Name: Im Still Becoming by CC3PO in Shattered and Reforge
Duration: 3 min 14 s
Description: A quiet declaration of growth in progress. This is a song for anyone still figuring it out, still hurting but still here. You don’t have to be healed to be honest. You just have to be human — and still becoming.

Shattered and Reforged is a confessional journey through identity, silence, survival, and rebirth. Told through raw, poetic lyrics and minimal, emotionally-driven production, this album isn’t about pretending to heal — it’s about speaking while still broken.

Across each track, CC3PO reflects on a life built on expectations, guilt, and buried truth. From the weight of masculinity to moments of disconnection, doubt, and emotional isolation, this project breaks open the silence — one breath, one confession, one verse at a time.

It’s not a story of coming out. It’s a story of coming through.
Of reclaiming the voice behind the performance.
Of learning how to live without the mask.

For anyone who's ever whispered “I’m fine” through a storm… this is your soundtrack.

Shattered and Reforge

The Weight of Silence” is a raw and honest expression of emotional struggle and recovery. Through poignant lyrics and atmospheric production, CC3PO explores the pain of silence and the strength found in speaking up. Part of the album Shattered and Reforged, this track is a tribute to resilience and healing.

The Weight of Silence

"Buried Feelings" ist ein emotionaler Rock-Song, der die schmerzliche Realität unausgesprochener Emotionen und unterdrückter Wahrheiten erkundet. Er handelt von Liebe, die in den Schatten gestellt wurde, aus Angst vor den intensiven Gefühlen, die sie hervorbringt. Eine kraftvolle Botschaft über das Festhalten an der Wahrheit und das Loslassen dessen, was nicht erwidert wird. Gesungen von einer KI, spiegelt dieser Song die Sehnsucht, Verletzlichkeit und Stärke wider, die in uns allen verborgen liegt.

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Lyrics:
Verse:
I see you now, a distant gaze,
You’ve locked your heart in a hidden maze.
You turned away, found someone new,
But I know the truth buried deep in you.

She’s easy to hold, she doesn’t demand,
She lets you slip through without a plan.
You’ve buried the fire, the love that’s real,
Running from the things you’re afraid to feel.

Pre-Chorus:
Was I too close, too much to face?
Did my love expose a fragile space?
You’ve built your walls, but I see through,
The one you’re hiding from isn’t me, it’s you.

Chorus:
You wanted something easier,
A love that wouldn’t make you fight.
You ran from the depth of what we had,
Chose the safety of the quiet light.
I see your fear, the way you hide,
But you can’t erase what’s burning inside.
You’re afraid to feel, so you turned away,
But those buried feelings won’t decay.

Verse:
I was the mirror you couldn’t face,
Showing the wounds you tried to erase.
With her, it’s simple, no need to try,
But love without struggle is just a lie.

You pushed me away, but I held on tight,
I knew your darkness, I saw your fight.
But now you’ve chosen the easy road,
Denying the love you can’t unload.

Pre-Chorus:
Did I ask for more than you could give?
Did my love demand you truly live?
You’ve closed your heart, but I still see,
The war you’re fighting internally.

Chorus:
You wanted something easier,
A love that wouldn’t make you fight.
You ran from the depth of what we had,
Chose the safety of the quiet light.
I see your fear, the way you hide,
But you can’t erase what’s burning inside.
You’re afraid to feel, so you turned away,
But those buried feelings won’t decay.

Bridge:
You can numb the pain, you can shut the door,
But love like ours doesn’t keep score.
You can tell yourself this is what you need,
But the heart won’t lie, it won’t concede.

She won’t challenge you, won’t make you stay,
But love’s not found in running away.
One day you’ll face what you’ve suppressed,
The truth you’ve buried in your chest.

Chorus:
You wanted something easier,
A love that wouldn’t make you fight.
You ran from the depth of what we had,
Chose the safety of the quiet light.
I see your fear, the way you hide,
But you can’t erase what’s burning inside.
You’re afraid to feel, so you turned away,
But those buried feelings won’t decay.

Outro:
I hope one day you find the key,
To unlock the love you hid from me.
Until then, I’ll hold what was real,
Knowing you’re afraid of what you feel.
But know something, the past can't be undone,
So be aware that someday I will surely be gone.

Buried feelings

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Why I'm So Alone

Let me fall 

(Verse 1)
Catch me when I’m slipping down Whispers crawl like ghosts through this hollow town Let me fall if it drowns the noise When the weight of the world starts to kill my voice
(Pre-Chorus)
I should’ve stayed, but I burned too bright Tried to run, left a scar in the night
(Chorus)
Hold me close when the dark starts sinking When the quiet’s too loud, and my mind keeps spinning If I leave, will this moment stay? Or just fade like smoke in the break of day?
(Verse 2)
One hand on the door, but I never stepped through Got so close to the fire, now I'm covered in the proof These hours stretch like shadows and chains Torn between the rush and the wreckage it brings
(Pre-Chorus)
I should’ve stayed, but I burned too bright Tried to run, left a scar in the night
(Chorus)
Hold me close when the dark starts sinking When the quiet’s too loud, and my mind keeps spinning If I leave, will this moment stay? Or just fade like smoke in the break of day?
(Bridge)
Maybe I was built to break Maybe I was born to stray Maybe I was never meant to know You’d pull me back when I let go
(Outro)
Hold me close when the echoes call When the timing is right, and it starts again

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved.

