wolves asleep amidst the trees
fur swaying in the breeze ~x2

ichiganbarimasen いちがんばりません
ganbariyomashita がんばりよました
ichigannbaimasen いちがんばいませんん
ichigankyomashta 一番気温ました。
eng transl:I don't want to do my best, I'm not going to do my best.

(i wont try my best,
 ill try my best,
 ill be united, 
i wont....)

 mashitadekenaiyo //ましたでけないよ
 i cant wait!
kanaiyokodekena  かないよおでけなあ
(it wont come true)/ i cant believe it 
kanichikanoyo かにちかなのよ
(its probably crab)  crab chic? ya no . 
ishidenotaiya いちでのたいや
(first time)   prolly was first time      } there is no way to do that w/o a party
kanaitonaiyo  かないとないよ  
(if yu dont, yu wont have it)    
kanaiyojuuseina! (if there is no excitement in the first place there is no happiness)  there is no beastly nature
いちでのたいやかないとないうおか無いよ獣性な


ichidenotaiyo
いちでのたいよ
I want to go first

がんばりいしょでのた
GANBARIISHODENOTA
I'll do my best

kanaitokanaiyodes
its either there or it isnt 
かないとかないよで

ichidenotaiyo
i want to
ーでのたいよ


GANBARIIYOMASHITADESUNA
がんばりよましたですな
you did a great job!


karaitoshoujonai 
konakanaijanoyokaa
から意図しょうじょないこな仮名以下のよかあ
from the intention of the girlish kana below:

kanaitojanokonaiiyojanaiitona
かないとじゃなこないよじゃないとなあ;
if its not there it wont come. if its not there it wont come

kanaitone des// i have to.                                                                        
 shoujojjanii  // im not a girl-  //                    } its not a good game in the first place  しょうじょじゃないいちでのたいよくないでっ
ichidenotaiyokunaides //  i want to get out.
少女じゃないー出のたい欲内でっ 
ichidenaiyo // 
ichijuseikaniyo
kaniigamiha  // it's. not. like. its animalistic.
ーでのないよー獣性かによかにがみは


ne yo//  //right?


ichiganaiyoganbarimasen
gaanaiyogona //            } i dont have any so i wont try hard, but im going to try hard 

(adlib: balls is implied)

ganaitoneyoha
egokanaiyo, nah // w/o it the cat won' grow , nah.     2x}   がないとねよはegoかないよ
ichidentaiyo des // w/o it the food wouldn't be good 
ichidentaiyona //                                        4x} if there is no electricity, the electricity will not work 

am i interested nah.


ichidentaiyoha // the first battle is- 

ichi de no tai yo first place
ichi de no taiyo na // 
ganbarimasen ganbarimasen yona / iw ont try too hard, i wont try too hard na
ichi de no tai yo ganbarimasen yo na // i wont try hard in my first battle, na // i wont try my best in the first place 
ikigakonai // i dont feel good
gagawakowai /// im scared 

いちでのたいよ,, 
いちでのたいよがんばりませんよnahいきがこないががわこわい




is it scary
 is it scary rn
 is it scary for you
 is it scary for me?
lately i been feelin peace serenity up in the casualty
i feel serenity with death calamity
tauntin me
ik that i feel sweet serenity surroundin me

its like a snake surroundin all my limbs
its plain to see that everything you say is holdin on so steadily
yeah i see it Socrates, my heart beat is right in front of me, isn't it plain to see so clearly
that i am meant to be right where i am meant to be

st. Thersa say it here with me
trust in this moment tht yu r exxctly whr yu a meant to be, even though i know you can see it all so steadily
have the peace to ttrust in the gifts you were given see, si?

mc Cicci on the beat
let me jus talk for you
its meant to be its plain to see that i got it up in me
im tryna build this legacy czu i am Persephone goddess of half blood yu see?

im jus tryna make it back to Olympus
but im stuck in mud

im tryna get it on with hades but thats not enough hed rather be the mf devil
either way yk thts what i sed 
now yu wanna put a bullet in ma head
for messin with a god cuz your skin was red
what would you do instead
 marry a human?


m.a.h

ROT, GANGREENE, ROTTEN, 
GANGREEN, ROTTEN!

