https://open.spotify.com/track/4RD20cyoBJfqF3EUsxySek?si=8397d5a0d2c740fc

smokin tht strong but i aint feelin #sick :P
+ @fijimar

produced by brux, nema & spikka
mixed & mastered by me & fiji

#sick + fijimar  (nema brux spikka)

~~~Lyrics~~~
Heart so fast that it's beating out my chest
I don't know what to do, do my eyes say the rest?

Look up, look down, I don't know what you see
Breath in, breath out, I don't know what to do be

And I don't know, and I want to show
everybody, everything that I don't know

I'm an image, just a figment of your fantasy
If I don't talk right, what's the point of me?

Please go and judge me,
it makes it so easy

It's a cold and windy night
hair everywhere
Hands locked in
It's beautiful when you stare

Did you know you sweat when you don't know what to say?
I said, I don't care, I do the same

Then I woke up, hand full of my hair
Pillow wet, I just stare

Heart so fast that it's beating out my chest
I don't know what to do, do my eyes say the rest?

(chains)
I do what you say for you
even if we live long

same thing goes for you
when your feelin alive

oh here we go again
I just feel alone again

molly mixed with acid
baby I just almost died again

toxic, yet im so up
bitch im toxic

last a while
so sad when u lost it

oh my god
i get money
what you want

dancing in the iris of someone's eyes (feat. chains x prod. jayysoul)

back2winter :\  [kayomi ziplocker]

Time To Go [xanify]

remove my skin (wintertears)

look in2 my eyes n say u'll kill 4 me fr i js put a pill inside my cup ima keep it #real
i get lost get my feelings mixed up i do drugs when im not sure how i shld feel
iwish it was perfect but its not ya im well aware i got liquid thc chillin ina beer
i get high when i think abt last yr i got scars on my arm ya frm last yr
i get rly numb it get hard 2 shed a tear i got xanax in my cup make it hrd 2 feel
ik tht ur fed up ik tht im hrd 2 trust
off the shrooms its me & u 
ur the only 1 i want

last yr

last yr (silver+flipmakesbeats)

waiting for the sun to rise
and i swear to god i won’t be so long gone this time
watch as i fade, underestimated the showings of your pain
and i know im wrong, a miscalculation, written between lines

and i know i said im not who i once was
but that doesn't change the way that we fell out

just take it all back, restart tomorrow 
im not perfect but i swear ill always try
as you lay with me on the side of my bed, something isn’t right
have i fucked it up for good, is there no coming back this time?

i guess you tried to talk i wasn’t listening
and i guess that i got tired of your dogwhistling
i make steps towards some progress 
just to end up in the same position 
nothing that I do amounts to much

(i guess im thinking all about it)

lying on the floor feeling so dysphoric 
can’t think about your pain but is still important 
double triple texting that your still important 
reminded that im wasting time, so poignant 
im basing, emotions in my hatred 
bottles on my nightstand
talking loud with my hands (sorry)
vyvance, hyperfocus, i can’t sleep 
i said something you will hold til im deceased (fuck)


prod. king theta

maybe the skeletons in our closet just need some acceptance

prod: https://soundcloud.com/enwymansion & https://soundcloud.com/erdo
feat: https://soundcloud.com/1mint

lyrics!
[seeyabu]
yeah fuck all of this shit yeah
idgaf but now
hole in my head this shit sucks 
there was never fuckin "us" (2x)
fog dispelling who we are
there was secret that i hide
lucid dreams and nightmare times
sacred place where can i hide

yeah fuck all of this shit yeah
idgaf but now
hole in my head this shit sucks 
there was never fuckin "us"
but we tried fighting for our lifes
run from town to leave the past
i had nothing to care about
u was only one in my life
i remember how u cried
my semi-auto shoots in blind
load new mag, hands all in blood 
i still dream that we'll be fine
vitals bleed, hope i don't die
i don't wanna let u down
trust to me is ur decide
i want to save ur fuckin life
(yeah, ur life)
(save ur life)

[1mint]
don't have them yet:(

who we are +1mint (enwy mansion & erdo)

Paranoid Karma

swervin in and out of my fucking lane
taking pills w my soda cause i feel insane 
its knda fun livng life when no one knows your name 
cause when u die everythng goes on just the same

got it burnt nto my braiin like a tatoo 
i did everythng i could cause i have to
part of me wishes that i never met u 
part of me wishes that i could forget you 
but its all the same

sleep all damn day just to numb the paiin 
feel just liike shiit all fucking day
jusst sleep restart like yesterday 

ill take iit off the shelf just to have it
everybody leaviing me behiind and i dont get it 
they dont wanna talk to me because i just dont fiit n 
at all

I been drinkiing hella liquor to get sicker
droppiin in the pills n my driink get thicker 
i dont give a fuck abt u or ur mister 
hhh

swervin in and out of my fucking lane
taking pills w my soda cause i feel insane 
its knda fun livng life when no one knows your name 
cause when u die everythng goes on just the same

got it burnt nto my braiin like a tatoo 
i did everythng i could cause i have to
part of me wishes that i never met u 
part of me wishes that i could forget you 
but its all the same

sleep all damn day just to numb the paiin 
feel just liike shiit all fucking day
jusst sleep restart like yesterday 

ill take iit off the shelf just to have it
everybody leaviing me behiind and i dont get it 
they dont wanna talk to me because i just dont fiit n 
at all

I feel insane (prod. sunrisess x pitfall)

https://soundcloud.com/lilyintheforest
https://soundcloud.com/somany_questions
https://soundcloud.com/riversedge001



lyric 4 my part 


babe whatchu say 
sorry couldnt hear a thing, gas deafening 
crystal mdma in my lemonade 
start to remind me when i felt everything 

baby i just need u bad & im sorry 
can u extend a hand n recharge me
if u stay w me now then i swear that 
ill never let u hit the ground when ur falling 
i know u dont deserve this 
i know i dont deserve u 
when im off the potent 
only thing i cant forgets u

maybe the skeletons in our closet just need some acceptance

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