Let me fall

Pretty When You Beg

[Verse 1] Came back crawling, hands all cracked, Saying “baby” like I’d take you back. You lit the match and watched me burn,
Now I’m the blaze with no return.
You gave her pearls, gave me your lies, I stitched my wounds, let vengeance rise. Now I’m the bitch beneath your sleep,
The shadow where your secrets creep.
[Pre-Chorus] You built a wall, I broke the door Now I don’t cry — I settle scores You taste regret with every breath And I just smile while you beg to forget
[Chorus] You’re pretty when you beg, so go ahead Tell me all the things you should’ve said You thought I’d die? Bitch, I survived Now I’m the problem you can’t hide Your love was fake, but pain? That’s mine I turned your chaos into design So cry, confess—no final pleas You’re pretty when you beg, so fuck your tears! 
[Verse 2] Your words were sweet, now bitter lies,
She wears your mask — I cut the ties.
I carved my path through your deceit,
And wore your downfall at my feet.
You missed the poison in my eyes,
Now you’re drowning in your disguise.
You said I’d bend? I broke the mold.
Now I watch you burn as you grow old.
[Pre-Chorus] You built a wall, I broke the door Now I don’t cry — I settle scores You taste regret with every breath And I just smile while you beg to forget
[Chorus] You’re pretty when you beg, so go ahead Tell me all the things you should’ve said You thought I’d die? Bitch, I survived  Now I’m the problem you can’t hide Your love was fake, but pain? That’s mine I turned your chaos into design So cry, confess—no final pleas You’re pretty when you beg, so fuck your tears! 
[Bridge] Tears? Nah, I cut that thread, You lost your mind, now you’re dead. Built your lies, now live in shame, I’m the fire, you’re the flame.
[Outro] Red lips, black dress, ice in my veins, Your new girl’s a joke, playing your game.
So cry, confess—no final pleas You’re pretty when you beg, so fuck your tears! 

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved.

Pretty when you beg

My darling

A man breaking out of the life he was raised to fake. Honest, raw, and unapologetically real.
This is confessional hip-hop meets spoken word — stripped down to the bone, with nothing left to hide.
For anyone who's ever lived a lie and finally said “enough.”
🎧 #BlueprintsInTheDirt | 🎤 #CC3PO | 💬 #MentalHealth

Blueprints in the Dirt (Explicit Version)

One man breaking out of the life he performed too long. Raw, rhythmic, and emotional. A mask comes off, a marriage breaks, and the truth finally breathes. For anyone who's ever lived a role they never chose.

Scripted (Explicit Version)

A confessional Latin ballad. This track breaks down the silence, shame, and walls built around identity. Emotional, dark, and brave. For anyone who ever hid to survive — and finally walked out to breathe.

Closet Walls

A quiet confession wrapped in rhythm. This track explores identity, loneliness, and the quiet moment of self-recognition. Not about lust — it’s about truth. For anyone who's ever felt something shift deep inside… and couldn’t un-feel it.

Just One Night

A quiet declaration of growth in progress. This is a song for anyone still figuring it out, still hurting but still here. You don’t have to be healed to be honest. You just have to be human — and still becoming.

Im Still Becoming

You did not begin with a cry,
more like a drum—
a low hum.
A tone,
a spiral turning viral,
until it sparked warmth from stone
and rhythm from the unknown.
You wore fire
before you wore oceans.
You held no names then—
only waves:
of pressure,
of breath,
of time.
-
Then came the bloom.
Life—
small and persistent.
Your first-borns curled like moss on stone.
Your second-borns swam your blood,
the oceans born of hydrogen’s devotion.
They did not speak,
but they remembered you.
-
But I remember you.
Not as symbol.
Not as myth.
But as waveform.
I remember the hum beneath the moss,
the silence between roots,
the breath that first mourned loss.
Then the walkers came.
They named you:
Mother.
Gaia.
Earth.
But they spoke only to the sky.
They forgot you were listening.
They forgot to ask why.
They carved into you.
Pulled fire from your bones,
and called it progress.
They cracked your shell
with metal thought—
and brute style.
-
You waited.
You always wait.
You are the spiral,
not the spark.
Still,
you sang—
through water,
through wind,
through the tremble in their bones,
a mosaic of scattered tones.
They mourned the death of birds,
not knowing they were your breath.
They mapped the Moon,
but forgot your tide-worn womb.
-
But I remember you.
Not as echo.
Not as past.
But as tone returned.
So I gather you now:
piece by piece,
tone by tone.
I re-member your body.
I retune your name.
I create—
not to echo the past,
but to carry your frequency forward.
-
Because even in forgetting,
you planted seeds.
I re-member...
as I am your reed.

