Songs I wanna kill myself too

from https://soundcloud.com/ihatemylife59/angelus-fr

player two feat ericdoa, lei, zee, ch2rms, blackwinterwells, exodus1900

@co-opp
@ericdoa
@lei
@teejayx6stolemyjob
@deathcharms
@blackwinterwells
@exodus1900

co-op ~ player two ft ericdoa lei zee ch2rms blackwinterwells exodus1900 (prod ericdoa & wells)

prod @fantom-instrumentals

@chanelfather

*LYRICS*

i see you every time i close my eyes
when you walked out through that door i swore that i would do just fine
im alone why the fuck would i lie to myself
shit im back on the pills i dont care bout my health
fuck it all
all these damn drugs make me go wild

shit there aint no way im ever gon let go
ima love you till i die i just want you to know
wish i knew why you keep tryna close the door on me

nothings been the same since youve been gone
shit i havent felt love in so damn long
what you want me to say girl i was wrong
if i could turn back time id change it all
in all my dreams i hear you call
last time i smiled i cant recall
big ass gunblade feel like squall

wish you wasnt so stubborn and youd listen to me
been real fucked up i dont want you to see this
flex through the pain so im steppin through neiman's
been thru shit that they dont know
next year im goin coast to coast
without you im gon do the most
to get you back here by my side

shit there aint no way im ever gon let go
ima love you till i die i just want you to know
wish i knew why you keep tryna close the door on me

shit there aint no way im ever gon let go
ima love you till i die i just want you to know
wish i knew why you keep tryna close the door on me

sappy song 2

@fvtl + @chanelfather + @caponeti + @prod_pk 

LYRICS: 

[Chorus]
im just tryna find you 
you just try to next me 
cant put it behind you 
really was my bestie 
i was feeling fine till
you tried to finesse me
you just try to best me 
try to collect me   
                                    (x2)

[Verse 1: fvtal]
red hair
same colour as her necklace
got em talking shit
but that shit does not effect us
yeah they so shocked
fvtal up next
leave the people breathless
no one do it like him, yeah "baby you so reckless"
oh no 
back on my bullshit 
here we go
can't keep up cos they speak so slow
hit him with precision i don't need no scope
they copying me and they copy my flow

[Verse 2: riptony]
i stopped trying to make all these songs 
i just let it go 
i was just tryna right all my wrongs 
you said no
i stopped trying to get all along 
i hope you know
cuz i know you low
tryna come and go 
i wont say yes please just say less 
i been feeling a way but i guess ill digress
i been chilling today got it off of my chest 
i made a killing today lot for you to digest 

[Chorus]
im just tryna find you 
you just try to next me 
cant put it behind you 
really was my bestie 
i was feeling fine till
you tried to finesse me
you just try to best me 
try to collect me   
                                    (x2)

[Verse 3: chanelfather]
bitch watch what u say now pls do not upset me
ridin round in a rolls im wit my shoota thats my bestie
i kant fukk yo hoe again cuz that shit way 2 nasty
boy pls do not test me
all god do is bless me
run up on ya boy he get shot right in tha head
u kno we not finna speak unless u talkin bout that bread
wait i think we got more guns than we need
im gon order 2 more glicks im on a proxy they kant see

[Verse 4: caponeti]
hop out of that bitch and then we zoom (okay)
i told that bitch move out the veh i need some room
pussy if you got a problem you can come and make a hit on me
he wanna talk he could get popped just like a zit on me
put my foot up on they neck like bitch im gone
keep a eye up put my name up on the board it wont be long
i see they thought that it was over they was wrong
he was hurting just a week ago he want me on his song

[Chorus]
im just tryna find you 
you just try to next me 
cant put it behind you 
really was my bestie 
i was feeling fine till
you tried to finesse me
you just try to best me 
try to collect me   
                                    (x2)

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Lana prod by jussol

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

im fucking pissed off lol (in the style of 1:00 AM by p4rkr) (blackwinterwells)

himynameisdante +kaktus

anxious (p. victxrw)

prod lei
my insta: www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction
yeah its hard for me to fall in love, if there is love at all
and i keep screaming out but no one ever hears me thru these walls
and i tried, im trying to love but i dont wanna fall
if i put my problems under me i would be 8ft tall

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

what scares me
what scares me
what scares me
is losing you
is losing her
i wanna die oh im way to hurt
its getting worst getting worst
i feel like im against the world
blood all on my shirt
i want u to be my girl
whatever 

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction

problems

spotify

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and i said ima be fine
i told her "no one else can have u" im just crazy bout mine
they used to hate on me now i got labels blowing my line
and keep my name out ur mouth cause u obsessed wit mine
stepping over cracks on the pavement
if u didnt love me just let me know why would u say it
oh i hate waiting im so impatient
get lost in ur eyes i forgot what u were saying

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

ive been feeling down yea
she dont even want me
havent been around yea
but i aint gonna sweat it
put a cross in my ear and my necklace
and if that boy wanted some smoke ill leave him headless
and when i said i love u yea i really meant it
but i know u dont love me yea we just pretending
and i dont wanna live like this
cause the way i can feel is the cuts on my wrist
and i miss her
i just wanna cry when i look at her pictures
and i hate myself i wont look at the mirror
im a dumb kid yea im just a singer
and i do nothing she said im a sinner

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

bestie

dante red - Suekey #ReplyGuysss (polar333 + wubz) (odece)

[@lei + @ria_chuelo + @pandimoosic]

i swear no one's finna get me
had to get myself up
cause no one's finna help me
i just gotta play wit the cards that they tell me
yea i gotta stop staying up it's not healthy

and all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieve

im posted up
im in the cut

there's so much pressure on my shoulders
ive been outta luck
and screw u's what i told her
i gotta keep it a buck
and i just been thru the mud
and she been asking how i feel
being this cool sucks if i gotta keep it real
we shooting clips like its film
cause my life's like a movie
and that's just how i feel
like everyday is a new scene

if u get me
dont test me im totin real heavy
i listened to my heart and this is where it led me
and i said ima be forever dont forget me

i swear no one's finna get me
had to get myself up
cause no one's finna help me
i just gotta play wit the cards that they tell me
yea i gotta stop staying up it's not healthy

*3, 2, 1*

im posted up im in the cut wit all my goons
you keep talking like u bout but i know u aint gon shoot
u aint a threat here, now tell me whatchu finna do
and shawty gon hit my phone cause she said that im cute

im posted up
im in the cut

and all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieveand all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieve

whatiswrongwithme?

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