tired all the time // lyrics:

im tired of the sound of church bells down the street
and how tired i feel about it all the time 
because i keep dreaming of the same things 
and i can't see myself as a child 
and the clock goes slower all the time 
but i keep drifting out of places and i don't see an end
dissapointments and not sleeping, that's how i live my life
always tired, even when im trying to lay down and fall back to sleep
surrounded by the same faces all the time
and its not that i don't like them
it's just that they can see see the joy
in things that i cannot enjoy
and every day, i'll wait, and hope that i'll be better soon
and hope that i'll be better soon
hope that i'll be better soon

(The audio from the beginning was sampled from the video 'ᛋᛝᛩᚹᛓᚱᛅᛁᛖᚭ' by the youtube user 'meatsleep')

Tired All The Time

Skate Witches (Teen Suicide cover)

and for a moment i felt you were falling with me

cover picture by the one and only Sam Ray
im a bit sick sorry if sound like shit

Teen Suicide - Swallow (cover)

teen suicide - everything is fine (live cover)

from last summer, found this recording of me playing ode to viceroy drunk at a dock

ode to viceroy

a song i recorded with my tape machine sometime during march / april of this year for my cat that died last spring. released under the moniker 'memory twin' on the dead flowers for a friend album.

last spring i had a fever and my pet passed away

another collage i put together with nicole (micmole)during june. the poem was written sometime in may i believe, and the guitar parts were recorded with my tape machine. it turned out pretty cool i guess. released under the moniker of 'memory twin' on the 'dead flowers for a friend' album

will i see you again sometime?

i recorded this with my tape machine inside a bathroom im sorry

try to sleep (attic abasement cover)

from the album "we call our houses a home"
https://hospitalflowers.bandcamp.com/album/we-call-our-houses-a-home

last may (sitting by the parking lot under the yellow lights)

a demo of an opening track im working on, not sure if the progression will stay the same on the final version

the first day of the rest of your life (demo)

this sux sorry but i really love this band

when the sun hits (slowdive cover)

demo of a song recorded with me and two friends while we were drunk in my room

but every summer has to end (rough demo)

may 17th, sitting on a rooftop. my mother called me but i can't remember the things that she was saying, the sky was turning gray and it started to rain. i thought about calling out for you, but i knew that i was all alone and strung out again, the way i've felt every day for the past few months. so i close my eyes, and crying out in the dark i tell myself that 'god will take care of us' just like you told me that day when we hung out after school. as the breeze goes through me my body starts to shake, because i know what happens next. i'll sink into the things that i despise, i'll become the people above the ceiling, i'll turn to dust one day.

seventeen days (demo)

we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers (teen suicide cover)

bedroom burial

useful (hysterla cover)

i think you're really beautiful (starry cat cover)

i wish that i could be the trees
and blow my leaves until you fall asleep

i wish that i could be the sun
and keep you warm until you fall at ease

i wish that i could be a flower
to be the things that you desire

i wish that i could become a ghost
to keep you calm and keep you close

and if i have to die, then i hope i die
then i hope i die with you by my side

i wish

clean

i recorded this inside my closet and it rly sucks, need to record it properly sometime in the future.

devotion (rough demo)

no, the moon (teen suicide cover)

hey, visit that tumblr thing, im making stuff again. 
cokeforfun.tumblr.com

this is a really really really bad demo of a newer song, the vocals are way off and the guitar is too quiet. ill need to record again in the future.

dark room and a phone call (demo)

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalking

im falling in love (julia brown cover)

from a new project im working on

there is no need to cry when you get home, sooner or later we'll both be gone
"lifes not the way you think" said as the ice melted off with steam
i am not living with who i am, im just coping with the way i feel
we were 16, in your car driving to the store
your brother turned and said to me, the bluest sky id ever seen
some days it felt as if my life was meant to be like this
no longer scared of the dark
i dont know if i have the energy

teenage porn machine - sooner or later

COKE FOR FUN // we could go crazy

at last, the final version of this song. from the upcoming teenage porn machine album titled "god drags me outside my house"

teenagepornmachine.bandcamp.com

lyrics:

i hear you walking across the hall
and i wonder what you think
have you been skipping meals again
call me when you get a chance

leaving a habit behind
pushing who don't mind
beat your fist against a wall
write your name to be someone

cover my face in the dark
why do things remain the same?
did god put me in this hell
or did i got here myself

teenage porn machine - dark room and a phone call

track #3 from an accidents happen to be released soon

accidents happen - the things we talk about these days

nobody (julia brown cover)

a song from an upcoming compilation

lyrics:

i watch the birds
they leave the sky
coming back home

passed out 
last night 
outside in the yard

and in my dreams
every night
i am alone

i've got nothing left
but i don't care

accidents happen - "vince vinyl"

bye (starry cat cover)

I record music and stuff on my bedroom.

https://accidentshappenmusic.bandcamp.com/
https://hospitalflowers.bandcamp.com
https://teenagepornmachine.bandcamp.com
https://memorytwin.bandcamp.com/

carlosocarnero

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