lyrics:

I don’t know what u want me to say to u 
its been a while since i’ve studied your lines
and i don’t know what you think you can take from me
the heartache has scabbed but it spoiled my mind
and it’s been so long since we drank from the same wine

i’m a little older now than i once was
thought wisdom would show up and meet me here
been holding my breath to wait for the next thing
my hands are empty and my conscience is clear
and it’s been so long since i let u back here

i think i just might let it happen 
my judgement is bad, my self controls worse
i think i just might let it happen 
i like the way u make it hurt
so i’ll be the one with the shovel when we’re dead in the dirt

thought i was smart until u pulled up in ur car
full moon was a warning that i shouldn’t have come
but i’ll ignore every sign just to watch u keep driving
and i’ll end up alone when the night is done 

it’ll kill me tomorrow but at least it was fun

i think i just might let it happen 
my judgement is bad, my self controls worse
i think i just might let it happen 
i like the way u make it hurt
so i’ll be the one with the shovel when we’re dead in the dirt

and i know there is no hope
rotten to ur bones
but u can take me home 

i think i just might let it happen 
your intentions are bad, being alone is worse
i think i just might let it happen 
i like the way u make it hurt
so i’ll be the one with the shovel when we’re dead in the dirt

careuhlillian