wanting, becoming, being 

smooth paranormal hip hop/R&B ghostful blend

written & recorded by DEARCL January-March 2025
Engineered by DEARCL February-March 2025
feat. fijiplus

Production by: Sam Calisto, 123ace321, hrvtzlab, prod by blu, beatsbyvsh

Ghoul

Written, Recorded, & Engineered by DEARCL 
Featuring fijiplus
November 2024-January 2025
Prod by. Loestro, Lyko Beats, Eureka Beats, beatsbyvsh, gonzoondabeat

Recorded in Outer space, Pianta Village, Santa's Village, Gary Indiana, MIT Lincoln Lab, Ghost Medieval Europe, Happy Haunted Homes Realty, The Stairwell, Aether

Engineered by My spirit team, Hermes the Misfit Elf, Pianta Mayor, Margaret Hamilton, Zaphod Beeblebrox, Mortimer the village seer, Flower Shop Lady, Worried realtor who was in a rush and didn't give me their name, the nice ghost in the stairwell, and others like DEARCL

12,000 bc - 2025 A.D. 

Feat. fijiplus
Produced by: Loestro, lyko beats, Eureka beats, beatsbyvsh, beats by beats, gonzoonthebeat, producer beats

special thanks to god & VMG
linktr.ee/dearcl113 
soundcloud.com/vampiremoneygang 


Part 3 of the Light Trilogy

Narrative: DEARCL finds happiness again after slaying internal demons, and chooses to come back to life while meeting a special ghost woman.

The Long Dark ends for a brighter day.

The Long Dark

https://linktr.ee/dearcl113 

[DEARCL]
growing old, tryna hear your voice up on my telephone,
I can't call you back, hell nah I won't play that role, 
Now i'm back home man I don't really fucking know
(man I don't fucking know)
I just checked my phone, tell you I don't need you but you in my bones,
You won't give it up why you always keep it close to soul,
Imagine what it'd be like if you ever really let it go, 
I've been acting reckless I really might...

(Raveitup TAE) 4 Thxs Bxd Bxtch feat. DEARCL

Westwood Girl prod. Isaac

[lyrics]
I can't even talk to you, treat me like it's hate
When we had another fight, why you kick me out of the place
It be getting dark now, it be getting late 
It's been like this for my whole life, this feel like a trait 

How my mom she see my dad in me so she don't like my face
I've been tryna fix my home life, wondering what it'd take
I've been tryna find a family in women that I date
It's like no one's understanding me I'm searching for a place. 

Is he like that cause he with you?
He try hard to be that guy 
I feel like he never like me I can see it in his eyes
All my actions not important and I never got the why 
You can't act like you support this cause you fighting all the time 

I can't talk about it, i've been tryna grow on up
I've been trying to see my dreams and I feel like this slow me up 
You've been mad at me my whole life when you gonna let it go?
Trying to punish me for something that is out of my control.

mom prod. LuvMarlos

Performed by: DEARCL & Rave it up Taee
Recorded in 2024 in Grand Rapids Michigan & Exeter, RI 
Engineered by Casey Lamont August 2024 

Produced by BeatzbyJzon

I've been tryna get it, I'm around on the low now 
Do you give me credit, 
in your sound, 
in your whole now 
Don't know where I'm headed
I'm around on the low now.
I've been tryna get it 
I'm around when I show out 

I can't really sweat it, it's a sound I don't know now
I've been tryna get it, I'm around when I show out
Riding round the town did the sound make me go out
I'mma show the way until I stall apart & fall down 

You can have the day, I'll have the night for the show-down
See my name in lights... That's alright, I don't know now 
I don't feel alright, got my life, sorta closed off
I don't feel the hype
What is right
I don't know y'all 

I've been coming round for awhile in the real time 
Keep you out my sound cause my style doesn't feel mine 
Living life without, I'm alone where the fear lies
Catch me up at home, rolling bones
I don't feel fine

Did you give it up cause the feeling never sit right
Used to call it love, doesn't even feel like real life 
It was a mistake, I could tell you what it feel like 
It was a mistake, I could tell you what it feel like 

I've been tryna get it 
I'm around on the low now 
Do you give me credit
In your sound
In your whole now
Don't know where I'm headed (I'm around on the low now)
I've been tryna get it (I'm around when I show out)
I've been tryna get it (I'm around on the low now)
Do you give me credit (in your sound, in your whole now)
Don't know where I'm headed, I'm around on the low now, 
I've been tryna get it, I'm around when I show out

[Rave it up Taee]

Okay its time that we get it right this time
I dont really wanna fight this time 
Where the blunt at?

You make me wanna turn up to a hunned 
Its friday night so im driving round town
I might hit the country road and light up a oz
Or have a bonfire light up some pounds

Don’t wanna have to do drugs to have fun now
Sober nights clear headed, okay i get it girl
You doin better everyday now
Anyways i know i can do better so i really aint phased nah, girl

Im just rolling with the guys right now 
With the boys we aint pickin no sides right now
Trynna do better and get money aye 
Need an umbrella here, for all the rain

Fall Down ft. Rave it up Tae (2024)

https://linktr.ee/dearcl113 

prod. (contact me if you see this)

I've been on my own (wait)
Time to do my dance like
Chilling on my own
I've been at a different stance like
Searching for a home
But I know it's in your hands, like
Your soul's up in my bones
I can't run away again like...

You be with somebody but it's not another man
I've been fucking with some others
When I see them it's like damn
I've been learning bout you lately for some things to understand
I've been reaching out to you in space
like you should take my hand...

We should fly up on my rocketship and not see Earth again
I've been working on what's toxic so I'm not that shit again
I've been turning into opposites but nothing's gone to plan
I don't want all your attention
I don't want to be the man
I just want to see your name up in my inbox understand
I've been lately so obsessed
It's a fantasy I planned
I don't feel you in the air cause that's all up in my head
I've been ghosting everybody cause I'm feeling like I'm dead

I've been never making music that was ever meant for me
I've been sketching out my history to lose my memories,
shit
who am I to judge, what I lost potentially,
when like, really all I know
Is you never mention me

How like I've been on my own
Yeah it's time to do my dance right

You're In My Bones

VMG RELEASE - Volume three October 30th 
DEARCL RELEASE - Manic all the time September 30th

DEARCL 👻: https://linktr.ee/dearcl113 
VMG 🧛: https://soundcloud.com/vampiremoneygang 

Prod by: Lil Ethernet

Written & performed by: DEARCL 
Recorded in Eastside Providence RI 2018 
Engineered by Casey Lamont August 2024

[Lyrics]
I think you killed me again?

