Lenore 

Poison’s what we drink, 
and gas what we inhale 
Our life our jail, 
resuscitate the US 
that’s died in vain. 
Cry, shed tears goodbye. 
We’re born to die 
Dear me oh why? 
Why can’t our dreams 
converge with life 
to make this utopia come true? 
Deepest agony’s inflated 
Only privacy’s invaded 
Haunting thoughts portray 
the doom foreseen 
My please be kind 
to bring thy joy 
our souls are thirsty for 
Be kind to shut the door 
and please ignore the holes 

Chorus 
New blood 
will brake what now is 
Fake, fake, fake 
Sleeping 
we’re finally come to 
Wake, wake, wake 
Forever and more 
we’re not insecure 
Ugliness will get out of our way 
Pleased we will stay 
Choral 
Sad so sad, never glad, 
searching for miserable, 
waiting for the so called death// 
Fighting together 
for the sweet dream 
we’ll never be free 
Lusting the beauty we seek. 
Through all these years 
we’re drowned in tears 
By fear, by fear, 
by fear of death. 

Shadows follow light, 
the one that was so bright 
Incinerate the corps 
brought low by death 
with no breath left 
Antigoni: 
Deepest agony’s inflated 
Only privacy’s invaded 
Haunting thoughts 
portray the doom foreseen 
My please be kind to bring 
thy joy our souls are thirsty for 
Be kind to shut the door 
and please ignore the holes 
Poe: 
“Weep now or never more, see. 
On your drear and rigid bier low lies thy love, 
Lenore! Come! Let the burial rite be read, 
the funeral song be sung! 
An anthem for the queenliest dead 
that ever died so young. 
A dirge for her the doubly dead 
in that she died so young.” 
Chorus

Lenore

Walking down the road 
I meet familiar people 
I’m with my father 
He doesn’t look like him at all 
Suddenly I’m in a house I’ve never been before 
Some men start going after us, they’re chasing us 

RUN my darling, RUN as fast as you can 
If they catch us, they’re going to kill us both 

STOP! Running 
STOP! You’ll die anyway 

I mutely scream. Nobody can hear 
Lying on a lea. A bull’s eye in tears 
Riding an airplane. My mother’s insane. 

Go back to sleep 

Playgrounds have always looked so big 
When I was just a kid 
What am I still running from? 
Places and faces look darker 
My heart beats as fast as it can 

RUN my darling, RUN as fast as you can 
If they catch you, you will be caught dead 

STOP! Running 
STOP! You’ll die anyway 

I mutely scream. Nobody can hear 
Lying on a lea. A bull’s eye in tears 
Riding an airplane. My mother’s insane. 


Now I’m free. I’m falling from a balcony 

Cauldrons 
Spitting fire 
I opened my eyes for the first time 

Seconds like hours 
My voice has no power 
I’m falling from… my bed

Carbonated Lemonade

Chaos

It all started when 
the perfection was gone 
Routine forced its way 
into our communication 
So suddenly my prince 
pulled his mask aside 
That’s when it begun realization 
My stomach started twisting, 
I heard I wasn’t listening 
Another man beside me 
with full logic to confront me 

Chorus 
My mind was set 
I was easily impressed 
Overwhelmed 
by a new acquaintance 
His nature and mine 
were so hard to combine 
once more.. 

So I’ll watch what I expect from him 
‘Cause the surface may distract me 
One moment I may finally see 
that he’s not worth all my trouble 

We made no plans for creation, 
our thoughts filled just with ration 
That’s when I decide 
I want to freeze my mind 
And start over again 
my way of thinking 
My problem to conceive 
how their mind may work 
Makes it hard to believe 
they have feelings 
So I become immune, 
male gender seems so cruel 


Waiting for them to fail 
madness starts to prevail 

Chorus 

So watch what you expect from me 
‘Cause the surface may distract you 
One moment you may finally see 
that I’m not worth all your trouble 

I make no plans for creation, 
my thoughts filled with negation 
So I conclude to this phrase... 
Expectations lead to disappointment


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Expectations

Voices in my head all the time, 
Voices in my head all the time 
A drop in the sea, full of memories, 
nothing to hang onto. 
I am alerted, I am contented. 

