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2003 soon https://www.instagram.com/p/DOWxRY3jxxg/?igsh=NXg5bXg5cDNoZ3Zy
produced by me

red and black [me]

do it again #claws.fm

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary

i cant feel but im ok
waiting for my own decay
rot n rot its everyday
i forgot how to convey
i forget how to convey things
shit cut way too deep it stings
still i dont know what to think
yeah i forget how to think
i cant feel but im ok
waiting for my own decay
rot n rot its everyday
i forgot how to convey
i forget how to convey things
shit cut way too deep it stings
shit cut way too deep i feel the pain inside

feel the pain inside still i dont know how to lie
i stand petrified with thoughts of my future life
perspective was so different i saw shit thru younger eyes
sometimes i feel like i should let it all burn in the fire
i cant think straight i cant see straight
im tryna draw a perfect picture i ran out of paint
am i the one to blame? am i the one to blame?
wasting all my given time to end up in the list of names
 
i cant even hate i see yall going up
u cant ever be like me tho been me from the jump
slow couple of months ive been stuck up in a slump
bitch i post up in the uk i told @chewflores pour me another cup
they cant catch up we on diff pace
all they make is fuckin waste
talk down turn em into paste
talk down get hit wit a mace
hiding from what i cant face
in the galaxy still need my space
u cant compare im a diff case
im wit twin too real nah we never fake

i cant feel but im ok
waiting for my own decay
rot n rot its everyday
i forgot how to convey
i forget how to convey things
shit cut way too deep it stings
still i dont know what to think
yeah i forget how to think
i cant feel but im ok
waiting for my own decay
rot n rot its everyday
i forgot how to convey
i forget how to convey things
shit cut way too deep it stings
shit cut way too deep i feel the pain inside

O.K. (prod. r000)

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary
additional production by @onlyinterpretation

(try to silence me then ill get louder)
(number nine sheet music on my trousers)
(stacking fat bands they like chowder)
(i used 2 be scared to put myself out there)

we hear ur tracks and then its volume down
im out with @yamamayamaybe bitch we run the town
if theres lames up in the function then i gotta bounce
most of the time wont even go ill just stay in the house
theyll say they dont know me but ive been around
i think that ill die before i get my crown
i got k.o.’d but still got up for another round
think i might die before u see me up

i feel its too late
i need a new face
but im myself so i cant i know
cant hear what u say
im in my own lane
i cant keep on hiding this pain i know
x2

(try to silence me then ill get louder)
(number nine sheet music on my trousers)
(stacking fat bands they like chowder)
(i used 2 be scared to put myself out there)

im stacking green like gex
ill pull my damn hair out cuz of this stress
i cant live without this i wont have regrets
post up with rob we making moves just like its chess
if u dont give me the respect u get finessed
vision so complex bitch i dont how to express
yeah i step out in some bullshit but i still impress
ill step out in some bullshit ur hoe still obsessed

i feel its too late
i need a new face
but im myself so i cant i know
cant hear what u say
im in my own lane
i cant keep on hiding this pain i know
x2

(try to silence me then ill get louder)
(number nine sheet music on my trousers)
(stacking fat bands they like chowder)
(i used 2 be scared to put myself out there)

Out there (prod. r000 & innocence)

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary

(appreciate the art while im still there)
(only thing that will be left of me)
(clocks ticking it feels so unfair)
(i try to make myself worth it i swear)

fuck
i keep talking they wont hear it
bitch i got my own swag if they tried they cannot steal it
24/7 365 im number 1 and they cant be it
living life but sometimes ill get on a track and simply kill it
my wrist hurt ive got to freeze it
i cant fw all that beefing
cant fw a „scene” thats full of kids too focused on succeeding
where expression go? its like im the only thats really feeling
try to make the most of it but i know my time is really fleeting

appreciate the art while im still there
only thing that will be left of me
clocks ticking it feels so unfair
i try to make myself worth it i swear
im wit rob we moving everywhere
im wit all my bros u know we moving fucking anywhere
life hit like a truck n it feel worse when ur just unprepared
way too stressed out like im bout to pull out all of my hair

fuck
i keep talking they wont hear it
bitch i got my own swag if they tried they cannot steal it
24/7 365 im number 1 and they cant be it
living life but sometimes ill get on a track and simply kill it
my wrist hurt ive got to freeze it
i cant fw all that beefing
cant fw a „scene” thats full of kids too focused on succeeding
where expression go? its like im the only thats really feeling
try to make the most of it but i know my time is really fleeting

