alone 9 (yikes)

lyrics


(verse 1)
i met her downtown in the slums of austin
once we were sober she said “i’m from boston”
i told her i couldn’t give mass-a-two shits
luckily she likes guys that treat her like shit

help me
everyone calls me mickey
just wanna be ur darling
cause fame is fucking empty
u warned me

so listen
i know ur probably with him
& maybe for good reason
but u don’t fucking need him
i warned u


(prehook)
i tried my best to hide it
but now i’m done denying


(hook)
u were, perfect
& im so sorry
i’m such, a dick
but u still love me

i still, regret
letting u leave me
don’t u, forget
u used to need me


(verse 2)
should probably take my own advice now
& move on with my life now
& stop singing about how
u left me

maybe stop getting ur advice from
the guy u get ur high from
if u want my advice, run
real, quickly


how can
i love someone that
can’t stand
the thought of loving 
me back
why do i think i 
need that?
i know uuuu

hate me
but one day babe, you’ll 
thank me
for teaching u how 
to leave 
a piece of shit just 
like me
i warned u


(prehook)
i tried my best to hide it
but now i’m done denying


(hook)
u were, perfect
& im so sorry
i’m such, a dick
but u still love me

i still, regret
letting u leave me
don’t u, forget
u used to need me


(bridge)
yeah, i remember when u said
how u wished that i was dead
so i tried to kill myself
swallowed way too many pills

& god, the tummy ache was shit
but not enough to kill the kid
sometimes i wish i didn’t live
but i’m so fucking glad i did

i remember what u said
u were wishing i was dead
now ur wishing me the best
cause my songs stuck in ur head

i cant believe the things i did
for some narcissistic bitch
i’m so glad i still exist
just so i can rub it in


(hook)
u were, perfect
& im so sorry
i’m such, a dick
but u still love me

i still, regret
letting u leave me
don’t u, forget
u used to need me


THE END

Mickey Darling - you were perfect & i'm sorry

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