Sleep when I'm done
Sleep when I'm numb 
Deep when I'm up
Only creep when I'm stuck
Vapor on your soul 
As you turn into dust
Ghost when I'm dead
Otherwise I be up 
Gave up this week 
And the last 303 
Slide down a peak 
Only heat when it's me 
Never make a peep 
Catch your body in a creek 
Yeah I guess I shouldn't speak 
On the shit they did to me 
Inheriting the meek 
Then expose through the speech
Inherently I reach 
Through the ground and retrieve 
Face to the dirt make you pray for defeat
How like every single step is a grave I could meet
How my circle getting smaller as I'm cutting off the creeps
I don't represent the south and I don't represent the east
I was lost in the sides I was fed to the beast
Please don't try to be right, you should try to believe,
Yeah I tried to be nice, so they took it from me 
Only sleep when I need, only die in my dreams.





holy fuck i think this guy's a ghost...

Dream

https://soundcloud.com/careylament/color-to-my-life?si=6557d5df61a54994816046364df8d05e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 

@fijiplus 🧟
@vampiremoneygang 👽

prod by. squirlbeatz ☄️

[DEARCL]

See you in the back when I do sleep
See you in the black when I do dream
See you in the hints when I do scheme
Wonder why our love it just really makes you do things (wait)

Wonder why your love got me head-strong
If you thought that I was alive you'd be dead-wrong
I be drifting out, outer space till my head gone
I just seek the truth, you don't get it cause you do wrong

Everybody changed
I don't get it cause I'm still me
Everything's the same
I came back to try to build things
Everything is lame
That's the shit that really kill me
What you think I claim?
I'm 8k out cause they build me

What I carry round I can't carry in the building
I just fuck around
What we doing? We just chilling (wait)

[fijiplus]
hey now, hold up why you gotta act so rashly 
I dont wanna see you walking out without me
call the night let’s work it out in the morning
oh that’s it? you really leaving my ass lonely

ohhh, say I’m phony
Project on to me cause you been lying on the lowkey
matter fact let count the times I bent backwards, you owe me 
take advantage, start your vantage, skrtt off like it’s stolen

yeah you got my ass here rolling
pop a couple mollys, never tried em but I’m hurting
love will make you do that stupid shit to cool the burning
find yourself abandoned? drink some liquor i implor it

think I need a tourniquet
Im losing a lot of blood, that bitch left me as good as dead
maybe I’ll be better off, I see the caption in my head
fiji dies a martyr in a ditch of dirt he painted red

see you in the black ft fijiplus

prod by. bl4ck gu1ch 

[lyrics]
I can't smoke no dutch, cause they don't break right
Did you break my heart, just to tolerate life 
First I pressed restart, when I learned to play right, 
Now the screen's lit up, and I just saw my life. 

Scene give up, cause they all so trife
I just glide through the night
Coming to your place hyped
Now I can't get drunk
Cause my stomach ache tight
You can run away from me
But you can't escape life

I'm a 1001 degrees
Cause I got my pace right
I can't smoke no dutch
Cause they don't taste right

If you wonder how I be
You can see I place light 
In the slumber I come free
Creeping through a fake night

In the quickness with the breeze
Then I take your fake life 
Tell me what is fake hype?
Trying to find my place, right

When I'm smoking on a dutch
It feel like I phase right
Back to a past
When I didn't hate life 

Watch me seep through the mist
Watch me come to your step 
Watch me breathe through the door
Had a dream that we met 

Which ex is my soul
Which ex is my death 
What's next in the steps
Cause I really do forget

Watch me seep
Watch me dream
Watch me creep
Watch me scheme

I Can't Smoke No Dutch (2018)

Recorded Fall 2017, Providence, RI 
Written performed & engineered by DEARCL 

Prod by: 

[lyrics]
We should celebrate 
It'll be cool, you and I
Me and you
Perhaps

Cause I got hella space
I could unwind you in ways you didn't know you'd break
I think I love you
Wait
I can't move fast so I slow it to a devil's race
Met you at your place
Came upstairs then I fucked you till the morning came
Leave at 6 am
Say what's up to your neighbors as I climb into the uber, damn
I'm a rockstar
I just roll around the city and remember when i'd walk far 

I'm a nice guy
It's about giving back and it's not about the right lines
This the right time
Watch the sun come up as I roll around the eastside
Pull up curbside
Hopping out 5 stars now it's back to the alright
I feel unified
I just opened up my mac now I'm feeling like it's logic time
And I vocalize
Everything that you ever thought I didn't recognize
And I recognize, it be all about the soul 
And the way that you centralize

I do this all the time
Cause I'm happy how it is cause I finally found a normal life

And I recognize, just be thankful for it all 
Feel important, right?
Do this all the time 
Happy how it is cause I finally found a normal life

Uber Ride When The Sun Comes Up

recorded july 6th, 44 bc Barnard 68 
prob by: lyko beats

[lyrics]

Wake up I observe, trying to be what I was meant, 
Light up my phone, this feel like a normal day, 
I hear our song, and some cards come out a deck. 
I play along, but not long I'm clicking next.

I skip along, till I cannot skip again, 
I see the cards, and they fall out with the text, 
'I want you back and I want to reconnect', 
I got two paths, are you part of one of them.

I play along, we can say I do I guess, 
But this be dumb, they just shuffling the deck, 
I'm trying to skip it but it tell me to reflect, 
and I see Jiro next to Nakaho again.

I try to tell myself this cannot be your yes,
I block the videos and here they come again, 
I get extensions, and I clear out datasets, 
It get depressing, but it help me play pretend. 

I hear your words, and they flying out the deck,
I don't observe, trying to focus what I meant, 
I'm in your world, trying to be how I was blessed,
This just a video, this just another trend. 

I'm laughing at it but this getting kinda sketch 
I'm passing at it, but it come back on the next
I'd grab up at it, but that's living in my head
This feel surreal to me I cannot tell my friends.

They shuffle fast, so excited with the text, 
don't want to fight you, I don't want to see you stressed,
It's first astrology, and then they say I'm blessed, 
So we could end it, we don't need to fix regrets.
 
They take the cards, trying to tell me what I'd get, 
Since I won't talk to you, you talk to me through decks, 
I try to mute it but the next one is just text,
Will we go to back to that or rise up to the next.

