i didnt even try

turning 18 sucks when everybodys in your way
my girlfriends such a slut but i dont like her anyway
i know that im fucked up but can you get out of my face
my lifes in such a rutt i wish i could just die today

and i wanna kill myself i wanna end my life forever
cus the way that things are looking we will never be together
and you will say you hate my friends and i will say that its whatever
cause im so obsessed with death and you just think that youre so clever

i hate myself

h4rtbrkr - im sorry for messing things up with you i still think youre pretty

alex g sample

@humanendeavour
she said that we'll be better off there
but the cuts on my wrist dont tell me that instead 
i just wish that we could just be something there
and i don't want us to just ever be friends
you deceive my mind
and make me think that its all alright
you just bleed the way you like 
and make me think that you really tried
think that my brain is fried
from everytime that she shut down my life
cant speak whats on my mind
cause it will make me wanna die
@alphieafterlife
you make me wanna die
but im so used to it now
and you say im not alright
but its all your fault im like this
leave me alone for a while
theres nothing else to talk about
nobody gets whats going on
i know you did too bad your gone
you keep telling me im insane
im not insane i know whats going on
im coming home on the train
im cutting myself
wishing i was on the track
you keep telling me im insane
im not insane i know whats going on
im coming home on the train
im cutting myself
wishing i was on the track
@humanendeavour
you deceive my mind
and make me think that its all alright
you just bleed the way you like 
and make me think that you really tried
think that my brain is fried
from everytime that she shut down my life
cant speak whats on my mind
cause it will make me wanna die

better off dead w/ alphie afterlife

calorie:
i drank too much last night 
and i wish i didn’t say too much in the heat of the moment
i hope i didn’t say what i’ve been wanting to say for a while 
and get kicked out of your home (it’s true)

what are you trying to establish? (it’s true)
why you trying to inflict this damage on me? (its truee)
or maybe was it an accident? (its trueeeuee)
your treating me like i’m an asset with no value

but then when i least expect it, you came out and reached ur arms to me
i took your hand when i least thought it would come to me,
but i don’t regret it
now it’s friday night, i look at my phone and your calling me, texting me, message me
it gets messy (messy) messy (come back please)

estella:
its too damn much
always on my phone when youre not on yours i swear ive had enough
do you even see that it's me who cares for you
or do you give no fuck?
calorie and me gon eat it up like its thanksgiving and we don't give a fuck
bitch it's friday night and the time is right just text me back hope i have some luck

i can say you missin out on me but honestly it really sucks
maybe one day you can hit me back and we'll unpack maybe just this once, once, once

calorie:
i drank too much last night 
and i wish i didn’t say too much in the heat of the moment
i hope i didn’t say what i’ve been wanting to say for a while 
and get kicked out of your home (it’s true)

what are you trying to establish? (it’s true)
why you trying to inflict this damage on me? (its truee)
or maybe was it an accident? (its trueeeuee)
your treating me like i’m an asset with no value

but then when i least expect it, you came out and reached ur arms to me
i took your hand when i least thought it would come to me,
but i don’t regret it
now it’s friday night, i look at my phone and your calling me, texting me, message me
it gets messy (messy) messy (come back please)

(ALL PLATS) reach out ur arms :P @estella

spotify

hysteric jaydes cover

vacations sample

why you have to lie?
and push me away
isnt that so fried
or is that just okay with you
and i hate my life 
but i cant escape
why am i so afraid
of the thought of you getting away x2
why do you wanna talk like that?
getting involved with the shit thats bad
things in my head yeh they all gone bad
and the thought of you in another guys place makes me mad

push me away

making it out the garage with this one

https://discord.gg/eJAY36DGgR

join losers

its 2 am im unemployed and my ai girlfriend just cheated on me

prod me

dear mom and dad, im doing fine
u guys are on my mind
u asked me what i wanted to be
And now i think the answer is plain to see
i wanna be famous

i wanna live close to the sun
well pack ur bags cos ive already won
everything to prove nothing in my way
ill get there one day
cos i wanna be famous

Na-na-na-na-na 
na-na-na-na 
na-na-na-na

i wanna be
i wanna be
i wanna be famous
i wanna be
i wanna be
i wanna be famous

I WANNA BE FAMOUS!!

prod by me.
cover art by me.
w/ @haunted_sad

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/40NhgfTYY3VRBYpFF9gYdx?si=vuWtjkVGQya_ugSwx9Aktg

redize/
What a perfect way to end things
I'll end it all I can't help myself
I've been throught this before I can live without
This other bullshit

Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

haunted/
And yeah I've been running out of time, baby
The death clock it keeps on ticking 
These emotions I have, yeah, they are livid
All these visions of my death they're are vivid
You stabbed my heart in front of me
I watched myself dying every fkn day
I thought girl that u were fkn cool :(( 
Yeah ur the one that just made me end it 


redize/
Thought I had the balls to tell you sooner
But I waited so long why am I such a loser?
I try to keep it all to myself and not ask for help
K I lied, or maybe once a few times
But it will all get better, just don't ever say never
cause there's no better endeavor in life

redize/
Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

haunted/
And yeah I've been running out of time, baby
The death clock it keeps on ticking 
These emotions I have, yeah, they are livid
All these visions of my death they're are vivid
You stabbed my heart in front of me
I watched myself dying every fkn day
I thought girl that u were fkn cool :(( 
Yeah ur the one that just made me end it

a perfect way to end things

a perfect way to end things w/hauntedsad

only wish in life - prod. blix

i want you to kiss me

kill me

get rid of me

cuz thats what i wanted in life

just do what i ask

my love 

myy loveee

theres nothing left for me

theres nothing left for me to look forward to

so my love

my love just do what i ask

shit.

only wish in life

carlwillbus

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