Produced by:
https://soundcloud.com/punkworldthreat/
https://soundcloud.com/okmax

Don't give me a reason 😔

Intervention

Shoutout terror:
https://soundcloud.com/1nonly_terror
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6i0tUdRhPe5aFpeYfRmdYP?si=8wI8EyWlS2iAd4RZODch8w
Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/prodjayysoul

The First Page w/ 1nonly_terror (jayysoul)

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/rainn_god

Lyrics:
I could try my best but I’ll lose focus
Girl I see your hand but can I hold it
Staring at your face I think your perfect
Need an answer girl I need your verdict
Wish we could lock eyes but mine averted
I don’t need to wait girl I really know your worth it
Wish you would just tell me what my worth is
Give it to me straight you can say if I’m a burden
Don’t take my heart and leave me hurtin
Why you fuck me up you’re in my head just like a surgeon
Let you preach just like a sermon
You ain’t on my side think you need a conversion 
All that live that I exerted
Just to find it was worthless
Baby now you got me hurtin
And my love you can’t return it
Left my heart inside the garden
Wish that you were here but I know that you departed
Took my heart and put a scar in
She just tore me down now my days will start to darken
I feel better when the suns down
Don’t know how to spend my time when I know you don’t come around
Wish I knew when I should back down
Doin drugs cus that’s the only time I’m having fun now
My conditions always worsen
Even after this baby your my favorite person
You can see my heart baby you can see that it hurtin
Help it heal with the bourbon 
And I know nothings certain
But I’m praying to the stars that I do not stay this person
Wanna ask if it was worth it
I’ve been closing all the curtains

Eyes averted (prod. rainn god)

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/friendly
Lyrics: 
Dont do love cus it always make my heart break
I don't tell you but you tend to make my heart ache
Dont take my world and put me through another change
Think about you all the time so say your here to stay
Please don't go away
If you don't wan talk right now I'll still be here another day
But I wish I could ask you what your plans are every single day
I wish I could be honest but I think that youd be scared away
I don't really understand the expectations
Sick of losing patience
I cant really take this
Can you say if im mistaken
I just wanna understand the part I should be playin
Wish I could explain the feelings in formation
Its a combination
You swamp me with sensations
Maybe we could be each other's motivation
Your so perfect like your fabricated
Watchin how you move and making observations
You know you look good without the decoration
We can still have fun without the conversation
But I love the conversation
Girl youve got no limitations
Think you gave a hint but I can't take it
I just wanna learn all your fixations
When you want me heres your invitation
Dont do love cus it always makes my heart break
I won't tell you but you tend to make my heart ache
Dont take my world and put me through another change
Think about you all the time so say your here to stay
Please dont go away

Another Change (friendly)

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/5is x https://soundcloud.com/prodmamoru

I wnt let u stop it w/ haunted_sad

prod: wasterr (https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr)

Lyrics:
Never in the current moment always in my head
I feel tired but I don't think I can go to bed
Need to hear your voice just so I can get some rest
Lately Ive been thinking that I might be better dead

I stay up and I think of what you said
Then I listen as you say all that to them too
Reap rewards of all these choices I regret
Make a promise can you tell me itll end soon
But fuck I still don't wanna miss you
Got so many problems feel them fading when I kiss you
I still love you thats the issue
Feel my stomach turning when I realize I'm not with you

No matter how we work this out it's still gon hurt me
Tell me if it hurts you
Loving without being in your mind must be a virtue
Sorry if I did but girl I promise that I didn't mean to hurt you

It's kinda hard for me your still my only friend
Tell me to stay here youll leave me by the end
Can't keep leaning on these things that I depend
Say I'm fine but you know its just pretend

Wanna cry but what's the point if you won't know
I just wish I had some places I could go
I'm to blame it's my own fault that I'm alone
I just wish that they had love that they could show

still dont want to miss u

prod: https://soundcloud.com/lullaby
cover by vinne.art on insta

lyrics:
everyday im waiting, when will it end
I just wanna feel ur love but i dont wanna fall again
if I gave you my all would you reciprocate
cant say things I wanna say so ig ill just stall again
if I had no legs than I would crawl 2 you
ruining myself because im hoping that ur something new
every time I feel ur touch feel something move
wonder if I brought it up youd tell me that you feel it too

I dont wanna fall in love so why I care you feel the same
if u saw me falling down wld u come 2 my aid?
wanna ask again but im scared that ill push you far away
know you said you would but find it hard to believe that youll stay
wont you cut me up, girl i think you look cuter with a blade 🗡
u can tear me down, theres nothing here that you could ever save
know u think I will but even if u hurt me I wont change
blood drips down need to clean my carpet cus im leaving stains

its hard on me so why doesnt it bother you?
wish I wasnt so afraid to do something like call on you
and its so melancholy when u call on me
things i wanna do with you but I cant do them through a screen
I keep making dumb decisions with no save state
every time I have you here I feel like your my safe place
ig ill stay content until im replaced
cracking under pressure girl im leaking til i deflate

care.

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