do your worst (prod. splashgvng)

forgotten conversations prod @nineto5 + @bodydbl

lyrics:

i cant focus on my thoughts they pass my by like the days did

intro:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did

chorus:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did
(x2)

verse:
whatever you said i did
wiping the tears from your eyelids
we go through the motions, these words left unspoken
the time doesn't heal so we hide it
but forget it all
you see right through me conversations with the wall
all the words spoken that i can't recall
i guess that's just how it ends after all

chorus:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did
(x2)

forgotten conversations (prod nine to 5 + bodydbl)

Water ft. Flesh Golem

w/ @whyhaze & @gaugemountedthisone
prod me
mix by me, haze, gauge
cover by Graham Curtis

staring at the sky + whyhaze + gauge

produced by aries, benji miller, pharaoh vice

WUNDERWORLD

90 DAYS

written, recorded, produced by me </3

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LYRICS:
“What’re you gonna do five years from now, what are you gonna make out of your life?”
“I’ll probably be dead in five years from now”
“What do you thinks gonna happen to you in ten years, what’re you gonna be doing?”
“I’ll be dead in ten years. I’ll be dead in five”
“Thats kinda sad don’t you think?”
“No”
“I’m not happy here”
“Sooner I go the better as far as I’m concerned, really”
“I don’t, I don’t live a happy life”

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

But thats how it goes I guess
When you’re degenerated
A scumbag who tried his best
Shit

(He’s back from the dead)

Every day I wake up just to get faded
Fuck reality when you’re isolated
Damage to my brain broke the barricade in me
And now my third eye sees

Cause none of you fucks can touch me
I’m murdering beats like Jeff and Bundy
I’m hopping on feats. 
Your bitch, she love me
She singing my rhymes 
Hymns for the dead

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy 
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his 20s digging graves so proudly!”
(2x)

Humiliation Ritual

SPOTIFY

LIFE

Neon Dion - Myself

lyrics:

you say you’re leaving
i don’t know what to believe in
besides your eyes
inside my mind
fields of clover we’re stepping over
i found heaven on my way to see her
then i saw myself as someone that you could count on
over and over

i’m scared i’m letting you down
i’m scared you’ll let go
i couldn’t face it all
like it was out of my hands
i need to love again
i need to call a friend 
i need to learn how to grieve
and see my pain as an option 

i’m sick of being let go 
i need to fly away 
you’ll never face me at all
you couldn’t face all the depths of despair 
from my point of view
you were selfish in ways that i barely knew 

its all in the way that you show your grace
i fall more in love every day
it’s all in the way that you say my name
i fall more in love every day

(chorus)

fly away

Prod. McX + with tweaks from me

I wanna follow u into ur dreams
Then I'd get to feel like you
I wanna haunt you till you get no sleep
Maybe then I'd be misused

I broke a couple of spines and then I shoved em in my closet yeah
Fuck with what's divine and I'ma show u all ur problems yeah
I could split up obligations but I'd never get to em
Organize my thoughts only to end up at the second one

Was it something I said
I could bite off and chew more till red
Fill my lungs up with lead
Shrapnel poisoning me I'll still take the rest

I wanna follow u into ur dreams
Then I'd get to feel like you
I wanna haunt you till you get no sleep
Maybe then I'd be misused
I don't wanna heal witchu
Fucking up my deals witchu
Said I never loved you but the second chances always got me here witchu
But now I'm going far away
I don't want another day (Waited)
(I waited, I waited so long)

Huh alright there's something I probably missed
From finding myself up to end up in a ditch
I always say look ahead and not back
But I'm reflecting on the somethings that I left up in the past
Second time I do this I won't have to call you back (Was it something I said)
From finally supporting myself just enough to pass (I could bite off and chew more till red)
Being talked over won't really get me to the mass (Fill my lungs up with lead)
Regardless I'll still take the rest (Shrapnel poisoning me i'll still take- bitch I'll still take the rest)

Was it something I said
I could bite off n chew more till red
Fill my lungs up with lead
Shrapnel poisoning me I'll still take the rest
I wanna follow u into ur dreams
Then I'd get to feel like you
I wanna haunt you till you get no sleep
Maybe then I'd be misused

I don't wanna heal witchu
Fucking up my deals witchu
Said I never loved you but the second chances always got me here witchu
But now I'm going far away
I don't want another day
(I waited, I waited so long)

DREAMS

thanks for listening :)

featuring @killzoltar and @iluvyousomuch 

master by the goat @kidmangx

impression, sisyphus (feat zoltar & ilysm) [prod lowtyde]

-credits-
PRODUCED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN
ART BY DEAD & DETACHED (@deadanddetached)

-lyrics-
people tell me i should smile more
the only problem is i've got nothing to smile for
'cuz i've been breaking mirrors since '94
i've got back luck
i get no love from you anymore

i know i'm a loser got it tatted on my wrist
as far as you're concerned i may as well not exist
wish you'd just forget me you've got your own life to live
so i'll let them live

that shit hurted
you said you loved me and then you reversed it
shawty's accursed
she built me up and then made me feel worthless
like i'm a bad person
making me think that i somehow deserve this
making me question if love's really true
wish i could go back and fix things with you but

i should hate you
i can't bring myself to
can't replace you
never one to make due
i’m so ugly
not even i can love me
and it’s all finally sinking in
i’ll never feel complete again

i feel so dead and detached from everyone that i’ve met
i disappear into thin air when you turn your back
you know how these girls are always out to break hearts
and you know how i get so lonely and desperate

spend eternity in sunshine until your mind is spotless

Bad Luck (Prod. Horosha)

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

Bad Luck (Prod. Horosha)

Carlby

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