misery

im so happy

(intro) 

All I really want is peace of mind 
But it's hard to find
When you oh so blind
And unkind to yourself

When 

I designed my mind 
To always fail

And it's all my fault 

Locking my shit in vault
Rocking this shit till I fall 

(verse)

Ljusen passerar förbi
Helt geeked i bilen
Vem e som vi
Men vem e nu ja?

Vem e han? 

Grabben som aldrig vann
Sabotera allt han fann
Sanningen som va så sann 
Spegeln visar nån helt annan man

(hook)

Sinnesro
Ge mig sinnesro
Under månen med nå stjärnor
Vita prickar lyser nu som pärlor 
Jag flyter genom tid och rum
Du finner mig nånstans, 
Springer runt helt dum 

(bridge)

Mina trötta ögon vill nu vila
Men vi hinkar all tequila 
Instabila själar dör och blir fossila 
Men vi röker nu tills vi ser lila  
Ringer dem som nu vill deala
För mina ögon vill nu vila 

(hook)

Sinnesro
Ge mig sinnesro

Under månen med nå stjärnor
Vita prickar lyser nu som pärlor 
Jag flyter genom tid och rum
Du finner mig nånstans, 
Springer runt helt dum

sinnesro / peace of mind (prod. sorrowbringer)

you can sleep in my grave
i won't be needing it and you need some rest
it's the end of our days
i've tried melting the ice of your skin
i've done my best

not even the sun can fix this one
let me float down
let me float down
let me float down
can i at least keep your skull?
if i look at you now, i'll turn to stone and guard your tomb

i'll live as long as my little lungs last
haunting the depths of the flooded earth

and one day when it is my turn
i'll be too nervous to ask you to share and my spine might break
but i will get all that i yearned
my plan is to hug an anvil and sink to the bottom of a lake

i'll live as long as my little lungs last
haunting the depths of the flooded earth will be my skull
found in water bound grass
will you bring flowers to my grave?
will you let them float down to where i lay?

after further reasoning, i'm going to bed

where y'at, duckboy??

i remember the way your lipstick
the way your lipstick bled that bloody red
and if i recall from when we last kissed
i spent the whole night throwing up your spit
and finding something to drink that was toxic enough to wash this bad taste out my mouth
because baby
you have had my heart, now you can have my stomach too
i don't know what to tell you
i don't know what to tell you

my love life needs a lobotomy

let me sleep for eternity
pull the blanket right over my head
come join me
i'm lonely
close your eyes real slowly
this won't be something to dread
i promise

i've been stabbed in the back
i smell blood on the track
i've been stabbed in the back, and i ain't crying over spilt milk but who's gonna clean this mess?

take me out

dig me up and out the ground and wipe off all of the fucking dirt
you still won't get the message
i'll include the wreckage
i'm just trying to make this work
i promise

i've been stabbed in the back
i smell blood on the track
i've been stabbed in the back

i got a gun in my mouth and all i can think about is how loud it would sound if i let off a round
but i'm dead on the ground and the ground's stained brown
oh wow
i've been dead for a while now
how?
i guess i'm a ghost now that i'm toast
but i wasn't burned alive and i ain't crying over spilt milk but who's gonna clean this mess?

i've been stabbed in the back
i smell blood on the track
i've been stabbed in the back, and i ain't crying over spilt milk but who's gonna clean this mess?
i guess a permanent stain of brains matches the drapes

XXL Hadron Collider

where y'at, duckboy?

your pearl white eyes
they stain my moon red
let's pull back the tide and see if the moon is dead
it sinks in
it sinks in
this bullet's silver kills
i'm thinking i'm linked in to what gives you a thrill
lights out
i'll take my noose off and howl at the sight of your hand in my claw

fangs out
back hunched
i have all night to hunt
i have all night to hunt
i have all night to hunt
x2

my head pounds, and the moon looks full tonight
i'm hoping that the clouds stay out of fucking sight
one bullet left
heart beats in my chest
why are you frightened?

fangs out
back hunched
i have all night to hunt
i have all night to hunt
i have all night to hunt
x2

i promise to protect you 
to protect you with my curse

fangs out
back hunched
i have all night to hunt
i have all night to hunt
i have all night to hunt
x2

ROUGAROU (i've become the monster)

You made me realize,
That the drugs are not on my side,
How did our love get compromised?

How it made me feel alive,
6 pills just to feel alright,
But I’m sober for the night,
I feel so dead inside,
How I just want to feel alive,
How I just want to feel alive,
How I just want to feel alive,


I don’t got nowhere else to go,
I hate knowing I’m not in control,
I feel like I’m losing my soul,
With every single cigarette that I smoke,
And I’ve been getting high to ease the way of life,
And my whole life i always felt denied,
And sometimes i look into my eyes,
And I still see that I’m dead inside.

Ohhhh,
How I feel so dead inside,
How I feel so dead inside,
Its a suicidal lucid dream that I get a couple times a week,
Tell me what it’s supposed to mean,
Tell me what it's supposed to mean.

What I’m sayings true but I swear that I’m,
I’m praying to the lord that he come and save me,
And I’ve been lying to myself,
And these drugs they never helped at all,
And I feel like I’m someone else,
And you can hear them cries all between them walls.

Who knew life would be like this,
Three lines I swear that’s it,
Who knew life would be like this,
Six lines yeah against my wrist.

Oh I feel so dead inside,
Ohhhh,
Its a suicidal lucid dream that I get a couple times a week,
Tell me what it's supposed to mean.
Tell me what it's supposed to mean.

Lay my head oh as I rest,
Shut me up I’m out of breath, 
Who knew you were like the rest, 
Bury me with all my regrets,
3 pills down, 
Oh I tried my best. 
Oh I tried my best. 
Oh I tried my best. 
Oh I tried my best. 

Ohhhh ahhhhaahhhh

Ohhhaahhh 

Who knew life would be like this?
Who knew life would be like this?
Who knew life would be like this?
Ohaaahhh

Who knew life would be like this?

Fuck

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sinnesro / peace of mind (prod. sorrowbringer)

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