Tarot Deck

Written & Recorded by DEARCL & fijiplus December 2024 
Engineered by DEARCL January 2025 
Produced by Lyko Beats 

[Lyrics]

I'm outside trying to do my job, 
I've been doing landscaping it's not really hard, 
I turn my eyes, cause we almost finished with the block, 
I see your ghost, I'm alone and it be really odd 

Yeah I'm working on the job again, 
Out here just feeling strong, never lost with them, 
Open water bottles drink it swear I hear it then,
Live a life of moving on, did I choose again

Break time done now I'm back to what I mean, 
Lately work for houses only buying in my dreams, 
I'm alone now but it's still apart of me
When I set a goal I hear that choice and what it'd be. 

Job time done, now I'm back to where I'd leave,
Motivate my mind and then I feel it in my trees, 
Focus on my grind and it's still part me,
I just closed the window but I swear I feel a breeze.

Feel it in my mind, push it off it's kind of tough,
Feel it in the night, and it's hard to get enough, 
Feel it all the time, and I struggle with the touch, 
Cause I been outside, yeah I work for what I got.

[fijiplus]

Okay I’m here raking these leaves, hear a whisper on the breeze
I turn to face and don’t see shit, I think I’m tripping of the green
but something’s off, yeah I can feel it watch me place bricks at my feet 
I’m checking corners, under bushes, wheel barreling down the street, yah

Oh woah oh
yeah I can feel it in the air somethings stalking,
strangle gripping on the shovel handle
Oh woah oh
Apparitions just appear, quiet ungodly, but I ain’t finished the pavement tarring 

I’m going crazy, tell me what you see
Im having visions of a ghost, I think
You’re talking to yourself so what’s that mean?
Just tryna finish up so I can leave

I can see them watching tryna get into my head
I can hear the whispers as I lay down flower beds
I bet that they’re wanting me join with them in death
I’m just tryna pretty up the ground where all yall stay

So don’t play
Don’t play
Vampire money gang

Landscaper ft. fijiplus

recorded 2003, Pianta Village, Isle Delfino

engineered by Pianta Mayor January 2025

check out my other content linktr.ee/dearcl113 
prod. gonzoondabeat 

[lyrics]

My name is DEARCL 
I'm your neighborhood friendly ghost 

Going outside cause it's time to get a pack
As I focus on myself I just write it to the track,
I like who I am, wasn't always living bad
It just slowly rearranged, now I always live in that 

I'm liking how it feel when I help, but I ghost 
Coming to the store, on the shelf see it close 
See the number there, and it float on a hope 
Every time I go, now I feel what I know 

I can say it's signs, from above or what's below there, 
Had to make a choice, bout my life and how to grow, yeah 
Put it in my voice, positivity I wrote there 
Now I make the choice - this the story that I wrote, yeah 

Living life and it's always in my soul there 
Living right, I don't think I'm still a ghost, yeah 
I be on, nothing wrong, I'mma float there 
What's a spirit or a breeze, I don't know yeah

At the store, I see that number on the shelf 
It's $1.11 - that's so cheap like what the hell 
Won't do whatever, if I cannot be myself, 
I need some water, need some backwoods here as well 

It's aromatic with the sweetness to the shell 
I double back, and I look up on the shelf 
I run with that cause I think I know it well 
I know my soul, and I know I'm here to help 

If it's love, only want it if I melt, 
I gave it up, all the ego for some help
I live for light, now I'm trying to see me well 
I can't ignore all the signs I see to tell 

Living life and it's always in my soul there 
Living right, I don't think I'm still a ghost, yeah 
I be on, nothing wrong, I'mma float there 
What's a spirit or a breeze, I don't know yeah

Neighborhood Friendly Ghost

I FOUND THE SAMPLE AGAIN ? ??????

recorded & written by DEARCL & fijiplus December 2024
engineered by DEARCL January 2025
produced Gonzoondabeat


check out my other content: linktr.ee/dearcl113
@vampiremoneygang 

[lyrics]

Pushing out a past that's unwanted in a brain
There's anxiety in darkness either way it look the same
Once was the past, now the once kind of change 
Hear a voice from a mask, who am I once again

What is a dream if the life slowly fade 
I know what it means if the symbols exchange
What is a choice, can I try to explain 
Am I caught in my mind - is it all just a daze 

I felt a tug, like I don't want to stay 
And I picture a cut, till the rope torn away 
What was a bond now had forced just to break 
And I made a choice - it could start here today 

Wished to be that, and the wish doesn't change
But my life always does, so the wish not the same 
I find the love that was pushed to a shade 
On a side where I'm from, where they try to explain 

Pride is so dumb what's the point just to say 
I'm alive but I'm numb, I was torn right away 
I survive but I'm stuck cause I'm not here to play 
I'm alive and I'm up, guess I will start the day.

Ghosts haunting others but with me they still create 
As a kid I had a stutter, as a man I have no face, 
Always thought I loved her now that love has been replaced
A divine intervention like the spells have been erased

Divine Intervention ft. fijiplus

written & recorded by DEARCL December 2024 
Engineered by DEARCL January 2025 
Produced by gonzoondabeat

[lyrics]

Used to get me down, now I have to overlook 
At the party I'm around, had to hit her with the hook, 
I know I've been feeling found, as I'm searching for what's new 
I don't really play the clown, if I had to tell the truth 

It shuffled me around, now my soul is in the room 
I been talking to myself, in my head my thoughts are new
If you had to get some help then there's nothing wrong with you
Yeah, I used to drink these forties now I'm drinking water dude

I be Back to myself, in the corner of the room, 
I be counting on the clock, thinking what I'm gonna do 
Moving upstairs, cause I'm trying something new 
And then I see her there, in the corner of the room 

Used to come around, as a person that she knew,
I be looking at the clock, as the minutes coming too,
If I'm living in the change, then I have to show the truth,
It's 11:11 when I move into the room. 

Everything is good - if you want to know the truth 
I just follow what I should, all the signs they say they move 
I'll be giving up the woods, that's a habit I should lose
It's 11:11 when I move into the room

11:11 PM Haunting

written & recorded by DEARCL January 2025
engineered by My Spirit Team
produced by gonzoondabeat

[lyrics]

Planets start aligning, stars they moving back 
I combust and make alignment, through a self I never had 
Yeah I have to trust the timing, knowing that it's fact
I don't think I'm perfect, but I know I'm that. 