IDkR WHAT IM PLOTTIN
BUT IK I GOT YOUR HEAD BOP BOPPIN
WHAT NEXT YOU GO STOIC?
DONT GOOO STOIC....
GO GO STOIC 
DONT MOOVVEEE  YO TOESo yo head  OR YO MOUTH OR YO LIPS
WATCH YOU GO BLOW IT!
EITHWER WAY YOU TOAST
EVERYSINGLE DAY
EATIN UP FOR LUNCH
EVERYSINGLE DAY
EATIN IT FOR BREAKFAST


SLEPT THRU IT BUT IK YK THE REST SIS
YEAH KNOW, YK THE 
 REST SIS

HELL YEA YU KNO THE REST SIS

dead!
IDRK WHAT I FRETTED
IT WAS UP INSIDE MY HEAD I THOUGHT I WAS THE OLDEST ELDEST 
sister my mom ever born 
(bitch holdin baackkk~)
but either way.....
SCORN FROM MY FAMILY IF I TOOT MY HORN
either way yk im................
HALFBLOOD GODDESS BORN
EVERYWAY UP IN THE GLAXXY
EVERY SINGLE DAY I LIKE TO SWAY
putting a wig on my head and i rock it everyday
cuz i cut my hair cuz to me
idk why but i cut it everyday

AHHH GOIN CRAZA
AINT NO ORDINARY LADY
MAYDAYMAYDAY
WAS CUTTIN HAIR CRAZAY WHEN THE MONKS DO IT ANYWAY,
I DIGRESS  AT THE END OF THE DAY
what do i say
aaaaa
what do i say
i make yo bank head bance
at th end of the day
yeah bank head bance 
thats a nurance 
whatcha know about it in the creance
it the cracks in the creeks
idk but either way i like to creep
inside my minds eye thats where i reside 

EITHER WAY THATS WHERE I RESIDE 

SHEEEESH
what did i say?
EITHER WAY I MAKE YO BANK HEAD nod BOUNCE BOUNCE NOD 
reapin it im keepin it hot 
LET THE BLOOD GO DRIP DRIP DROP EITHER WAY IT GO TICK TICK TOCK THIS MISSION ON MY WATCH

beat by LethalNeedle : Gangreene

mission on my watch

stray cat 

i got the heart for this 
i i- i- aye aye capn'
i got the heart for this ya ya know it ! ;3 

i i- i- aye aye capn'
i got the heart for this ya ya know it !  >;3 
either way ya yk u wanna-
screw it.
i got the heart for this 
tip tip toin thru the darkaness
i was scared before but not anymore i-

tip tip toin
tip tip toin           (enjoy the beat) JS
tip tip toin 

STRAY CAT
STRAY CAT 
YEA STRAY CAT 
 they put me in the trash n i said look back.

jus stop yea they tellin me to stop
idrlly wanna flop
put the mic down like they put me down
i just rly wanna get around 
tryna clown...meee? tryna clown me?

im a jester im a harlequin
not a clown
i be chillin in the woods all around 
what next you say imma eat yo kin now?
yea ik im greek but i aint like dat .
i be carin for the kitty kitty kitty cats up in the street 
yah yk im rly cool 
nevah gonnah stap yea,
i make the boys drool
wait whats the undertone?? idk but either way.....
yah i cant be cloned
never gonna stop til im in my zone zone

phone home
im an alien yea im in my zone
im an alien yea im in my zone
dk where im at call it asphodel
or is it earth 
makin it outta hell
is it heaven i cant tell
 i cant tell
tryna break a f*ckin' spell 
never gonna stop til i make it outta hell 
mission in tartarus 
draggin me down

but i got arteries 
yeah i got the heart i got the heart for this 
yeah i got the heart i got the heart for this 
 i got arteries draggin me to tartarus 
neva gonna stop til i make it out the hearth
ik that I-  i come from the earth 
shoutout 2 MOMO and WALTER. for makin me yea 
CARA GRACE GRIDER  i be ridin higher 
cara creates: P3RS3PHONI3Z
n i cant b late 
goddess of half blood
imma make it out this mud 

never gonna stop i  got the hearth 
shoutout to momo and walter for makin me
im a Greek goddess of half blood
imma make it out 
make it out this mud 
imma beat this crud

stray cat

injections

away from many timelines,
ive faced death decay tragedy
i dont need a remedy
stacking paper steadily
i dont need no remedy
kill me eternally
slippin away fadin 
out
i dont wanna see the trays again but i might crash out
decay death tragedy tauntin my soul steadily 
ready to move stealthily and build my wealth up heavily
i jot in my mind my pen is my tongue
my third eye is blind 
i dont wanna see my shadow 

if you were a child, like the gallows, you might scream
like you might SCREAM
feed some more
demons are rotten, eaten in the core

im ready for wings as a bird or as a fly
thats the closest ill get
God what a Guy, cry
hide my words
hide my shadow 
cuz the world is absurd

whats the word? 
God, what aGuy. 

