how does this song not exist on the internet at all I've been looking for it for like 2 hours

my blooming flower
ascending due to ultraviolet rays
you've grown so much throughout the years
despite the overbearing shade
and i've pulled stems up from their roots
i know you get the metaphor
but with you i touched your core
and pulled away due to your thorns
that represent the past endeavors
whether evil or angelic
the purity of your heart
was something nobody should mess with but,
somehow i just want to hold you closely to my chest
and keep you hydrated for life 
and plant you safely in my gardens crest
honestly, i've never ever known someone like you
such a beauty to lay eyes upon but dangerous to soothe
a sort of, rosebud through comparison
a venus setting traps
so inviting, so enticing
get too close and then you snap shut
understandable
you've been drowned and dealt with drought
you've gone through way too much to grow and yet your petals start to show
i pray that i could be a cause, from my attempts at full nutrition
my volition being only that you'd burst at full fruition
all my visions of you synthesizing photos of us living
know that all of my decisions come from all my past afflictions
all my life i've plucked through gloves to keep the dirt off of my hands
and only see my palms unguarded when im finished with my plans
or when a storm comes and threatens us with never ending showers 
i will run inside for tents to keep the flooding from your glands
i've said it once but for good measure i have watched you rise matured
you've learned to keep it all inside and ignore every feeling surged
throughout the time you have been silenced 
all those needles never dulled
because your innocence was ruptured
and you felt you had been cursed 
but oh my dear, my flower, my precious dandelion
i will comfort you with sunshine
even if you hurt me first
even if you hurt me first

i know you beg for sunlight
i know you beg for rain
i know you pray for something
to numb you from your pain

i know you beg for mercy
i know you beg for ease
i know you pray that you could
take off your thorns for me

an anticipated hurricane's been spotted in the east
and gave me time to pack my bags and migrate up and climb to peaks
like killamanjaro sounds like fun i guess
the view is pretty nice
but with no lily in my sight i'd rather stay and roll the dice
we've talked each other through our darkness
though the difference clearly seems 
that you wilt throughout the outside
i whither in my dreams
all i want is to take care of you
and pour your fill of water
then re-plant in finer soil
so a growth begins to follow
every garden that i've raised has had its wonder in its way
but there's never been a time that i was careless in my traits
i wear my goggles for debris and wear my mask over my face
i put on bumblebee protection spray and lastly without haste 
i wear layers on my hands
to ensure that they stay clean
and i take cautions round my belly
like i just removed my spleen
so how come every time i'm sprinkling the dirt around my feet
i just have to let my fingers bare enough to touch your seed
after 86 occurrences of slicing up my skin against the walls that you have built 
i think i've figured out the meaning behind barriers of silt
i still reach out to coax your base until my blood drains from where it burns down to the turf
it's because i'll never stop being there for you
even if you hurt me first
even if you hurt me first

i know you beg for sunlight
i know you beg for rain
i know you pray for something
to numb you from your pain

i know you beg for mercy
i know you beg for ease
i know you pray that you could
take off your thorns for me

thorns.

Atlas  https://soundcloud.com/atlas
yung bae @yungestbae
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CSeeS https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYRRRnCoKgQOGxk_go0Y9vg
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Anime List https://myanimelist.net/animelist/CSeeS

holding yr hand (prod. yung bae)

HYH (Holding Your Hand) (prod. yung bae)

Distance

mr. brightside.

The rocks on the bottom are cold when you first touch. 
Been on ‘em so long, it doesn’t bother me so much. 
I wake up and salvage what I can of my dreams 
before I splash some water onto my mood and have to leave. 
I take a step out, breathe. Sigh to release the pressure.
Physically, I’m present but my eyes keep tryna exit 
out the window. Picture myself anywhere but here. 
Need to turn off autopilot and remember I can steer 
but my floorboards creak. 
I haven’t had a normal conversation in like a week. 
Just “No, I don’t need a bag,” 
and “Thanks for swiping my card,” 
then try to get out as fast as I can 'fore I need to talk. 
Hurry the walk back before my body falls apart. 
Drop down onto my bed like why did I even start. 
As I slip back into slumber, I wonder 
where the why of it's all gone.
I keep coming back ‘cause I've been going so long.