Galaxies colliding, peacefulness intact 
All inside the wording, tell me what's the fact
I don't really curve it - cause I think that's wack 
I want to see your world and, combine with what I have 

I know I have to write it, I know it has to be
I know I can be the lightening, lighting up your dream, 
Have to trust the timing - guide you here to me 
We be self-reliant, but we want the dream 

Write about a sign, write about a fact 
Manifested you, manifest me back 
If I told the truth, I like what you have 
Leave it up to you - are we meant for that 

I don't gotta live for hate - have to live it peacefully
If she could she'd take my brain and connect hers psychically
So like maybe it be weird, but it's not so weird to me 
Like she can manifest me, and I'll appear to be 

If I'm out of place, I be in the trees 
I don't live inside mistakes - I be pushing out the need 
I just know I can't relate - to just how I used to be 
So I live inside the faith, that this the time for me 

All the time it get erased, if I know it's meant to be 
Do we come from outer space - in a light ship when we leave
We have something to create, we have something to retrieve 
If I manifest the faith, then I'm feeling on the heat

Write about a sign, write about a fact 
Manifested you, manifest me back 
If I told the truth, I like what you have 
Leave it up to you - are we meant for that

Manifest me back

Written & Recorded by DEARCL December 2024, January 2025 
Engineered by DEARCL January 2025 
Produced by Beatsbyvsh

[lyrics]

Choosing on a future that the light could write for me 
I won't play up on the loser I don't think that shit's for me
I can't keep it jaded while I'm searching for a key 
If I'm saying that I healed - this is what I chose to be 

I be all about a balance while I'm leaving to the street 
If I'm being what I need 
then I'm being what I seek 
I be breaking through a time in a place I choose to be 
If I'm taking what is mine 
then I know I have to leave 

If I made a choice, 
then I'd figure out a need
Changing how I view a coin - this is what I need for me
It be time to step out, 
I can't keep this shit low-key
So like really to the point - this is how I'd choose to be 

I be standing at the door while I'm holding on my keys 
Know I always wanted more but I gave myself the least 
I be walking past the store as I'm moving down the street 
How I used to ignore, now the choice is what I seek. 

Got a future choice, and it's what I choose to be
All my timelines change, but I'm choosing what's for me 
Breaking through dimensions living life abundantly
I had life in the past, now the focus future me

Future Choice

fiji's verse deserves the reupload

Recorded 777 A.D., Ghost Europe
Engineered by Mortimer the Village Seer 
Written & Performed by DEARCL & fijiplus
Prod by. gonzoonthebeat

[Lyrics]

Nights of total darkness, I was woke up from a dream 
How I used to spend the night, looking all up at the beam 
I know If I hold it right, then there's something to believe
I be outside in the night, where I always find the beast

I got hope inside a fire, I won't keep it all beneath 
I know I can feel inspired take the sword up out the sheath 
Used to live a perfect life then I woke up from a dream
I know I can be the hero that the village really need 

Outside in the night, 
what's a fear beyond belief 
I be lost in the peace, 
is it something to retrieve ?
I can hear the rumble in the shadows of the trees 
When I turn around, then I'm looking at the beast 

Life in the light that's designed from a dream 
I was gone all my life now I'm back with the means 
I be just another man - have to keep it spiritually 
If it all goes to plan - we'll be back up with the peace

All that time is running up, 
and this time it has to be
As I'm watching what is love, 
I rely up on belief
As I watch it jumping up, 
and it tumbling to me 
I be standing in the moon as I'm slaying on the beast.

[fijiplus]

One hit and your gone
as I charge my rasengan
feel the chakra on my arms
rid my face of demon horns

I’ve been on the edge, by moonlight I pull the blade out
I’ll reclaim my visage and the village by the days start
Only time that I really find a numb in pain yah
in the end were all fading lights across a plane

Beast In The Woods ft fijiplus

Recorded & Written by DEARCL January 2025/fijiplus February 2025 
Engineered by DEARCL February 2025 
Prod by. gonzoondabeat 

@vampiremoneygang 
linktr.ee/dearcl113 
@fiji.plus 

[lyrics]

[DEARCL]

What is to reflect, is it done, have I healed again 
Nothing really linear - for fun, I'mma go again 
Bringing back the past, like for laughs - I don't focus in 
Do I know the facts why I'm that - as I hold it in 

Hard to still relax - that's a fact, what I know it is 
If I bring it back - will collapse, sort of fold me in 
Give it up to god - but I know, I won't fold and sit, 
Feel it in my heart, like I know, that I still exist. 

Time cannot restart, forty five, what we focus in 
Everything was hard, now it's not - now I hope I live 
In the office park, so surreal - I'm not fitting in 
Feel it in my heart nothing's real, I'm not giving in 

Moving out the door, to outside, to another world 
Thankful for support, is it time, to be reassured
If I try to force, on the why, am I seeking cures 
Like I pulled a cord, on the life, that was never sure.


[fijiplus]

Couple fair weather fellows
cut our teeth out by the gallows
smoking cigarettes and 
Mixing it with liquor, Donatello

now I’ve strolled through meadows
And met folk that I pretend to like
that’s the trick I wear a mask and make sure I don’t let it slide

kick a long a pebble while the mulch crunches underfoot
serpents in my midst been tempting me towards that forbidden fruit 
I could write a list of reasons not to do what ima do
forked tongues tipped with venom hiss “if not me then another will”

but time’s gone keep on running
And I want things kept cordial
the lies that we’re important
picking at the puzzle while we’re playing in the wrong sport

Time is Up ft. fijiplus

Written by DEARCL January 2025
Recorded & Engineered by DEARCL February 2025
prod by. hvrtzlab 

linktr.ee/dearcl113 (Merch & other things)


[Lyrics]


I know your ghost lay beside when I'm waking in the night
When I'm waking in the morning then it always feel alright
Something bout the dreaming that reflecting what it like 
I know everything we being I'm reflecting on the light 

Put your hands on me, with your ghost in the night 
Let go of resisting now it's always feeling right 
Every time we touch then I'm observing on the light
It be buzzing different colors, I don't really get the sight 

what you seeking out of love I'm the spirit in your life 
It's like I can feel your touch, but I know that isn't right
Cause I be wrapping up, what I'm doing here tonight 
I'm alone with the blunt, but I always feel your love

I want you here with me and I want you in my life 
Spirit in the breeze always feel you in the night
When I learned to let it be then it started feeling right 
Every time she come to me, then I'm turning off the light 