im ready for my wings as a bird or as a fly thats the closest ill get 
God, what a guy?
cry



no remedy


black magick
why's it even bad 
we used the color black
Now I guess I'm a hag
My mom's a witch
The apple doesn't fall far from the tree

I've been praying for forgiveness
But for what transgression
I've loved and hated evil
For it made me stronger
Made me suffer
But I kinda like the pain
I guess I'll writhe like a worm
I'll be both, the bird too
I'm connected to nature
I'm the spider and the fly
Her mates ghost likes to linger 


coerced into a fascination
romanticization 
and a blood contract
my mom hexed my life
told her to die 
and that I shouldn't have been born
maybe just another abortion
to reach and see scorn

I feel like a Yokai ghost
I ain't seeing no clouds
I was once up on the ninth
Oh how I fell down

I thought I was a blessing
an angel in disguise
but I feel my demons take over
they don't wanna see me die
I already tried twice
to see my demise 
I roll the dice when I drive
get hype when I win
even if I lose 


I've seen snake eyes
I've seen a cobra in a jar
I've seen what people pray for
I'm used to it now
I'm used as well
like the drugs I fell
into a bowl

I learned in the trees 
in the forest
the breeze 
I don't want to be worshipped
I barely do that myself
but if I had to choose
I guess I wouldn't 
I'd fall off a bridge
and hope for wings
but what do I need em for
maybe I'll be a flying fish
No one sees me as an angel
But in my dreams I'll fly

but to be honest, I feel worthless
I'm already a crone
my knowledge flies over head
I'm not human, am I alone ?
but
my parents are so ordinary 
no angel here
I'm nothing extraordinary 

this is why they won't come
they won't appear before you
I guess it's us vs them 
I don't know who's us
but I barely fuck with myself
I don't have much wealth
I just wanna go stealth
I don't have much else
this pact brings me life I guess
a power over death
I drank the blood of Christ
I wonder if I'll ever see what His life was like

persecution and deliverance
but I'm just delivering pizza
stuck up in the past 
by this time you'd think He'd say "see ya." 
I don't want to be watched
over 
I don't want to be judged
I want to forget it all
never to love or live again
give me what I want
turn me into a hen
I don't care for humanity
as they don't care for me
my words fly over head so casually
I hope they die for their lies, their greed, their sin. 
I've lost hope over and over again
it's just my blood on paper!
it's just a slit hand!
it's just four times I've almost died
it's just a breeze against sand
I plead and beg for death
but no, I must create
in some shell of my being
I don't know how to elate.
my identity destroyed
inject me with carbon
I'm no longer who I was
I'm crimson, 
carbon chemicals
within me
hope it makes you happy to see
black magick
why's it even bad 

happy ?

this is my shit that I made with zero percent effort and 💯 percent energy. a capella freestyle, that turned into some kinda kidz bob. I alwaays follow something serious up with something funny. 

Nen Tongue Wobble

Rather blast off on a verse
Than leave yo ass dead or in a hearse 
I don't need to rehearse
Off the dome finna fuck it up
Am I talking bout my life 
Or is it yours?
I ain't got much left to lose
Finna settle all the scores
All the scars I got, can't complain

Yeah I'm out the cast, out the box, I got the pen
Made it through the pain
Through the rain
Now I'm in trouble all over again.

