write these words that you'll never hear
and it might come off pathetic
its most definitely weird
wish i could hypnotize you surely with pretty chords
and then you'll me call again and see what everything's been for

i heard this song in my head and made it exist

guitar by @blurxy

im such a sick and hateful fuck
you would have thought that i made it uo
somehow i still always get caught     on all the small things
said i might be there when she slept
she awoke never to sleep again
cant trade a penny for a friend, and youve only got one

i hope i get murdered at one of my shows

i finally lost my fucking marbles

fuck being sane i dont ever wanna change
wanna take some fucking pliers and start picking at your brain
im so fucking schizaffective that i wander through the change
im like thirty different humans in the same damn day
i just wanna girl that is so damn based
who is pretty like a flower but so sweet like a crepe
cuz these beautiful girls bring so much pain
and i wanna do some creepy shit but make u feel safe

ill keep you safe, i wanna do a bunch of creepy shit but make you feel safe

i wanna do a bunch of creepy shit but make you safe

toryn berger needs to commit suicide and fuck his mom jodi berger shes a teacher

i sing by the window
ive seen only god knows
i do things so i grow
but you still think that im a bad person
i think i might be a bad person
i do some things thats just not worth it
you see the point yet you still worsen
i speak my truth thats why you worship
something i cant do at all
something you shouldnt do at all
sometimes your skin may crawl
makeup destroyed us all
genetically i was fucked from start
i had no chance from my birth
howd things get so much worse
howd things get so much worse

i was 13 in 2017 and didnt have a cat

theres just no point at all
theres no one else at all

lets sit and watch the world burn together

Track 3 off lovefool
i sing all alone to these instrumentals
maybe not in the room but mind is lonely
can i borrow your confidence i have so little
hoofefully not soon cuz my egos growing

hey little thing i see you cry right by my bedside table
i set my alarm but oversleot im mentally unstable

cant get me out of here
cant get me out right now
cant call me for too long
i run back in that house0

sleep through youre alarms your not well

when i saw you
wiped the smile right of my face
had to lock in to it
with just one taste and ill be great
so nice to know her
and all the gifts come with a girl
im such an ingrate
from this projection my heart twirls
surely you can let me in

campfire stories

laughing at the rain and watch my mental grow abhorrent
ive been stuck onto your skin as ive been leeching on a torrent
im so lost and detested id leave you infected
youre so much better alone

oh and wait they just leaked it

you can hop in your car, im thirty hours away
so you could see me in a little more than over a day
i was 4 years old i had a smile on my face
i know what happened you did something and it caused me to change
i dont like it when they look at me in that kinda way
you can kiss me when you leave but know i want my space
hated hugging for the longest so i pushed you away
but itll never be your fault what really happened that day
these people they all alarm you
i know it feels like they all wanna harm you
but not everyones the same as she was
youre capable and you need love

thats life though you get sick and you die

@aeter
scaredy cat november or december :D
no matter what ;)

CASCADES

carlwillbus

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