With your ghost in the night as you lay here with me 
Hold me close cause it's like that I'm needing what you be 
Merge into my soul just to feel on how it beats 
I'm not playing with a heart that be fusing into me 

I turn off the light as I'm searching for the key 
And then I see the bright, but I thought I didn't seek 
It's like I see your light, in the dark I have to leave 
Lay me tonight, if your spirit has a need 

Ghosts in the night, but the ghost isn't me 
I don't know what it's like, to live in a normalcy 
Like you show on a life that I closed out from me 
Weird here tonight, cause the light stuttering 

Eyes like stars so your soul stays bright 
You come through & it flicker that light 
Love your ghost, I'll bring it back to life 
When your ghost on me, then it all feel right

I can't I have a ghoul over

written & recorded by DEARCL January 2025 
engineered by DEARL February 2025
Prod by. N1treebeats

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[lyrics]

There's a ghoul in my room

I'll be there for you, I will be living proof 
I be stuck to you - all I'm thinking bout is you 
Lately feel what I think is the truth,
It's in my soul, and I know it come through 

All I ever wanted was the good I could do 
All I'm really seeing is the good that be you 

All I want is love that's the truth coming through
All I want's enough - if I shield it I lose 

spirits turn to dust, now we back to the truth
In the night I feel her touch - that's a fact I don't lose 
I've been practicing enough, so what's the rapping gon do 
I be shielding what I got - cause with faith I won't lose 

I be with you in this calm and, wonder you feel it too?
It be hard to really block it - it be hard just to move

Can you feel my heart-beat 
how it's beating for you
I feel such a strong thing and I don't want to move
Feel that touch upon me there's a spirit in two 
When your ghost is on me then it's lifting my mood 

Hope you know I never doubt it cause I feel like it's true
Every time I get that feeling then it lift up my mood 
I don't know if this be real or it's her spirit in two
Didn't know who you were, till your spirit said who 

What's the movie coming up - what's the picture all soon
I can feel you in my blood when you're all in the room 
Like I've known you from the jump, what I learn show the proof 
Didn't ask to be in love - either way it be through 

Gave up on the trust, I got all this to lose 
So I have to give it up what is blocking the truth
Feel the spirit in my room every time she's in moods
This is something that I choose - this is something we do 

Can you feel my heart beat 
How it's beating for you
I feel such a strong thing 
and I don't want to move

ghoul in my room

Written & Recorded by DEARCL February 2025
Engineered by DEARCL February 2025
prod by. BeatHaven

Purchase/Download Link ($1.13): https://dearcl113.bandcamp.com/track/body 

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[Lyrics]

It's not a question the things that I want 
But sometimes I question the me that is stuck 
It's sometimes depression and sometimes the blunts
Don't need the treasure I just need the love 

Lately I question these things that she want 
Little things I question, they really keep me stuck 
Gave up on a body cause the bodies not enough 
I had to get a mind, for I started giving up 

Searching for a peace in the things that I want 
I be on her body like a ghost that I would haunt 
Fade into me partly cause we tired here as fuck 
But mostly cause we searching for mother-fucking love 

It's nothing that you've done my body is the dust 
Wipe that away and tell me what you got
Came from above as a spirit of love
I don't want the life that everyone want 

I wanted love that came out the dust 
Came to my body then my spirit combust
Live in a body that is all that I haunt 
Into her body but I'm focused on love
Drift out my body and then I combust
I know, I know what I want
Breathe in my body, cause I know I'm enough
It's not a question the things that I want 

I want her body and I want all her love 
I want to see on the fate that we got 
I can't rewrite it, cause that coming from above
I live my life as I do from the gut 

Fade to my body as I'm turning into dust
Fade to me partly as reason here to trust 
Join into me and rewind it here in blunts
I'm outside in light coming up 

I love her body but I really need her love 
Lust stay restarting so I try to tear it up 
Trusting the departed, I live inside the haunt
Trying to show her that she be all that I want

I'm trying to catch you when you fade to black 
If you want to fall then I'll catch what you have
I want your all and I want what you can 
Come haunt my body, we should fade to black

Body

Written by DEARCL December-February 2025 
Recorded & Engineered by DEARCL February 2025
Prod by. Rama Low 

linktr.ee/dearcl113 
@vampiremoneygang 

[Lyrics]

I had a dream I was found all alone there 
Stand in the white, where I stood to my bones, yeah 
Told me their name, and I woke up at home, here, 
I felt a change as it shake up the cold here 

Life in a dream I found all alone 
As I stand in the white where I stood to my bones
Told me their name and I woke up at home 
Then I felt a change as It shake up the cold 

What is the real or the fake from the below 
This is a weird kind of ghost that I don't know before
When it come around, then I feel on a glow 
And a love that I have, only had once before 

I'm feeling right cause tonight I just know 
If I'm keeping faith then my life has to grow 
I had a dream where they found me alone
When I wake from that dream, then I don't feel so cold

Like they stay in my dreams I know I'm not alone 
Trapped in my mind, as I will let it go 
Made it in my life I won't make it a show 
I see the ghost but more so just the glow 

I had a dream I was all at my home 
I had woke up right there, feeling strange in my bones
I would take back a habit I had thought that I closed
But I know that the habit's already let go 

Life in that dream now I did the see the glow 
Like they stand before me in the things they had told 
I don't need weed all I need is my soul 
But It's harder to be, even harder to know 

It's like these dreams are the ones I let go 
They just come back to me and they taking a hold
Talking to me while I'm looking at ghosts
Does wondering mean that I still keep it close 

This not a dream, maybe more so a hope 
I know this isn't me - I know this is a ghost 
Frequency trying to change up what I know, trying to change what I know
Same to me - all the change has to show

Angel Dream

written & recorded by DEARCL February 2025 
Engineered by DEARCL February 2025
Prod by. Beathaven
Purchase/Download Link ($1.13): https://dearcl113.bandcamp.com/track/hermit 

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@vampiremoneygang 

[lyrics]

It's not like what I'm doing isn't open, let's be honest though
I be just a hermit in my house making music, bro
God inside my heart, as I count, I don't do it slow
I don't have a doubt, what it's bout - cause that's stupid, though

I've been working at it every day, for a long time 
Only did it here for myself, on this timeline
Really who I am that's for me - I define mine 
Really what I need is belief - that it's all fine 