Nanananana 
Voices in my head… 
Nanananana 
Voices in my 
Fear that their so bright fire 
will burn mine 
Such a victim 
Eyes on the floor 
won’t look again high 
Misery searching 
Her life a mess just one caress 
to bring her back 
but she’s fucked up. 

Chorus 
Faces coming In and out, 
all her life she’s down the spout 
‘Till one day she’s lost forever 
Because she gave but never got, 
always cared but they forgot 
Sooner or later she’d escape 
away from her cell 
She was never on the scene, 
getting fame wasn’t her dream 
Small things she could hang onto, 
he used to be place to resort to. 


She just wanted someone to trust, 
not just controlled by lust 

People called her in-sane. 
But she was, yes she was 
Sane enough to be objective 
plus an in- to be creative 

Her life a mess just one caress 
to bring her back, 
but she’s fucked up 

Chorus 

She was never on the scene, 
getting fame wasn’t her dream 
Small things she could hang onto, 
he used to be place to resort to.


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Internal Contrust

Get in our world and we’ll control 
reactions and your right 
to know more 
Work every day go home 
and stay inside your little shell. 
Sit down don’t react 
while we try to suck your blood. 
We’re the ones. Control your life, 
shut your mouth & beat your wife. 
Eat the mutant cucumber. 
From all that you got 
we take what we want 
a kick in the gut 
we’ll brake it all up 
and behold those 
that just wanna be free. 
I’m the master you’re the servant. 

Brick by brick reality 
unfolds in front of me 
stealing pieces of my innocence // 
(my world is shattering). 
The whole world against my entity, 
no sympathy no more. // 
(And I become a heartless soul) 

Chorus 
We fight our way 
we turn against 
what limits our minds. 
Walls around us 
built to be climbed. 
We’ll find the way 
to terminate the decayed living. 
Passiveness won’t be forgiven. 
Give out the best you got 
inside you. 
Take all the negative 
outside you. 
Go out and see what’s there, 
surrounds you everywhere. 
There’s people craving for what 
you got. Those who are willing 
to suck your blood. 
‘Cause being different’s a sin 
for them so we say: Open your mind and be auspicious don’t let your will succumb to these fools. 
We only live one life we shouldn’t smother it for people stupid enough to think that you’re the puppet, they hold the strings. 
‘Cause it’s a threat to them 
to understand beyond lies. 

Chorus 

We fight our way 
we turn against 
what limits our minds. 
Walls around us 
built to be climbed. 
We’ll find our way to 
blow away the chains 
that hold us. 
Open space 
our destination.


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Personal Reality

I can’t feel a thing 
I can’t feel my mind 
I can’t feel no time 
for the molecules that make 
just what you now see 
are the ones that make me 
make me still exist 
‘Cause I can’t, I can’t feel no pain. 
I can’t feel my heart 
I can’t feel the truth 
my brain starts to crack 
When I realize I really 
cannot perceive I exist 
And the reason I live 
So please let me be you 
cause being myself 
is more than my mind 
can comprehend 

Chorus 
Have you ever felt 
like you’re made out of sand 
and when the glass 
you’re contained 
will explode, 
then you will be spilled 
in your house, on the road 
But you’re just an idea 
that will soon be forgot 
and the people you love 
and the people that shine 
they will shut down their eyes


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Exist

I’m feeling alone and oh so helpless. 
No problems but I’m so close 
to madness. 
I’m so alone 

As a child I didn’ t have a choice. 
With rugs and ropes I made my toys 

I hate my life, I hate myself 
and everybody else. 
I am so weak 
I’ll smoke until there’s no air 
left to breath 

You waste your time weeping alone. 
Your life‘s ahead in every dawn 

I have been through war 
hunger and disease 
Sleeping without heat 
I felt like I was gonna freeze 