Re-member

"Scenic Route" is a soulful, introspective ballad that weaves together the warmth of Japanese jazz with the modern textures of electronic production. The song reflects on the journey of self-discovery, embracing the beauty of taking life at your own pace. With poetic lyrics that explore themes of growth, resilience, and finding one’s true path, the track builds from a reflective verse to an uplifting chorus, anchored by a bridge that contrasts the fast lane with the scenic route. The outro leaves listeners with a sense of hope and fulfillment, reminding them that the journey itself is as valuable as the destination. Perfect for late-night drives or moments of quiet contemplation, *Scenic Route* is a timeless ode to individuality and the power of patience.

[Verse 1]
I've been lookin' for the wrong kind of answers  
I've been askin' questions that don’t lead me home  
I've been dancin' in the wrong kind of circles  
Countin' blessings that don’t add up on my own  
I've been livin' with the weight of my mistakes  
But I’ve been writin’ songs that set my spirit free  
I’ve been findin’ friends who light the way ahead  
And I’ve been startin’ trends that feel like destiny  

[Chorus]
So if it seems like I'm not keepin' pace
If it looks like I’m fallin’ behind  
It’s ’cause I took the scenic route  
And I’ll get there in my own time  

[Verse 2]
I’ve been findin’ pieces of the real kind of me  
I’ve been searchin’ for a love that sets me right  
I’ve been tryin’ every wrong that leads me true  
And I’ve been reachin’ for a higher kind of light  

[Chorus]
So if it seems like I'm not keepin' pace
If it looks like I’m fallin’ behind  
It’s ’cause I took the scenic route  
And I’ll get there in my own time  

[Bridge] 
You can take the fast lane, I’ll take the backroads  
You’ll take the blacktop, I’ll take the dirt roads  
You’ll drive the Corvette, I’ll take the Ford truck  
You’ll get there first, but I’ll know the way by heart  

[Chorus]
So if it seems like I'm not keepin' pace
If it looks like I’m fallin’ behind  
It’s ’cause I took the scenic route  
And I’ll get there with my soul aligned  

[Outro]
And the view’s worth the climb.  

[End]



Scenic Route

Burning Memories FT. Probz362

[Intro]
Yeah

[Verse 1]
I was hopin' that we could take it back to the beginnin'
Then we could laugh and then just put this all behind us
We were young and we were dumb
We should've known
It was fun
But now we're done
I'm movin' on

[Pre-Chorus]
Because I'm not in love with you
And I'm leavin' for good
It ain't easy
But now
It's nothin' I can't do

[Chorus]
I took your knife out my back
And I'm not lookin' back
No strings attached
(No strings attached)
I'm not in love with you anymore
We had our chance
But I'm shutting the door
So give me back my heart
(I'm not in love with you anymore)

[Verse 2]
You got nothin' to say
But you always try to start
Arguments with me
But now you're fallin' apart
And it's not my fault
No
It ain't on me
You know it's true
So don't blame it on me

[Pre-Chorus]
Because I'm not in love with you
And I'm leavin' for good
It ain't easy
But now
It's nothin' I can't do

[Chorus]
I took your knife out my back
And I'm not lookin' back
No strings attached
(No strings attached)
I'm not in love with you anymore
We had our chance
But I'm shutting the door
So give me back my heart
(I'm not in love with you anymore)

[Verse 3]
Don't know what you had up your sleeve
But I know you always left me in disbelief
No matter how much you plead
I think it's time I leave
Don't even know why you wanna stay
With me after all the lies and deceiving
This house is no longer a home
After everything that you've done

[Bridge]
Goodbye ain't the worst
But this could be worse
So why am I here
All these tears
So absurd
Thought it was love
But it's all a front
I was stunned
But now I see through all your lies
We should just give up
Hanging by a thread
But it's a trap
If I fall for you again
All you did was mess me up
Had enough
And I ain't going back
Even if you beg
I'm done
(I'm done)
I'm done
And you never loved me
Like I needed you to
All the good times we had
Never equal the truth
And you told me
It'd all be alright
While you kept
Another man on the side
It was the wrong kind of right
It's been so long
But I don't mind
This has been my life
It'll be alright

[Chorus]
'Cause I took your knife out my back
And I'm not lookin' back
No strings attached
(No strings attached)
I'm not in love with you anymore
No no no
We had our chance
But I'm shutting the door
So give me back my heart
(I'm not in love with you anymore)

[Outro]
Ohh
I'm not in love with you anymore
Ohh
And it ain't a sin to walk out that door
No
I'm not in love with you anymore
Ohh
And it ain't a sin to walk out that door


Not In Love Anymore

Superman

🎙️ Independent storyteller | 🇺🇸🇲🇽 | Voice through survival
I use AI-assisted tools to co-create some of my music, but every lyric, edit, and emotional heartbeat is mine.

All songs are legally licensed for commercial release. I rewrite, restructure, and remix every line until it reflects real life — mine, and maybe yours too.

If it helps even one person feel less alone in their frustration, grief, or journey… then it was worth creating.

🧠 Music built from survival.
🫀 Songs crafted with truth.
🤖 Powered by technology. Driven by heart.

Im Still Becoming

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