I'm so sick I feel upset

Dyin slowly on the floor


Ohhhohhh...

Fill my thoughts up with regret

I can't take this shit no more


Ohhhohhh…

Takin pills to numb my head

I can't do it on my own


Ohhhohhh…

Still remember what you said

Whyd you have to say those words

So poisonous

Pour four wit us

Xanax yellow bus 💛

I would pop one, then be crashin

Wakin up wit cuts


Is this only in my head?

Are you only in my dreams?

When I lay awake in bed,

Are you there thinkin of me?


Clear blue skies like these

Take me over seas

I need to get away,

Lord take me somewhere please


Nowhere, to go,

Hang up the phone

I can't save myself,

I think you know it tho


Pick me up, Out the dirt

Help me clean off my shirt

I feel broken and hurt,

It's all the same to me.


White Ts and blind eyes

I hate these

All the lies that you said,

When you were next to me


I'm so sick I feel upset

Dyin slowly on the floor


Ohhhohhh...

Fill my thoughts up with regret

I can't take this shit no more


Ohhhohhh…

Takin pills to numb my head

I can't do it on my own


Ohhhohhh…

Still remember what you said

Whyd you have to say those words

So poisonous

Pour four wit us

Xanax yellow bus 💛

I would pop one, then be crashin

Wakin up wit cuts


I can't stand it!

Take me off this planet!

Can't manage!

Not average!

Take me out this life before I panic!


Can't stand it!

Take me off this planet!

Can't manage!

Not average!

Take me out this life before I panic!


Before you leave me,

Won't you say it, please

Tell me that you love me

So that I can breathe


Before you leave me,

Won't you say it, please

Tell me that you hate me

Wash away all the uncertainty


Blood from what you drew

With your own knife, it's true

And I been waitin a long, long time for this...


I'm so sick I feel upset

Dyin slowly on the floor


Ohhhohhh...

Fill my thoughts up with regret

I can't take this shit no more


Ohhhohhh…

Takin pills to numb my head

I can't do it on my own


Ohhhohhh…

Still remember what you said

Whyd you have to say those words

So poisonous

Pour four wit us

Xanax yellow bus 💛

I would pop one, then be crashin

Wakin up wit cuts

school bus (prod. y axis)

RIP, I peal off, no more liquor,

Sick em, killa, click a Flicka

Pick ya chin up, to the ceilin,

Im in the stars just like big dippah,

Don't got caught on camera,

Wit the hammah, what's the plan son?

Don't let it jam, we tote banana clips,

The question is, who's really down?

I pick and roll,

Dead the phone,

Bad to bone

Bad lil woah

Don't say it tho,

These Maricon

Won't catch me wit the bag alone

My bands are blue

My pills are too

I'm in the coop

Crash bandicoot

I'm sick like flu

I'm fly no fluke

The winds once blew

Soft whistle flute.


Rest in peace to MF DOOM

Spring showers bring the rose to bloom

The powder make my mind go zoom

Cant catch the villain Scooby-Doo


Fred Flintstone yabba dabba doo

Ring trap phone, for White and blue

Rings and diamonds, all my loot

She sing like siren, ocean tune


Red dot, on, feel like carter

Flip the product, free my brothas

System, locked up, Holy ghost

No more crack rock in my nose

Fit the sneaka,

My demeanor

Mister meaner,

Wrist too cold

I'm off the Lean

And tearin seems

And makin bread

Baked by the loaf


DIAMOND EYES

I tell no lies

I'm giant size

Fum, fee, fye, fo


House of flies

I hear deftones

I mystify,

I bring them hope


I sell a dime,

I make it snow,

I make the time

Move by so slow


I won't rot

Until I'm six Foot

In the dirt

Let rest My soul


Who want smoke?

Eenie meanie Minie moe

You a frosted flake

Gonna catch you by ya toe

Ho, don't make no mistake,

This the life I chose,

When the father speaks

I hear the most.


Drop off and I fade away

Murder what I did today

Can't catch me just like Andale

Better bring a spade, for da grave


I be rolliiiiiin!!!


The finest.


Guap stacked tall,

They call a man

"Your highness"


Don't miss the most,

Like don't go close your eyelids


Wrist too froze

Right by the heart

My ice is.





Get Down (prod. Yung Nab)

I see smoke rise

And in her eyes

Im Indebted


Got me hypnotized

Stuck in her lies

And I'm bedded


Don't know where to go

When the waters low

I'ma go cold,

In a minute


When the water tides

Reach them new heights,

I done broke ties,

Now I mend it.