Life is so rough that’s, 
what makes you tough 

I hate my life, I hate myself 
and everybody else 

Clear out your head 
good things lie ahead 

Have you ever felt like a stranger 
in your own hometown? 
I felt like I was gonna drown 

Life is so rough 
that’s what makes you tough

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Asia (E) Minor

Men to die in vain and apathy 
Ruled by men who know no empathy x2 

Resemble to rats we have all become nuts 
And we’re sitting reminiscing 
Of the glorious days before the dawn of our plaques 
Now we’re sitting on a globe where there’s 
"Sex and Death and Human crime 
In Monochrome 
For one thin dime"* 
All corrupted souls 
In pervaded bodies 
With laboratory substances 
Can’t we come out from this 
Wait,there’s a hope that reminds of us all 
To simply 
(Remember Remember 
The fifth of November 
the gunpowder treason and plot. 
I see of no reason why the gunpowder treason 
Should ever be forgot).-by Guy Fawkes 


In the tunnel of life 
We can still find a light 
To stare and to follow 
Bulging eyes try to see 
The lost love and faded glee 
But what hides behind them simply is 
Fear and Fraud in Everyone’s soul 
Resulting from the ‘Big’ Ones 
Moments with people was a reason to live 
But now isolation is turning us into beasts 
Yes, there are actions 
That pull our strings and tell us 
Remember… 


It’s not just a rime 
But it is a hope 

Inner hope 
Inner strength 
Will get us ahead 
Not just wait 
For a man 
To rule this land 
On our own 
Not alone 
Remember the past 
On our own 
not alone 
we’ ll finally cast away.. 
Remember… 
Its not just a rime …. 
Remember…. 

*copyright Alan Moore, V for Vendetta

from Carbonated Lemonade, track released March 21, 2014 license
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Remember

Dreams that want 
to be fulfilled, 
Needs that don’t know 
where they lead. 
Will my deeds 
satisfy my needs? 
Do I have the knack 
not to depend on luck? 

It doesn’t suffice to recognize 
the power of the ideal in you 
You have to learn to actualize it 
Your eyes will show limitations 
let your brain lead 
You may feel lost, 
concentration 
is what you need. 

Chorus 
Overcome space 
and all you’re left is Here 
Overcome time 
and all you’re left is Now* 
Start from higher, 
fall above the sea 
Reach new levels, 
nothing can stop me 

It doesn’t suffice to recognize 
the power of the ideal in you 
You have to learn to actualize it. 
Your eyes will show limitations, 
look with your understanding 

Chorus 

It doesn’t suffice to recognize 
the power of the ideal in you 
You have to learn to actualize it 
Your eyes will show limitation, 
look with your understanding 
You may feel lost, 
concentration 
is what you need. 

Boredom, fear and anger, 
it’s getting hard 
for me to breathe 
Didn’t believe 
in myself for so long. 
All I’m left with to live. 

Now I have the knack 
not to depend on luck


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Seagull

Hey little traveller the road is long 
and who knows where the end is 
Far far away from home you are 
alone 10.000 days 
You packed your dreams 
upon a bike 
to cycle the circle of life 
From nowhere to somewhere 
you try to find yourself 
through storm and rain 
I’m on my way 
and the road is my home, 
everyday 

I see the storm 
I don’t know what comes next, 
but I’ll stay strong 

Head towards the sun 
through happiness and loneliness 
I’ll go where time leads me. 
Experiences feed me 
Looking back 
will just mislead me 

Truth is my road 
has many crossroads. 
No signs, big holes 
Truth is it’s always hard 
to keep my orientation 
So traveling’s 
the hardest thing to do, 
with the hurdles 
and the troubles 
life gives you 
The mountain’s high 
the sun is low. 
After the storm a rainbow 
I’ll keep on cycling till it’s dark, 
I’ll keep on waiting for a spark 

The mountain’s high 
the sun is low. 
After the storm a rainbow 
I’ll keep on cycling till it’s dark, 
I’ll keep on waiting for a spark 

I’m on my way. 
But I’m afraid 
Then I feel safe. 
I’ll always be a traveler... 
Life’s a journey and the road 
will always be my home
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