prod @decago + @1rokit

i miss making music
thanks @fabs4k for finding the cover art

lyrics:

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

say what you want, i wont give you it back now
the letter in my house now
you wanted me to change how i felt
i wont do this with you
its all no use
we're crashing our heads against the wall again and again
im seeing the end
no place for us would prevent this from happening
im falling down
girl, i cant think
face to the ground
lost everything i had to begin with
when i think i just want to end this
end this all

when i saw
what you said
it took a second for me to even address
every flaw
in duress
you pointed out and left us in this mess

you pointed out and left us in this mess
yeah you left us in this mess

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

twist your knife into my side

twist your knife into my side (decago + 1rokit)

cirrus

Skyfall.

full cuz some ppl liked this beat

@bobbykyho @rewind214

all the words (+rewind)

Anotha one ft @1crusafix
prod @noraware @advxrse

on my back - Ft. Twin

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/track/5guLDKC32GRVJWMDytFq3t?si=2ec32baf918a4187
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hey everyone, i'm happy you're taking the time to read this rn <3 i've been needing a place to talk about some things, and i thought a song like this would be perfect .. so ..

back in late 2023, when i started making music with my voice (i've been making music since like 2021 LOL..), i was a completely different person compared to who i am now. i was so terrified of publishing my first song. i almost deleted it and gave up on my voice the morning after. i'm so, so glad i didn't though. am i happier today? i think so? to be honest, i'm not completely sure, but i'm okay with that. let's just see what the future of my music sounds like~ ty for listening btw, it's always been you hit 200 plays the other night which is the most i've had here.. i truly appreciate it..

i've always been a shy/socially anxious boy. in elementary school i always got sick before school. my math teacher was the worst.. LOL. so condescending to little kids.. that must be a sad existence. but i get it. being a teacher has to be a hard job. dealing with other ppls kids nearly everyday, teaching them things you're not even passionate about. all while barely being paid a livable wage. that's the worst. .. but why take that out on me..?

back in middle school i was paired with these two girls in my class for one of those valentines day activities. randomly they told me they both liked me. i had a huge crush on one of them too LOL. i kinda just. didn't know how to react and pretended not to hear them. i still think about it to this day. i hope they're doing okay ;

back in 2020, with the lockdown and everything, i think that was the straw that broke the camels back. by 2021, i wasn't talking to anyone in person that wasn't family. if i'm being honest, it's still that way today. i don't have many irl friends. even the ppl at my school are too different. . or maybe i'm just overthinking it? am i sabotaging myself..?? .. no.. i for sure wouldn't get along with them ..

to be honest, i'm terrified of growing up. i'll be graduating high school scarily soon, and i feel so lost. do i go to college ? trade school ?? should i just go straight into working? no .. i don't want to disappoint my parents .. college is mandatory .. but it's so expensive! ., and degrees are barely worth anything these days because everything is so oversaturated .. but it's so valuable socially ..  but..

should i even be sharing this here? it's not very safe to be so open online to strangers like this .. it's kind of embarrassing too ..

waaah..! enough of scary real life stuff.. what are your favorite games?! my all time favorite is lies of p.. it's so amazing. if you like action rpgs please please play it !! i've beaten it about 6 times, and i still can't get enough .. the story, the world, the gameplay.. it's like a game specifically made just for me ..

what type of music do you like? ..this song maybe?? LOL. lately, i've been listening to a lot of febuary, key vs. locket, and back number. you should give those a listen .. i don't mean to dwell, but lies of p also has an amazing soundtrack..! seriously, go listen to the clear blue sky. it will change your life ..

ty for reading this jumbled mess .. i just felt like typing all of this out somewhere without burdening anybody .. ily ..

yearning in f# major

everytimewetouch

Rift makes a powerful return on Dispatch Limited with the Black & Gold EP, a five-track collection that marks a fresh chapter in his sound. After stepping back from production to reset his creative direction, Rift channels a rawer approach, drawing on the influence of early 2000s drum & bass while weaving in the tense, atmospheric qualities of cinematic scores. The result is an EP that feels both stripped-back and expansive, balancing heavy pressure with eerie, suspenseful sound design.

The project is also shaped by visual art. The title track, “Black & Gold,” was the first piece written for the EP, sparked by inspiration from Bill Elis’ artwork. The visual tone of his work set the foundation not only for the track itself but also for the identity of the full release.

Across the EP, Rift explores themes of unease and intensity. From the brooding atmospheres of “Teardrops” and “Paralysed” to the rolling momentum of “Tremors” and “Sinners,” the journey culminates in the title track’s stark and cinematic presence. Each cut feels deliberately crafted, reflecting both a reverence for drum & bass history and a forward-focused creative vision.

The Black & Gold EP has already gained strong support across the scene, with Philth playing a central role in championing the tracks both in sets and during the production process. Additional support has come from Enta and Cause4Concern, underlining the impact of Rift’s return.

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