The more I learn, 
the less I feel I know it.
Feelin’ like the less you know, 
the more I feel alright.
But somethin’ ‘bout that voice I hear reminds me 
that it’s only the beginning tonight.

I wanna write a love song but I can’t 
‘cause I can’t be around a girl without apologizing in advance 
for all the mistakes that I haven’t made, 
problems I haven’t caused. 
I self sabotage before I even get a chance to offer 
my hand in yours on a romantic walk through a national park.
I’d give you half of my heart if I wasn’t standing so far,
if I didn’t flash up my guard automatically 
when actually, I’d trade every star in the galaxy 
if it meant that the gravity 
couldn’t grab you and steal you away.
I just wish I had a reason to be feeling this way.
I just wish I had an address to send these letters to. 
‘Stead I fold them into airplanes, 
throw them and hope that they get to you. 
I wanna fall so you can catch me.
Cry into each other’s arms until it passes. 
I wish I could say that I’ll make you happy but I can’t.
I’ll try to figure out how ‘til I get the chance.

The more I learn, 
the less I feel I know it.
Feelin’ like the less you know, 
the more I feel alright.
But somethin’ ‘bout that voice I hear reminds me 
that it’s only the beginning to life.

Tears don’t mean a thing in the pouring rain.
I ain’t got nothin’ to lose. I got it all to gain.

the more i learn [prod. by mr. master]

Ice Cream Sunday

Vinyl Appreciation 2018

Dumb Lullabies - Eva Lou

Cheer the fuck up you beautiful loser, sincerely signed, you from the future :)

Track Playlist:
[00:00] Samsa -  cataclysm
[01:54] Samsa - tinder samurai
[04:12] Atlas - loving u
[05:46] Samsa - her
[07:54] Samsa - haunt me 
[12:12] Atlas - E[u].logy 
[13:54] Atlas - Magic
[15:54] Atlas - Sand

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Tinder Samurai

Me and Hannah made a song about space. 🚀👾 Also, thanks for 800 followers. <3 

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2ACGRTmj1mFpXilPeH7312?si=eofvY6nnSk66i4UsRLvNVg

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/p4nthermusic
Singing & Art: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia

Lyrics: 
Do you know how alcohol taste on Mars like? 
I don't like I'm not like I can't drink yet dude. 
That would be such an awesome way to start the song
No it's an awful way. Let's not do that. 

Take me to the city of stars
Take me to that city on mars 
I'll see you at the Galaxy Inn
but first I need my oxygen

So let me grab my carry on
I promise, I won't be long 
My flight leaves at half past six
to pass orbit in this ship
To leave this atmosphere
Earth is so far from here
Now we're into second gear  
Earth is so far from here 
Constellations in my pane 
In the darkness of this space

Take me to the city of stars
Take me to that city on mars 
I'll see you at the Galaxy Inn
but first I need my oxygen

Take me to the city of stars
Take me to that city on mars 
I'll see you at the Galaxy Inn
but first I need my oxygen

Jumped up when I saw you walk in 
Flashed me a grin and we started talking 
It’s been so long since I’ve heard your voice 
Missed you, such a comfortable noise 
Your eyes, your hair, your hands, your glow 
Don’t wanna let you go 
Your arms, they feel like home  
Through cosmos we’ll roam 
Everywhere we’ll go 

Take me to the city of stars
Take me to that city on mars 
I'll see you at the Galaxy Inn
but first I need my oxygen

Take me to the city of stars
Take me to that city on mars 
I'll see you at the Galaxy Inn
but first I need my oxygen

City of stars, city on Mars
Galaxy Inn, oxygen

Dumb Lullabies - Eva Lou

UMA Music

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