X2


This the zombie,

Body snatcher 

lil Casper

Royal wedding


I got my queen right by my side

She ride or die

I got her wedded


Pull the trigger, at ya head

Embed with led

No second chances


She got nice figure, gimme head

She get real wet

A heaven sentence


They don't really wanna ever fall like that

But we all fall so do the best to make this moment last

I just might die and then tonight would be my last

So if you down to ride, it's do or die, let's do da devils dance 💃

X2


Pop off Drop top off

I hear shots off way in the distance

Caps off to the man, who took no shots,

But aye…

Good riddance


This ain't minute made, it took a minute to make these millions,


Quarter of a century, runnin this block…

Good fitness


Run up the guap,

No limit

Tote me dis glock

Keep hidden


Wrist like the stocks

Gone up in cost

Won't take the loss,

Im winnin,


I won't sip wok,

Stay on the block,

Was slangin rock,

To make a livin


Now I'm climbing to da top

And I see clouds off

In the distance.



I see smoke rise

And in her eyes

Im Indebted


Got me hypnotized

Stuck in her lies

And I'm bedded


Don't know where to go

When the waters low

I'ma go cold,

In a minute


When the water tides

Reach them new heights,

I done broke ties,

Now I mend it.

X2


This the zombie,

Body snatcher 

lil Casper

Royal wedding


I got my queen right by my side

She ride or die

I got her wedded


Pull the trigger, at ya head

Embed with led

No second chances


She got nice figure, gimme head

She get real wet

A heaven sentence



La Baila (prod. Lytton Scott)

One way road, no turnin, cant go back

Heart go cold, my veins flow, with all that

Blood stains, ghosts, my coffin, I fall back

Trust no soul, I lay low, in all black


One phone call, no halo, I'm all bad

Stand up tall, make them proud, tell my dad

Hate my own, self for the relapse

Reasons why I try, i take time back


I hear them callin, voices from my past

Angels hangin, over my head at

Night-time, wishes I made with both hands

Spend my savings, put it on her hand.


Overrated, chemicals, my bad,

One forsaken love, will it come back?

I been patient, chasin the light tracks

I been waitin,

For you.


Time is sacred, Hate that it's true

Cuz I've been wasted, stuck in a loop

I know you hate it, and I do too,

How my sickness took me from you.


Time gets wasted, Hate that it's true,

But I won't waste a moment with you

All white dress, but i know you're blue

I confess, I wrote this for you.





One Way Road (prod. Dane 2000)

Sunrise

Fading Quickly

Its Lit

The Hollowing (prod. by JessieRosse)

CASPEROSE & catjaddy - GRADUATION EP

https://soundcloud.com/catjaddy

SOMETHING SPECIAL feat. catjaddy

SUNNY FEELS feat.  catjaddy

Ghost Town

Ghost Town (prod. King Theta)

Letting Go

letting go (prod. tears)

Outside

Falling Apart (prod. STXNEY)

Cinderella (prod. Pharmacevt)

Moving On To Something New

Season Of The Witch (prod. DUOFACIES)

Eclipsing (feat. Simplafly) (prod. Miler)

The Dead Palm Tree Outside 711 (feat. Try5) (prod. 62NOIR)

An Ode To My Demons (prod. ildmkkk)

Caspervania (prod. NXMERCY)

Volatile (prod. Spetfree)

GFY (prod. saint urya)

Two bad bitches on me I treat them the same tho
Fools lookin at me like a fallen angel
Im so sorry but im just a scapegoat
Shawty pull up on me, run up out here wit a rain coat
Breakin hearts too much I needa lay low
I dont wanna talk when the moon goes up
Lay my head down when the sun come out
Drop dead gorgeous and she never been about it
Inked in my pain, ima get my skin blasted
We aint the same, nah, my high is ever lastin
Can you feel my pain? In this coffin I’m relaxin
Gas in the blunt, give me munchies and im laughin
I see ghosts of my friends, everywhere. Is this heaven?
I dont know, i suppose, im just trappin

Learning how to do it, right from wrong, and its all in this song
When I say sing along, and they follow me
Know its such a tragedy, still I know they’re proud of me,
And I know its sad to see me go, when im off a the snow

Pop a perc for the hurt, till the dirt, that’s the curse
And what’s worse, is the worth of it all gettin less,
Off this earth, I just surf, thru the clouds, that’s my turf
And this town, is my urn,
Bury me and let me Rest In Peace, I never meant to be so mean
But I can’t help that im deceased, like a ghost of my past,
And the crash, and the bad days,
You know that im sad bae, you know that im gone, fade
Off into another life and at dawn ill be gone, yeah that’s right
Move away, move along, yeah, move into the light,
Its been dark for so long, now all I feel is sorrow, even when I smile
I know there’s no tomorrow-oh

Pull up and my hands too cold, lights go dim and the days get old
And you still want to be next to me,
I can’t tell you no, or let alone say anything
I am just ghost, wish I could give you everything.

lavender town (prod. coldabyss)

I think im sick in the head
I think im losing my mind
Im sick of taking these meds
Im sick of taking advice

Everything lead to regret
Everything I do ain’t right,
Over and over again
I think ill end it this time!

I think im sick in the head
I think im losing my mind
Im sick of taking these meds
Im sick of taking advice

So let momma tell me, yeah
So let momma tell me, yeah
So let momma tell me,
So let momma tell me, goodbye

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