I don't play around with my life, on this timeline 
I gave too many chances in that life, that was not fine 
Now I'm understanding what I'm like, so my growth shine 
Now I'm always standing in a life, that's designed right

I don't understand, I did it right, gave it all time 
Listened to the words that they'd recite, on that timeline 
I'm not changing standards in my life just to give shine 
I don't understand what it be like to prefer lies 

I'm not a bandit in the night, coming from the other side
I'm understanding what it's like, to appear up in life
So play the hand and play it right, make me come alive
It goes to plan I'll see that life - so it's all fine 

I keep it cool I keep it tight, I let the lyrics shine 
So what I'm doing in my life - bet I can define
I keep it cool here in my life, in that spirit light 
So what you doing later on, can I appear tonight 

It's hard to put it in a song, trying to hear it right
I couldn't push it all along, by myself for life 
I couldn't do what kept me gone, like the other side
It's what I do to keep me strong so I'm still alive 

I think it's crazy just to doubt on what you do for pride 
I centralize it in my mind, then I come alive
I keep it cool here in my life on the other side 
Angry spirits in my life, make it hard to vibe 

I'm never hearing what it's like, on the other side 
I built for everything around me, I don't build for pride 
Couldn't live it as a zombie - can't eat me alive 
Like the only thing revolving, growth it's taking time

I'm not a bandit in the night, from the other side
Now I'm understanding what it's like, to appear up in life
So just play the hand and play it right, make it come alive
It goes to plan I'll see that life - so it's all fine

Hermit

Written, Recorded & Engineered by DEARCL March 2025 
Produced by Saga Beats

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[lyrics]

When the time comes, I'll be on that 
In the spirit world, and all above, yeah 

Loneliness come and twist me away 
Life in my dreams like it's so hard to wake 
Can't let it go, when I do like I break 
I like her ghost, let her haunt on the place 

I need that, I seek that, the dream no mistake
I see that dream in the things that you say 
Return to that dream and let go of the grey 
It burn in my mind then my body the same 

Feel on your spirit, reflect it and say 
Future appearance, I think of the day 
You play the ghost that won't fade me away 
And I see a hope that the dream hasn't changed

Dreams kind of close, but they fading away 
Live in a hope that this time won't mistake
Don't want the best, I just want a same 
Dreams of a spirit, and then I create 

Dreams of a world from the way that you speak 
Change up to me and don't fall out of reach 
I know what it mean to be part of the dream
So I can't control, I just need you to breathe 

I'll let you know if I need you to leave 
Replace on the cold with the things that we be 
I play the role of the ghost out of reach 
This what I let go, if I told honestly

It's nothing to set and it's nothing to dream
I don't want the best, let's just watch the screen
I'll build the rest, I won't break what it means 
Can't say it though, that'd challenge the dream 

I feel a draft and then I hear you speak, 
It bring me back in the body I leave 
Wake up and feel you whenever I sleep 
I'm going crazy, cause it's only me 

I want your dream, I don't want it just me 
I know what it means to be part of that dream 
So show what it means, what you need just to breathe
I don't want to take on the person you be.

Dream Girl Ghost

Written, Recorded & Engineered by DEARCL February 2025
Prod by. 123ace321

linktr.ee/dearcl113 
@vampiremoneygang 

[lyrics]

Over years different people turned to spirits in my home 
I'm alone from the time that I wrote when I'd go 
Every timeline joined then I'm hoping just to know 
Will I break back into space, as I shake up the glow (wait)

Moved in quick, now you're just another soul 
But the mood kind of shift, every time you are at home
You don't know what it is - but you feel it in your bones
Something's off in the mist but you never really know 

I don't ghost, I exist, I'm not haunting on a home
I just live where I live, so I'm ghosting when I go 
Cause in here I exist, and out there then that's a no 
It be clear in a hint, so sometimes you see the glow (hey)

Walking up the steps, with your hand up on the post
On the 2nd floor above, but you still just hear it close
Hear the thump, then a what, from a voice that just had spoke
It be just another soul, in this home I think I know 

Used to be alone now there's just too many souls 
I be haunting on a home, I don't know, it's terrible 
Can't investigate it cause no signs are credible 
I feel like I'm hating, I just want to let it go 

I'm trying just to tell you that you really are a ghost 
You be just like me, and this not your home 
I feel everything I see, and I know I'm meant for more
But it's just beginning see - so for now you never know 

Everyone reclusive when they step into this home 
Like the world closed off, and you'd never really know
Hear the floor-boards creak and you swear it was a ghost
But you waking up to sounds that be coming from below 

Opened up a house, maybe opened up a home 
This is where we have to be, just to learn about a role 
Trying to heal a tragedy, just to pass onto the more 
I know how it matters, see, this is what you can't ignore

Suspiciously Cheap Mansion

Written & Recorded by DEARCL February 2025 
Engineered by DEARCL February 2025 
Prod by. Sam Calisto

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[Lyrics]

And all I know, is I will stay the path 
We can see that life it'll happen fast 
And I was told, all the basic facts 
I don't really get it - how it happened, yeah

I think you're gold, you're beyond the max 
I've been trying to call, let your walls collapse 
I want your all, cool with half of that 
Every time I stall then it bring me back 

I'm in the sky, I'm a ghost again 
Only come down when I'm focused man
I want her mind, want her goals & them 
it's hard to lie, I be crushing, damn 

Give me a day, and I'll take all of them 
I want your mind, I want to fall on in 
I feel at home - this is a distant plan 
All I really know is it's set again 

I want to be, what you really need 
Hard to think about it, I avoid the dream 
Is this real or is this only me 
I could look for signs but I prefer your poetry 

Don't call me Seal, we should make a name 
Call me in that in code, and just don't explain 
I'm superman but you're no louis lane 
Fate it tie to you then we go again 

I want that life, so I can't slow a plan 
even in the night, I be focused, damn 
I'm never live, but you understand 
Was never given time, just to grow the plan

Stay The Course

Written, Recorded & Engineered by DEARCL February-March 2025 
Prod by. Blu

linktr.ee/dearcl113 (Merch & other things)

[Lyrics]

When the mind opened up, it align with the parallel 
Stepping out of a portal in a land I can compare to hell
Trying to support what you be saying when you standing still 
I could be the ghost, glowing white off of the windowsill 

Papers ripping up in the air though I'm standing still 
Always feel a breeze, never understand you feel a chill 
I could say it's me, or I could tell you what is really real 
On the other side, where you have what you really feel 

This is not a life, on the other side & back again 
I don't feel alright, if I never try to help a friend 
I be like a light, I'm reflecting out the air again 
Portal welcoming, you don't have to really stare at it 

Wind coming by, now it standing at your hair again
Glow on your face, standing close and you fear the end 
Wouldn't play the game, if I never understanded it 
Used to have this life, we exchange, now I carry it. 

