WRATH

Gemini Split

FLOWERS

Made From Windows

TEACH

Default Days (ft. OKnice)

The House You're Raised In

The Park

Sisterwraith

But I Can Carry You

Not Tunneled

a song about being visited by Death, Pt I

Stay strong
lyrics
If I scream into these sheets when I’m alone
Does it make some kind of sound
With no one here to hear it tearing through my throat

If I raise my eyes to see a silken robe
As dark as starless night
Do I still have a say in when it's time to go

I just can’t care anymore

Should my footsteps fall without pause towards the end
How sufficient was my love
More or less than final words between two friends

“You are a home to me” is what you always said
So in this quiet, empty place
All I can ask is if I stopped giving you that

Sorry I’m so absent
I’m just so scared anymore
Feels like someone’s going to pull the fucking floor
Sorry I’m so quiet
I just can’t talk anymore
Every word drives the blade deeper than before
I’ve been so scared of failing
I just can’t care anymore

There is a point at which sleep is more for shelter than rest
I cannot speak any healing, pummeled and out of breath
I cannot make you believe that I love you to death
I cannot spread any hope if I don't have any left

Light bursts from the side when my hand stings my face
And it doesn't chase the darkness I've created away
And it doesn't change the way you will remember my name
I fucking promise it's me, I fucking swear I'm the same
Sat reclined, driver’s side, and the rain understood
I can’t be rid of my bad, I can’t be rid of my good
I cannot choose which parts of me are misunderstood
I can choose which parts of me die underfoot, yeah
credits
released January 20, 2023
Produced and recorded by Bailey Sullivan / Careful Gaze
Mixed and mastered by Will Yip
Artwork by Alexis Politz

Silken Robe

Emerald Light

we don't get a lot of things to really care about

Run this shit

Stop by, couldn't bear just to pass through
Pay respects at the base of a statue 
Baby Jesus, covered in tattoos
Crucified on a cross made of jackfruit 
Lamb's blood on a canvas sign:
"Here lies our Next-Gen Christ
Couldn't make it through the Big City Pride
Struck down by queer love and human rights"

You mean to tell me that it's not enough to exist?
That you actually want to live?
You want a body that works till the end?
You ask an awful lot

Death! 
You're so much stronger than I took you for
Your sting lasts longer than we've time off for
All the reasons that I loved you for
Are the reasons that I fucking hate you

Oh my god
I think I need to lie down 
(Say your fucking prayers now)
See I’ve been losing blood for years now
Nailed to my Father's House 

Stop by, couldn't bear to just pass through
12am at the base of a statue
Clean-cut 
Fuck dirty badge wearing frat brutes

Lies unaccounted for
We dying in this comatose 

Mid class - cut like a fade, now only two poles
Innocence not in her eyes
Big city, small world
Sympathy gets penalized 
And the word unfollowed
In abyss, can't see in front
Took alive, been swallowed

Fuck every existence you came with 
We are all baptized in the same shit
We all walk roads paved by their slit wrists
We are all bled out through the same sieve
Fuck this
We know not what we do, huh

JACKFRUIT

Eliminate bigotry 

Eliminate unnecessary labels 

Your hatred won't be tolerated
credits
released May 10, 2019 

Music written by Gabe Reasoner, Preston West, Aslan Denbow, and Jason Neymeyer. 

Lyrics written by Gabe Reasoner. 

Recorded December 2018 - January 2019, Engineered by Samuel Howell - Sunken City Records - Minneapolis, MN. 

Mixed by Roger Camero at Bright Lights - Santa Ana, CA. 

Mastered by Paul Miner at Buzzbomb Studios - Orange, CA. 

Artwork by Gabriel Avram (@galaxigabriel) - Rome, Italy 

Careful Gaze is: 

Gabe Reasoner - Vocals / Bass / Synth 

Preston West - Guitar / Vocals 

Aslan Denbow - Guitar / Bass 

Jason Neymeyer - Drums

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