said (and I feel ya babe, and I feel ya babe)
But the love I had for you is dead (and I feel ya babe, feel ya babe)

Were you hopin’ I would come back, (uh)
Be your lover, come and save you? (uh)
I would never, ever come back (uh)
So I’ll see you later (uh)
Like a drug addiction (uh huh)
You withdrew your love (uh huh)
A very bad habit, then you faded
The damage has been done
(Do do’s)

Your kind of lovin’
Made me drop so low
Temperature is rising now
But I think you froze
Got cold once you learned about me
Oh how the tables just turn on me
Revolution is on its way
Doesn’t really matter what you say ‘cause I will do this anyway

And I heard just what you said (yea I feel it babe, and I feel ya babe)
But the love I had for you is dead (and I feel ya babe, feel ya babe)

Were you hopin’ I would come back, (uh)
Be your lover, come and save you? (uh)
I would never, ever come back (uh)

So I’ll see you later (uh)
Like a drug addiction (uh huh)
You withdrew your love (uh huh)
A very bad habit, then you faded
The damage has been done
(Do do’s)

Left you out, look what happened
You could not be trusted
(No! No!)
Felt the change in your embrace
I don’t need that type of lovin’
(Go, go)
Once you were so full of passion
Rumors change your mind
Once you were so honest and open
Left those attributes behind

And I heard just what you said (And I feel you baby)
But the love I had for you is dead (And I feel you baby, yea)

Were you hopin’ I would come back, (uh)
Be your lover, come and save you? (uh) (Come and save you)
I would never, ever come back (uh) (Never ever come back to you)
So I’ll see you later (uh) (Woo)
Like a drug addiction (uh huh) (I’m addicted)
You withdrew your love (uh huh) (You withdrew it)
A very bad habit, then you faded
The damage has been done

Ooh, ooh yea yea yea
(Do do’s)

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Feel It

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