I found this by accident, amazing man added it to my playlist

Words out of my own life... thanks fam one love

Gotta win the battle between the bad me and the good me. I can relate to that. This track slaps

"Walk With Me" Produced By Yonas K
       Written. Recorded. Mixed & Mastered By Carlton Carvalho


I'm not even sure how I really feel, sometimes I feel worse
Same life that's a blessing, start feeling like a curse
Same shit that I be stressing I start to wonder is it worth it?
I think about my kids when I'm tryna find purpose
I think about my woman all she’s done she don’t deserve this
shit that's been killing my mind but I ain't perfect
They hear my talent and think I might be on the surface
But I'm battling these serpants
in the flesh, in the spirit, in the mind and they working over time
I be certain ima shine
Other times, I be certain ima die in this circle that I'm tied in
Tryna find time as I'm battling my mind and
life's gotten better can’t I see that I'm rising?
Struggling and striving its nothin to survive when
you comfortable in lies and disguising the real you
but its hard to be the real you 
when all the shit that thrown into our minds start to fill you
Then you go numb and can't feel you
Then you become undone when it steals you
Wishing you was still you
Til all the bullshit and old age and ya own rage start to come back and kill you
In the meantime I'ma live out my dream
In the meantime I'ma stack up this cream
for the fam one time while I shine like the ultra light beam
that I all my life seen, myself all my life being
turn all my lights green cause I gotta go
Won't always be easy and this I gotta know
We all got demons we gotta go toe to toe with
We got reason we gotta stay focused
and keep believing we'll get where we hoping and knowing we should be
Cause things always turn out how they should be
I just gotta win a battle between the bad me and the good me

                                             
                                             - CHORUS -

Please walk with me
Please walk with me
with me, and hold my hand
Cause I don't always know what's right
I just know I hope I might
Ima go by faith not sight
So please walk with me
Please walk with me
Please walk with me
with me and hold my hand
Cause I don't always know what's right
Even though I hope I might
Ima go by faith not sight 
So please walk with me

 
                                              - VERSE -

I’m not even sure how I really feel
might need doctor
Mom said I'm fucked in the head
but still I try to
tell myself she jus talking
then the thought that she might know something bout me that I don’t starts to haunt me
Cause I be feeling Godly
then I be feeling hardly 
like myself, falling 
inner me calling
telling me quit stalling
fight and keep brawling
might just keep your dream
live the life foreseen
back at like 14 
When I rap my 1st recording
through a mic on a screen 
Like ain't what this life really means?
Building and experiencing these dreams
Inspiring the world with these things
Whether good or bad it's a lesson that it brings
Hope I be the legend that they reppin' when they sing
all the songs that I made tryna break through the seams
of what seems like forever tryna pull myself together
tryna balance all the challenges and talents or whatever
But every time I make time for this music I take time from my family
If I don't make sure  the time spent pays off then it all goes to waste in my face and it's scary
I nearly drive myself mad with these thoughts in my head
like I ain't got bills, real family issues still and real fuckin problems instead
I ain't got time to be mislead
but sometimes I feel like I'm tryna climb up a hill in the snow on a sled
like I’m slow in the head
bout to go off the ledge but I know I'm ahead
I know about God and I know what it says
"These blessings gonn come with a test"
So I everyday I study and sometimes I fail
But I never quit, that's how I prevail


                                            -CHORUS-

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Walk With Me (Prod By Yonas K)

Artist/Songwriter/Engineer
www.CarltonCarvalho.com
Me@CarltonCarvalho.com
https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/carlton-carvalho/id1258274211
https://tidal.com/artist/8929339

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