Thanks for letting me be apart of this homie!

letters from the kid no one sees

things are going to change (prod. H3 Music)

we'll part at sunset (prod. H3 Music)

freezing cold and pouring rain (prod. Matthew May)

i couldn't tell you then (prod. P4RA)

Lyrics:

- handwritten letters -
'Member when we'd run through those fields, and
Had broken hearts but they healed? I,
Thought it would last forever, but,
I guess that we're not together, so,
I'll carry on and pretend that
What we had never ended.
I know that all of it's fake, but,
Thoughts of you, I always hate.

Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

(Yeah,)
(Yeah-ah.)
(Ay, so let's fight this weather)
(Yeah,)
(Ay, eh.)
(Now we're together)

- Lxst Boy -
yeah, tryna fight this weather
but you kept all of my sweatshirts
getting rained on,
clouds getting heavy never better
said to myself that I'd forget her
but I'm handwriting these letters
you will never read
I wish we were still together
you're one I won't forget
counting down until sunset
and I'll never get a rest
you were my only friend
stuck in these flashbacks
just want the past back
I wanna talk
without getting laughed at
don't wanna try
cuz you'll just attack back
I wanna run away
packing my backpack

- handwritten letters -
Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

flashbacks (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. jxsie beats]

Released: 8/20/22

Featuring \\
@hope_nikku
@kiano_kano
@onlyhandwrittenletterss
@capkyle

Perfection Feat. Handwritten Letters (Prod. DutchRevz)

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

[yung cray]:

you say that I need help
idk how to reach out
the voices in my head they get too loud
but can you really turn my life around?

and I promise I will call you back when the time is right
but right now nothings going my way and I'm stuck inside my head
and I’m a poltergeist walk thru the night, the days here I am scared
and I don't wanna fix myself I lay up in my grave and rest


you say that I need help
idk how to reach out
the voices in my head they get too loud
but can you really turn my life around?

[safeatlast]:

i try my best to conquer my fears
but i get depressed by all of my peers
i cant stand to look in the mirror
cuz everytime i do im reminded bout the fact that ur not-

breathing
not been good at succeeding
why am i never leading

...the war against myself
im trapped in someone elses shell
how could i ever end up well

leaving
the place i reside is deceiving
... can i be somewhere else

[yung cray]:


you say that I need help
idk how to reach out
the voices in my head they get too loud
but can you really turn my life around?

and I promise I will call you back when the time is right
but right now nothings going my way and I'm stuck inside my head
and I’m a poltergeist walk thru the night, the days here I am scared
and I don't wanna fix myself I lay up in my grave and rest


you say that I need help
idk how to reach out
the voices in my head they get too loud
but can you really turn my life around?

deceiving ft. yungcray

taking pictures of the sunset (prod. cløud)

bones and ashes

Lyrics ⬇️

its easy for you to say that i dont care
never came true but i wish youd repair
the love that we lost cuz ever since then
No one compares
they wanna slide knives all inside of me
no i do not vibe with that energy
i really tbought you be here with me
too many nights all alone i miss ur sympathy 

ur trickin me
nonother way to explain without imagery 
Your blue eyes dont look like the sky tn
so know theyre not tempting me
in the meantime ima find the light
in the ways that this life will unwind me

can’t rewind no matter what i try all the time i dont wanna leave behind me

Cold shoulder made me make another set back
i dont wanna lie but i really had to back track
did time now im feelin all the whiplash 
couldnt cry so i came up with a big stack
tell my mama ima do all the dishes
in no time ima have a life witta mistress
want a cosign but i dknt really need the attention

just quit that 
so many nights no text back
so many fights still got back
into ur life just like that

ik that its wrong but i still be makin yhese songs
abt someone that has been gone for so long
yea j feel dumb
think i should quit it cuz i think shes done

done with the bluffs done with lies and the losing of trust
done with signs of abusing the drugs
time and time again u say its enough
why am i high again this is gettin rough
cant look back
tummy turnin thinkin boit my relapse
you dont feel bad
well i get that
i did it to myself 
now im feeling all the whiplash 

cant rewind but maybe if i could you would still be here beside me

whiplash (cxrter)

lyrics ⬇️

Temple in my body really breaking down
 
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

this is something i should stop
new stuff right out the box
i know that there’s consequences to my actions 
but somehow i would never gove up

using your words as a weapon
how could i think you a blessin
Im tryna make it to heaven
you wont be there im guessin :(

if im guessin wrong then ill be grateful 
when heavin calls youll see an angel
restart my life over again
gotta push back
no im not no recycling bin way past that

but i still need some oxygen to keep movin on in this life
if i cant feel the air thats in my lungs then its not right
gotta keep going cuz nothings ever really perfect
and if it is then honestly you really did not deserve it

this is honestly just a statement but i dont
but i dont wanna pave it
i been turning the pages to make it feel like im staying
but i
think i lost me a dime
shoulda never even tried

Temple in my body really breaking down
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

anxiety riddles me everyday 
Do you wanna hear what i really think
i feel the purpose of life is pushing ur self to yhe limit with everything 
if ya heard this know what im sayin
no purchase
no more complainin its worthless might aswell burn all the bridges

gotta get life figured out somehow 
no i dont gotta go down that route
maybe i dont like the large crowds
so ill be locked in my house 

these forest walls only uncover options
when my liscense old
I think youll find me out there hostage
ill watvh the river flow
think ill finally find calmness
and when you ask who helped me
ill say god did.

