Name: U Want Me by Captain Ahab
Duration: 4 min 44 s
Description: From "After the Rain My Heart Still Dreams" (2006)

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Lyrics:
[Rook]
OKAY
UH
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT
UHHHH
Haha... uhh...
FUCK THIS SHIT UP UHHH
Rock out rock out
Ok
Devi
[Devi]
Rock your body uh uh uH UH UH
Rock your body like a cattle plague
Endless, paralytic, stagnant uncertainty
Watch the death like a shitlib
Sitting on your hands
Never did shit, never known shit
Never done shit for anyone ever
Never-never done shit for anyone ever
I know it's not easy for anyone
We're all on a clear light hell trip
But that doesn't mean we shouldn't try
Just don't come anywhere near me
And we'll be ok
I don't wanna see anyone's face
I'm dealing with my own shit right now
You can deal with your shit somewhere else
[Rook]
TEN THOUSAND EYES (yea!)
BROKEN LENSES SEEING DIFFERENT LIVES
IT'S OKAY TO HIDE (yea~!)
If you have the luxury...
THIN LINES (yea)
GETTING THINNER ALL THE TIME
THE LIGHT:
CASTING SHADOWS TIL THE SHADOWS
ARE THE ONLY THING ALIVE
ELEVEN THOUSAND EYES
[Devi]
Stuck inside a concrete bubble
Everyone is "doing their best"
I think that it's kind of whatever
But dreams are not meant to be achieved
It's just not enough
It's never been enough
When the FUCK has it been enough
Only to dream?
[Rook]
How do you know
What direction you should go?
Breaking into pieces
Offering up your soul
Keep it behind your windows
I can't put you at ease or judge you
Everyone is a different ruin
Everyone has to figure their own shit out
I'm not you
I'm not you
And you're not me
I'm not you
And you're not me
I'm not you
AND YOU'RE NOT ME
[Devi]
I'm not you and you're not me
I'm not you and you're not me
You're not me and I'm not you
I'm not you and you're not me
I can't even stand to be me
What the fuck is going on in your head?
What the fuck is going on in your head?
What the fuck is going on in your head?
[Rook]
I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
EMPTY HOLLOW INSIDE
EVERYONE'S FUCKED UP
I CAN'T TELL YOU THAT YOU'RE FINE
Life goes on, you know?
[Devi]
Is that...?
Shit

Concrete Bubble

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Lyrics:
[Devi]
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah, uh
I said I wouldn't do it but I didn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I couldn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I did it and I never thought I would
People say nothing is impossible but I do nothing every day
[Rook]
Why am I still like this?
Everybody changes
Way too weak to fight it
Break it down, restrain it
One more crisis sighted
Why am I still like this??
Way too weak to fight it
It is always like this
[Devi]
Who the fuck are you trying to do this shit I do?
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding like me?
Wish you were me? Man, I wish you weren't me
You got this record deal but you're so ugly
Who the fuck arе you? Forgot you shouldn't do this shit I do
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding likе me?
Wish you were
Wish you weren't
I thought you couldn't?
[Devi]
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah, uh
I said I wouldn't do it but I didn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I couldn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I did it and I never thought I would
People say nothing is impossible but I do nothing every day
[Rook]
Why am I still like this?
Everybody changes
Way too weak to fight it
Break it down, restrain it
One more crisis sighted
Why am I still like this??
Way too weak to fight it
It is always like this
[Devi]
Who the fuck are you trying to do this shit I do?
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding like me?
Wish you were me? Man, I wish you weren't me
You got this record deal but you're so ugly
Who the fuck arе you? Forgot you shouldn't do this shit I do
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding likе me?
Wish you were
Wish you weren't
I thought you couldn't?
[Rook]
No life
Inside
Black light
Soul slime
Why am I still this?
Why am I still me?
So much distance
Please god send me entropy
Ow
[Devi]
If you got- if you got what you wanted
If you got what you wanted the most
If you got- if you got what you wanted
Would you still be fucking depressed?
Would you still be fucked up by the past?
Would you still regret everything? Yes
I don't know what the fuck I just said
I don't know what the fuck I just said...
And I know now
How the way you do it now
What the fuck just sit down
If you got everything you ever wanted
If you got what you wanted the most
I forgot what I wanted the most

u_u2

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Lyrics:

Devi:
AArghh rahh rahh rahh*, somehow?
Oh, funny thing, somehow...
Wait a couple weeks
How we're doing now?
Oh, we're fucking thinking now?
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Hey, Jesus, what the fuck
All this bullshit makes me cum
Heard this saying, "Suck my nuts"
All this money makes me dumb
Rook:
(shoutout Paledusk)
Devi:
We're just like you!
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Rook:
Keeping track of everything
Keeping track of
What I used to tell myself I wanna be
Scattered like a memory
Scattered like a stupid Little dream
Like a stupid little dream come TRUE
What does it mean? Not anything
Put your guilty conscience at ease
Yea what do you want to believe?
Yea what do you want to believe
What does it mean? Not anything
Put your guilty conscience at ease
Yea what do you want to believe?
What do you-
What the fuck you wanna see?
What the fuck you wanna
Try to tell yourself will never be
Oh please, what
What the fuck you wanna see?
What the fuck you wanna
Try to tell yourself we'll never be
Oh please
Devi:
I might just stress in my spot
I might just give up on god
I might just die while you watch
I might just do what I want
I might just do what I want
I might just do what I want
Grey cement looking like a window
Looking at the past, Jesus keep my eyes low
Rook:
Let's peace out and screw them
Fuck it let's fucking cash out
Get stupid
Everything I want to be is a weapon
Everything I want to be is a WEAPON
[Devi]
Yeah, I cause my own problems
Yeah, it's true
I'm a natural born loser
Yeah, I can do that shit
If I wanna
I can drop out of life
If I wanna
Yeah, I cause my own problems
[?]
Female gigachad, working it out

MONEY MAKES YOU STUPID

Seventh track on Bad Happy.

A bit of an "anthem" for those of you who have a propensity to compromise yourself and overlook unfair mistreatment by your friends and other loved ones for the sake of keeping the relationships intact... I'm quite prone to this.

Even after years of being hurt by people I know who have cheated on me, belittled my accomplishments and talent, ditched me, ignored my calls and emails, forgot to do important things they said they would for, broken promises, violated my trust, and whatever else, for the sake of nothing but themselves, I've still generally stayed un-confrontational about betrayal, essentially making it okay to betray me.
I wanted to approach this topic in a constructive manner, as often I do, but not be too subtle about the message.

If you're in a position where you are compromising your own happiness to keep your life less dramatic and your friends groups without schism; relationships without quarrel: don't keep doing it. Try to find common ground.
If they remain obstinate, they aren't worth your time.

/Life lesson

Betrayal is okay.

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Original Video: https://youtu.be/nJZugFJ8zt0?feature=shared

CLOUT STRIFE - Ada Rook

From "After the Rain My Heart Still Dreams" (2006)

U Want Me

art by @ivyatoms

she’s seeing thru that rainbow eye
she’s a frankenstine
real monster high
moving serpentine
moving all the time
never slowing down
cos she’s terrified
but still living
still fruitful / still fruity
still giving
with all this shit
in the face of everything

shes still seeing thru that rainbow eye
u know she’s seeing all the time
super spectrum gemini
insides digitize
then she really starts to multiply
no way to quantify
a ribbon comes untied


if this world is so evil
if the world ended would that save its people
more die every day so its hard to believe it
wanna lock us up and smash our guts to pieces

theres a curse on me
theres a curse on me
so just watch yourself
so just watch yourself

shes seeing thru that rainbow eye
new prescription for ability 
why don’t you realize
thats nothings real i
cant stand the real lie
its just too magnified
she keeps seeing thru that rainbow eye

U Want Me

Captain Ahab

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