I know I've been there before, I'm a friend from the other side 
See me at the store, just a breathe, right across the aisle 
Now you can't ignore, what it meant, to reopen minds 
Standing out the door, now you're meant, just to cross inside

Portal

Written, Recorded, & Engineered by DEARCL February 2025
Prod by. Sam Callisto

linktr.ee/dearcl113 (Merch & Other Things)

[Lyrics]

Ghost of myself, trying to live inside the same
I don't need the main stage just to see that love again

I'm a ghost of myself so there's nothing left to say 
I know I'm all alone - there's no spirits here today 
I be looking at the light as it's flickering to grey 
I be seeing on myself, just reflected in a haze

I be in that spotlight where I'm standing center stage 
in that fucking prime time - now that moment's come again
I was not aligned right, it was hard play a friend 
I be on that timeline, now it's time to let me in

I'm a ghost of myself, trying to live inside the same
I don't need the main stage just to see that love again
I don't really need the stress - I've been trying just to live
Everyday I have to quest, makes it harder to exist 

It be hard to give it up, otherwise I won't exist
I'm a ghost of myself, every song I throw the hint

My yard grown weeds, with the windows busted in 
It be harder to believe, that I really do exist.

Phasma

Recorded & Performed March 2025 by DEARCL & fijiplus 
Mastered March 2025 by DEARCL 
Produced by Sam Calisto 
Purchase/Download link ($1.13): 
linktr.ee/dearcl113 

[Lyrics]

I don't have to rush, I be at a different pace 
I never had the love, for myself inside the day 
Always thinking bout the future till the same it go away 
I be stuck up on a loop for what I'm doing & it's lame 

I don't have to be reclusive, I don't have to play a game 
I don't think it'd be abusive to attempt to just explain 
I guess I think it's stupid I've attempted in a way 
sitting in the car we're just looking at the waves

Never used to be alone, always used to find a way 
Every time I'm feeling cold, close the window & the shade
I be always at my home, I don't want to be this way 
But one day I crossed a level, now my life is kind of strange 

I be writing out of a list, of these goals that I could make
But to make them all exist, means I'm stepping out the shade
I just really want to live, I don't really want the stage 
I'm not thinking of what's in - I'm thinking of today 

I don't want to be the same, but embracing on the change
Means embracing on the strange - just a different kind of game
I'm not haunting as the game not a ghost of better days 
I'm erasing all the blame - time to focus on today 

I be stepping out, means I'm changing up my ways 
So I'm stepping out, I'm embracing on the change
Some days I'm feeling up & somedays are feeling strange
It be always changing up, so it's harder to explain 

At least one thing, that I'm doing everyday 
Just to build up on the future that I'm wanting to ccreate
At least a single thing, then I'm building up the way 
I used to give it up, but that is not today 

I want to be the love, and I want to be the same
I'm seeing what I got and I'm loving on the day 
I wanted to explain to you the reasons why I'm strange
I always kind of do it like it's something in the way

On the side street where I'm braking for a pace 
I be looking at the sky and I'm thankful for the day
I used to do this shit and think it's really lame 
Other people want it all, I just really want a day

Stepping Out ft. fijiplus

written & recorded by DEARCL March 2025 
Engineered by DEARCL March - 
Produced by 33nimb

[lyrics]

I'm angry on waking, I'm stuck on replaying
So I do smoke, these habits breaking,
Try to move on but it's so hard to shake it
I've felt this way for so long, so I remake it 

said I'm all done now I'm back to the basics
I knew the wrap life like was for me when I made it 
Live in that fact that this weed stay adjacent
It drag me down I don't want what this making 

Fuck with my mind and it fuck with my patience
When waking up like I stay choosing hating
Life on a cycle, it's so hard to break it 
Life on a timer, and I feel I waste it 

So I draw these lines, then I kind of retrace it 
I get the patch, and the meds, just to pace it 
Till I smoke that - I don't know what I'm faking
Created a life where I live for creations 

I smoke it up, cause I'm angry on waking, 
Don't know the game, I don't think I could shake this
Want to move on, yeah I want just to make this
I like to smoke but the habit I hate, shit 

I smoke it up, cause my patience just weaken
Cut up the blunts that I rolled for this weekend
Packed in a pipe, that's that sushi I'm seeking
We called it that when my mind wasn't leaking 

So hard to hear, block it out when you're speaking,
I'm never near cause I hear what they leaking 
I keep it clear, I'm about what I'm seeking 
Don't have a fear, but it's weird after sleeping 

I make the words, and I really do mean it 
Deep down inside me I somehow believe it 
I say these things and attack when I'd see it
But really attacking just backs up believing 

Used to attracting the things I'm not needing
I feel depressed then my section I'm leaving
Focused on life, is the anger beneath it, 
Cut up that blunt, then the sushi I'm heating

angry on wake

written, recorded & engineered by DEARCL March 2025 
Produced by Saga Beats 

linktr.ee/dearcl113 (check this out)

[lyrics]

Fade to black don't need no respite
Fade through halfs I don't even get high
I smoked that, with that pack gone last night
Lost in that, I won't have no sacrifice 

I burn that, don't feel no back slide 
Stuck in packs, in the past it was all fine
It can't last, when it come to this rap life
When I come round, why I keep my pack tight

Learned so much, but it all look bad now 
I'm self reliant to points then I'm back round 
Stuck in love, in the peace when I crash out 
I don't trust the quiet, need the noise in the background

I'm alone no I don’t want to match out 
Show me love & then I crash out 
I let it go and the feeling come back now 
I let it go and I fade to the black now

I pushed that down so the stress it come back out 
If I came around then I swear I would crash out 
Come love me down even through all the bad now
Swear this is me right before I would crash out

Fade To Black

written, recorded & engineered by DEARCL March 2025
produced by Beat Haven

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[lyrics]

Ideas aren't yours, all that credit goes above 
So really what's the point, to even think it up
They be throwing you crumbs as ideas just out of dust
And they'll take it all away if you don't just do enough

We'd call this shit abuse but they call this shit the love 
I started with the ghost, everybody said it's dumb
I kept it all inside, there was nothing I could touch
Didn't matter who I am - they were blocked to see what was