But I got the pen
Flip it round my tongue
On a whim
Pass The baton to my future self
It's on its on today
Gotta hurry up like a jaguar 
Andalé
Can't be late
Can't elate 
I feel great
Numb in my core 
Nothing in my mind
Revenge, settling the score
What's it mean anymore
Already stabbed your ass and got thrown behind locked doors
Outside barefoot
Hospital grass
Lorna doomed and I'll take that with some lemonade
Freeze squeezed now I guess the road is paved
For both of us to drive on til we see our graves

Driving fast
Gotta whip
Never gonna stop for shit
Driving fast, gotta drift
Driving fast gotta drift
Skrr skrr away from bullshit I'm 
Swerving swerving that shit away
Get the fuck away like seven more states 
800 Miles not enough 
To separate the snake from the rodent
To separate the serpent from it's prey
Already turned this mouse to shit
Just let it steep
Into the earth 
Bugs they creep
Gonna eat your ashes 
Burnt to a crisp
What a feast
Why live if all you gotta say is bullshit
Why live if it's lies you spit
Why live in your pity party porta potty
Talking all this shit on my body
I'll leave your shit red
Dripping, soggy

See ya on the other side 
I wish I didn't have to do this
I was tryna be a wife, give birth, have his kid
He flipped out on the boy, heroin had him talking about injecting adrenaline from the kidney
After terrorizing infancy
I couldn't comprehend 
He wanted to be like the elites
I saw what they did in the box
But Killary ripped the face off a kid
Call that frazzle drip
Guess my ex, that boy goes by drip
Nowadays I wouldn't even blow a kiss
I'd rather tote a pole
Let it fucking blow
Straight through his skull
Watch the blood drip
Ain't nothing meaningful in there
Just some thoughts about kids and pizza
I'm just tryna enjoy the marinara
But aw, ain't nobody wanna marry her
What's to love? What's to obtain?
I'm just some bitch in his brain 
Scarred til my death twitching in the pain
I don't even want kids after this
But to live out my life,
That's really where it hits
What's the point if I ain't got a partner to create with
Thought that was you but I've had a major life switch
Guess you could say it's a sitch
Kinda like a stitch
It hurts when I pull it out
My briefcase on how this is gonna go down 



Lorna Doomed

Justice, it's just ice
Frozen round my heart
So you won't see how it pounds and bleeds under my skin
Nice, but it's too bad
But you probably seen
The petri dish
The slides of my cells
Everything that you needed to see
Maybe my genes 
Under the guise of titration 

Honorable Hades
Demonic royalty 
In the pain, they will reign 
What code, what honor?
What morals, what code? 
Oooh~
What honor, what sacrifice?
Who's to face the truth
When it isn't nice ?
You often wonder about the Truth
Are you prepared?
To face your naïevity 

Devil's advocate...
What do we need, a med kit?
The sheer pain, the torment
What else is there to do
But to refrain from inflicting 
What if we gave in, no converting

Honorable Plea

unseen 
unheard of
underground 
what happens there
what happens there
would u ever be aware
of an underground princess
who can't even brush her hair
because it's all matted up and
dreaded

I don't know really what I fretted
I don't know why but I can't even regret it

never gonna stop
yes I'm dead
I don't know why but it's all inside your head 
never gonna stop 
gotta make it out the bed

I don't know really what I dreaded
what I fretted
either way yeah you know that I don't have no regrets

never gonna stop
yeah you know that I gotta get that guap
make it to the Tippy Top
but I don't give a fuq
if they mother fucqing flop
got the flip flops
walkin down a beach
yeah you know what?
life's a bitch
every single day I'm digging myself a ditch
kicking Yu in it
I value my life
and ur no longer with in it

don't know why
 but the flies 
they be taunting me and my demise

I don't know why
but I wanna let it ride
every single day gotta let it all subside

I don't know why 
but I really wanna let it ride
my death and decay is taunting me 
I wanna get away
from the stress and strife
but I'm putting up a fight

and the disarray 
that be all in front of me
I don't wanna be so goorey
but I don't know what's her story?

p E R S e p h o n e 
yeah that's me
hit you thru the phone you see
Persephone, it's phony!

I don't wanna be no cronie
but if I could be a carnie
maybe I could do a trick
black magick
yeah now I'm sick
fortune telling
I'll read your cards
figure out what makes you tick
what's written in the stars 
and if.. I had a crowbar

I might bust your door
never gonna stop
I'll settle the score
I will break in
steal everything again
even the ashes of ur dead..

I don't know why
but I wanna fly
I don't even really wanna testify 
I don't know why
I just wanna scatter 
everything 
and leave 

P3RS3PHØN3

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