(appreciate the art while im still there)

memento mori (prod. r000)

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary

(tell me im worth it …)
(tell me im something …)
(tell me im doing it right …)

(tell me im worth it …)
(tell me im something …)

just tell me im worth it
tell me im something
tell me im doing it right
live with the curse
end up hurting and hurting
i feel this way every night
take a shot in the dark
try to feel how i feel
its a long way down so sit tight
i cant sleep n im shaking
get lost in my words
u wont know what i mean but thats life

im learning its all part of the process
felt like im lost in the ocean
i was always standing with my arms open
i was always trying to be chosen
now im fine by myself i dont need nobody
dont need u acting like ur so sorry
now im fine by myself i dont need nobody
dont need u acting like ur so sorry

just tell me im worth it
tell me im something
tell me im doing it right
live with the curse
end up hurting and hurting
i feel this way every night
take a shot in the dark
try to feel how i feel
its a long way down so sit tight
i cant sleep n im shaking
get lost in my words
u wont know what i mean but thats life

yea thats life i think its looking up
dont know where its coming from but im still full of doubt 
do u even feel this and know what its about
the feeling that i get is something i cant live without
lots of thoughts that i cant seem to get out
emotion that i cant seem to express
lots of the thoughts that i cant seem to get out
now ur looking disappointed and i feel so incorrect

just tell me im worth it
tell me im something
tell me im doing it right
live with the curse
end up hurting and hurting
i feel this way every night
take a shot in the dark
try to feel how i feel
its a long way down so sit tight
i cant sleep n im shaking
get lost in my words
u wont know what i mean but thats life

that's life (prod. r000)

https://li.sten.to/dear_diary

i was ready to end it yuh i was ready to end it
but i got up and im safe yea now i dont no friends bitch
get my racks up in a moment now im just trying to spend it
how u hate but do the same shit rlly i cant comprehend it
rlly i cant comprehend rlly i cant comprehend
without all this i would be dead
i would be dead like u know that i would be dead
life shit fucking with my head
not making moves id rather just stay up in bed
i got cut up and i bled
but time heal wounds so all will be good in the end

i was ready to end it yuh i was trying to end it
but i got up and im safe yea now i dont no friends bitch
get my racks up in a moment now im just trying to spend it
how u hate but do the same shit rlly i cant comprehend it
(rlly i cant comprehend rlly i cant comprehend)
(without all this i would be dead)
(i would be dead like u know that i would be dead)
(life shit fucking with my head)
(not making moves id rather just stay up in bed)
(i got cut up and i bled)
(but time heal wounds so all will be good in the end)

end it Outro (prod. r000)

b4by j0in m3
vagando en la calle 
perdido entre las luces 
ese pelo lacio a mi me seduce 
calcinando un poco
mi errores me consumen 
nunca tuve nada 
mi infierno me destruye 

ya no queda nada 
solo queda olvidar y dejar el pasao atras
como si no fuese nada
y yo tengo que jugar a que 
no siento na de na

te fuiste y ya no queda nada 
tu aroma persiste en mi cama 
cuando las luces se apagan 
me encuentro solo con mi alma 

me encuentro solo con mi alma 
escarbo y no encuentro nada 
tus acciones te delatan
y quedas como una falsa
hicimos todo para nada

na de na

3:00 @ssongbirdssing
3:55 @carb_beast
5:51 @closr18
7:09 @sltzeios
8:14 @yumenikki

winter 2025 clips w/ ssongbirds, carb, closr, seltze, dollmaker

https://open.spotify.com/track/3SUtbv4DFAknHDi6a8eTXf?si=09666f751f314511

blood onna hunnit dollar bills
yeh im cutting 4 the thrill
always tweaking by maself
a dont care about ma 

blood onna hunnit dollar bills
yeh im cutting 4 the thrill
always tweaking by maself
a dont care about ma health

off the drugs am dramatic
got ma vision static
moving lit a spastic
money come elastic
but the pains never ending
a just wanna end it
let the money mend it
fuck it ill send it

off the perc she wanna fuck me
got ur bird by ma side tryna suck me
told that bitch she dont love me
she just want the money weed thats oan me

fuck its let go feel the bass boutta blow
got the face in this coke got a ma face in the snow
an ill make it on ma own yeh a swear am not a clone
ill be sittin on ma throne with ma name in the stone

gucci belt on ma waist a replaced u
lace the percs but a swear i always take 2
fuck the love yeah i swear it will break u
need the money need the drugs need a breakthru

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carl_undergaurd

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