Couple years pass, push the ghost inside the sun 
Nobody'd feel that, but they'd steal the flow for one
On the second took the presence, when I left I kept it numb
Years later see the premise, just another one become

So I don't feel a passion for this shit I should've done
I don't feel reactions cause I feel it'd never help 
I been pushed to tell a story but it's feeling fucking dumb
Just another idea that'd get stolen if it comes

Life it push and force you, either way it's gonna run
It's deciding what you are, it's deciding how you're stuck
It's another idea, that be popping in for some 
For others it's a loss - cause they never did enough
Ideas aren't yours - they be limited to what? 
Ideas aren't yours - they be coming from above
I don't want to tell a story so my story kind of stuck 
I don't want to tell a story but I'm forced to from above

Hard to care about a dream, when there's nothing that I want 
Hard to really ever see, how I'm blocking out the love 
Hard to care about the money if the money leave you stuck 
I don't want to tell the story bout the life I'm living up 

I don't feel like Edgar Allen, I'm no King inside the sun 
Like it shift me out of balance and the passion really null
It's another idea that be coming to my skull 
But I don't really want it - yeah I'd rather keep it numb 

I guess that's just the reason I be living with the crumbs 
Ideas aren't yours - they be coming from above 
Get reminded of the futileness of living in what 
Rather die than tell the story of the feelings that I got 

So I don't know the story, know the details of a sum 
So it is not important, all the bullshit we had done 
My stories not my fortune and it's not what I'd become
So my idea is to keep for myself - and that's enough.

Ideas Aren't Yours

written, recorded & engineered by DEARCL April 2025
produced by Lyko beats 

linktr.ee/dearcl113 (Merch & downloads)

[lyrics]

Coming down, every single night I think I see the right track 
I show, everything I'm doing, cause I like that 
I grow, so I think it's stupid if you fight that 
I know, everything I'm doing, isn't like that 

Spell-work, got her trying to fuck up on my life, yeah 
Love spell, but I see the signs, every night, yeah 
Coming down, self-esteem it's falling when you fight me
One sided, cause I don't respond unless you're wifey 

Coming through, they think they hiding it, I see it all plans
Up at night, waiting for the moment when they come again 
Cutting off, no more energy, cause we were never friends 
Dusting off, all the effigies, it's time to light them 

Wheel come, you know how it run, you afraid of that? 
Doze off, see you in my dreams, till I'm closing that 
Scare me, bitch be kind of spooky on the real low 
I don't really hate nobody, how I feel though 

Made sure, I'mma get my life and there's no take backs 
Play her? Wouldn't focus on that, I don't like that 
Major, problems in your life, got you hype, yeah 
Spell-work, now you trying to fuck up on my life, yeah 

I know, everything I said, but we be past that 
Growing up, have to let it go that's what I ask, yeah,
Getting sick, you should talk to god, I think he'd like that 
Draining now, what you take from me it's coming right back

I can't, really hate the soul, that's on the other side
Growing up, learn to love the journey, all along the ride
Slowing up, negative that's part of what I want to die
All along, I've been in the sky it's where I realign 

Coming down, send me your location I'll be right there
I know, I'mma see that life, I keep it right, yeah
Slowed down, only want the goodness in my life here
Spell-work, why you trying to fuck up on my life yeah

Wheel Of Fire

written, recorded & engineered by DEARCL May-June 2025
Produced by beats by barti 

linktr.ee/dearcl113 

[lyrics]

I said the rest of it, and now there's nothing left to live 
I tried the present but the present never presence with
I keep an essence like a spirit in the air-ways 
I don't pretend I won't appear if you adhere strange

On the stage, in a glow, and I'm back again 
From the flames I could grow till it happen then
I'm the rain, I'm the snow, I'm the sky now 
Not the same that you'd know, I'm that guy now

Taking aim when I wrote, got my mind down 
But it's aimed at myself, like my mind out
Dopamine in my head like my grind down
But I sobered up instead, just to find out 

There's no closure can't pretend that I should find out 
I stay forgetful to the memory, rewind down,
Don't get the point of this, don't really want to find out
I fuck the spells up cause I want them all upside down

Could try to say it but it's more beyond belief though
I play the hero whose the villain gonna be bro 
I try to say it but it's more what I believe though
Know I'll find what I would seek if the need go 

Lost the ego then I lost the inner me 
I'm trying to find it but it's gone inside the sync 
I'm trying to be it but it never comes to me
It's like I'm seeing what I'm needing to believe 

Hallucinating different insects on my skin 
It's first I see em then remember where I is 
I know I'm losing, it's been hard to see a win
I can't affirm it - I can't feel it when I live

I'm starting over, there's no one inside the change 
I keep it sober just to clear inside my brain 
Don't need the closure, I don't really need the same
I'm trying to be it, but the it is rearranged 

I see the signs it's like they anchored to the change
I read the line and then I feel it's all mistakes
I always question what I need to just create
I always question, cause my life is feeling fake 



Beyond Belief

vocals & guitar by casey lamont
original song written by elvis & team

[lyrics]

maybe I didn't love you as I should 
maybe I didn't treat you quite as good 
but if I made you feel like, you were not 
I'm sorry I 
was blind 
you were always on my mind 
you were always on my mind

always on my mind (elvis cover) (2017)

recorded & written by DEARCL October 2017
engineered by DEARCL October 2024 
Prod by. Bl4ck gu1ch 


[Lyrics]
I just move to your place, kiss your face in where you stand 
As you close on the door, can our love not comprehend, 
Twist down a shade
Real exploring through your hands 
Is your love like your bed
Move your sheets & get up in 

I'm just tryna be the breeze that you feel on your skin 
I can be what you need, if you need, let's begin 
Different love, in the past, now this feel, like a sin
sitting up, lay you back, let me be, where you in

Let me kiss on your cheek, to your neck, to your back
Lay your head on my chest if it's more than a rap 
If you feel me in the air then you know where I'm at. 

How our love's like myself, cause you're all I talk about, 
How our love's like the sky, I can feel it raining down,
How our love's different, why? Cause we're both not fucking round
And our love sychronized 
And your soul inside my sound

And I read between the lines
And I'm always moving on
And you moved up out of town
Hope I live to see you on 

If you don't believe in friends, 
Guess there's no defining me 
Know you'll see what you meant
You deserve to find your dreams.

If You Feel Me In The Air (2017)

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