temple garden (cxrter x ryini)

prod. kill breanna x johnnyfriend

johnnyfriend:
she said thats its all in my head
you wont love me back so im better off dead
im tryna forget all the times that i spent with you
dont let you forget me too
x2

kill breanna:
i dont know anything but fear
i wake up and i break the fucking mirror
i thought that if i took all of my thoughts and then i lock them in a box,
id finally know.. whenever i dont, i rip off my clothes..
i watch the world burn, does it really matter?
does it really matter? do i really matter?
i prance over the flowers and it kills them
im sorry that i feel like such a victim

johnnyfriend & kill breanna:
she said thats its all in my head
you wont love me back so im better off dead
im tryna forget all the times that i spent with you
dont let you forget me too
and she said thats its all in my <3head<3
you wont love me back so im better off dead
im tryna forget all the times that i spent with youuuu....

boxed in w/ johnnyfriend

lyrics ⬇️

its not a problem til we wake up
botlles everywhere it’s dangerous 
you got tears all on ur make up
but i dont wanna hear whats made up

you been telling me some lies
 and i dont wanna live a life
where everything is made up
tnink we gotta make a change up
like
truth be told if you mess with a light bulb
then the darkness shakes you
you wont see no rearveiw

never thought so light of someone 
also thought youd be here in a month
all alone yea you dont hit me up
I been checkin on your profile like i dont see no one

Maybe this means that i lost now
every other app i look at i been blocked now
yea
i just hope you know what i had i been thru
ii been missin you like very night i miss you
I do

(notahero)

i’ve been sending u signals telepathically girl
can u hear them right before u fall asleep
i think everybody starts out as good
but i can see the evil that’s been shared by u and me
roll down the window i can’t breathe
i won’t partake in this hotbox
i’m certain
and u blow out
now there’s a wall of fog so i can’t see u
and this february, i could fall apart
and my eyes green to gray
they’re so heavy but
that’s what happens when ur messing with a lightbulb
i told her baby girl some things are better untold
i’ll see u soon girl don’t u realize it’s a cycle
and at the end of it she’ll say that i look better with my eyes closed

broken light bulbs w/ notahero & halfhearted (cxrter x vito)

Sad chill - https://youtu.be/D5nlv64abY0?si=AyfLKLpZt0bGqaF2

lyrics ⬇️

crashin in a whole nother land
maybe this was not part of the plan
baby i just wanna hold your hand
way too long for me to even wanna let go

oh i wish you could understand 
but nothing that i do could make you really understand how

every person after you is worse off
and they wish they never met me in the first place

knock down
everysingle picture frame that im in
what about
all of those big diamonds and the necklaces
time out
cant you look at all those messages?
shy now
how could you become my nemesis 

no dont go
blue flowers remind me of you
yea i wish now days you didnt think i was rude

yea well ever since i left you, you dont want anything to do
with me
never got to even really see
our full potential could be
nothing cuz you had to leave me

why you always up in my mind
so long i bet you don’t recognize 
who i became when you had left
im barley the same but you wont check

Long nights i was locked up in my room
Like prom night, thought i had nothing i could lose
then i lost it all the second that you walked away
so now i hold my breath every songle other day

i wish that we got to go to the beach
let down never got to see the sea
never rest now
our love is lost like a receit
youre not nothing to me
but i hope one day we could work out

shy now (yunny goldz)

lyrics ⬇️   <3

sitting on my patio
whatd i tell you told you so
you never sent me where youd go
just leave my body in the snow
a slow recital for the show
flowers blooming watch em grow
yea i woudla told you but never could
yea i coulda folded but never would
maybe were better off out for good
turning a page in the biggest book
i shoulda told you its not that 
but i bet you wouldnt have looked
my vision went out the window
its better i run off on foot
and if you cant move with the tempo
it feel super bad in my gut

thinking of all the people that had done me so wrong but i couldng care any less

maybe they really got something on in their life and they dont know whats best

gotta put em on to my god yea he gon really put you up to the test

promise yall this ain no joke yea he gonna put you in check

runnin in circles back in the day
hoppin em hurdles so i could get paid
dawg wouldnt murder so i took the blame
had to go further than them in my way
taking a pen to the page writing my rage
i got way to much to say
and if you dont pull up with gang
you cannot hang we gonna put you to shame

yea i feel on top now
yea i write a lot down
of whats going on
yea i might just pop out
Might be a drop out 
but i got it on
Yea i got the wrist watch
while you was on tik tok
you scrollin too long 
might take a pit stop
gotta get gas now
to mow all the lawns

and ill try not to pass out when you show up
But thats asking a lot
coulda tired to put fire out with the water but woulda turned to a flood
and it felt like a touch down when you told me i finally felt like enough
wish we could work out but honestly i think that love is a dud

dropout (yunnygoldz)

✨ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ sᴘɪɴs.✨
 Founder of @demon-here-collective ⚰️
Member of @ghxstcollective 👻
<333 @333collective 😈
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