lyrics:

Well I guess this is how the world gets even
We could of died that night but were breathing still
Well i must believe now if I had never
Without the shelter over head were at the weathers will
But now u know I know you so much better
Then however much the person next could ever
I guess you won and still im fine with how I never will
sure he’s the sun but it dont work without the chlorophyll

The cape winds still speak to me
And prolong my pain to condition me
I swear ill be thicked skin come tragedy
And flip pain into these broken heart  melodies

With storm clouds on this windless night
I could hear the whole talk this time
Off the lake thru this pale moonlight I know
I was bound to accept this blight I know 
I hold my heart in my own two hands so well
Filled with glue and duct tape I applied myself
I think Ill just save the tears for when im by myself
In my head I never guessed I would’ve lost myself

But tonight
Its ok
Were just fine
And This whiskey inside of me is sun light
I can wait
For my time
But Till then I step thru landmines
But I get by
And Ill survive
When I die ill wait for u to reach my side
And I cant lie
Ive been torn up
But in time we always heal and we grow up

I trip and I fall over my own two feet
Everything described is always never what it seems
But still I look great thru this horse shit mood
But whenever I talk I fail to hide the blue

Well I guess this is how the world gets even
We could of died that night but were breathing still
Well i must believe now if I had never
Without the shelter over head were at the weathers will
But now u know I know you so much better
Then however much the person next could ever
I guess you won and still im fine with how I never will
sure he’s the sun but it dont work without the chlorophyll
With storm clouds on this windless night
I could hear the whole talk this time
Off the lake thru this pale moonlight I know
I was bound to accept this blight I know
I hold my heart in my own two hands so well
Filled with glue and duct tape I applied myself
I think Ill just save the tears for when im by myself
In my head I never guessed I would’ve lost myself

bad_weather (splashgvng x milodrama)

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

produced by branwen

completely non profit

lyrics

turn it up turn it up for another night
getting drunk on a sunday till the morning light
waking up in a monday in a strangers bed
i think i finished all my drinks theyre in my fuckin head

holy shit here i go again
i been off my meds for a while
n im a god again
i dont really know who i am
n im alright with it
at least im being honest
if it hurts then u dont feel regret

ur head will hurt in the morning
u dont give a fuck
shes kinda cute might as well go n try ur luck
she thought that i was 25 holy wtf
so this wont go past tonight idgaf

19 i make connections when in drunk until i break them when im sober
in my heart im older
i bleed from underneath the scotch tape thats holding me together
its forever

why waste my time writing all these fucking metaphors
im still in love with the person that i met before
gave her my heart n she threw it on the fucking floor
i find it hard just to trust cus in the end
fucked my best friend
said she wishing i was dead
u live in my head
both u n him
and its such a mess 
that u have left
that u have left
that u have left

(hero)

i find it funny how we repeat such a cycle here again
shits so toxic its obnoxious she refuse to leave my head
and im okay with that, as okay with being sliced in half
"i got a thing for artists" oh i want ur take on that
chugging octane to experience a numbness when she on me
stop me, id like to see u try oh u could never
sulfate to really rub the cut into my skin
with scotch tape to wrap the fatal wound once again

scotchtape & sulfates ft. hero (branwen)

completely non profit

produced by emptychest

lyrics

proceed with caution that's heavy
the waves will smack at the levee
I know u'll buy what I'm selling
their legs are turning to jelly
they watch as I crash the chevy
I'd tone it down if they'd let me
the loss of innocence sent me
I'll turn this up if ur ready

my loss of fortune seems petty
lined up to die like I'm kenny
with bits of wire reconnect me
ignite my fire its electric
if I'm a fox it's a fennec
I feel distress like this denim
we need to talk like I'm Kevin
this just the world that we live in
I sing a song and relive it
u a song n u cheese it
n I can hardly believe it
it's like practically breathe it
just feel the flow of the beat
n turn into a repeater 
I'll be ur coffee and creamer 
don't need no fuckin opinions

these aren't warm nights they feel like mid July
Southern hemisphere n all but still the time flies
Tryna move on, just now I feel alright
it's almost 5am and I'm still getting high
I got white ash blocking out the sky
I got double vision but I'm walking fine
this a straight shot, make a deadline 
Tryna make this bus before the before I freeze tonight

so break my heart on the seventh
and drink his spit by eleven 
she finds some peace tho in heaven
so she goes cutting the tether
just stuff my head full of feathers 
block out my will to remember
my brain will rot thru December
these drugs will turn me to Kevlar 
so watch my line for some new shit
I'm always dropping new music
it's like u need me to prove it
so pack my bowl with a two hit
just take the shot like u blew it
I like the odds when I'm losing
rammed down ur ear like a q tip
u best get used to this blue shit

u should worry bout ur damn self
it's not ur job to fix my damn health
words r nice but they all can't help
so go and waste ur time on somebody else
u just worry bout ur damn self
why u speaking on my bad health
just keep ur words all to ur damn self
go and waste ur time on anybody else

these aren't warm nights they feel like mid July
Southern hemisphere n all but still the time flies
Tryna move on, just now I feel alright
it's almost 5am and I'm still getting high
I got white ash blocking out the sky
I got double vision but I'm walking fine
this a straight shot, its a deadline 
Tryna make this bus before the before I freeze tonight

my loss of fortune seems petty
lined up to die like I'm kenny
with bits of wire reconnect me
ignite my fire its electric
if I'm a fox it's a fennec
I feel distress like this denim
we need to talk like I'm Kevin
this just the world that we live in
I sing a song and relive it
u a song n u cheese it
n I can hardly believe it
it's like practically breathe it
just feel the flow of the beat
n turn into a repeater 
I'll be ur coffee and creamer 
don't need no fuckin opinions

05:00am departure (emptychest)

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residential. - remember me (unreleased)

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

watch the leaves fall on my legs 
as i wait and let the time pass
seasons go my life's still a mess
why did i put my life in both ur hands?

fading away disappearing fast
all of ur love for me like a crash
why did this happen is this a test?
i hate u for making me hate myself

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day
im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

don't even bother callin my phone
i changed my number and im goin ghost
i hate the life and the way it goes
im well today but tomorrow nobody knows
different drinks, cigs and a bloody nose
that's the way the sad ones roll
losing track, of how many tracks, 
i pulled of doing song after song
song after song
tens in a row 
and im losing control
losing compusure 
destroying my soul
im just hopin that in peace i will go 
cuz~

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

cutting my wrists, breaking my bones (young taylor)

It’s so cold will you bring me warm
And I would never do you harm
The taste of the dirt on my tongue humbles me again 
Even when I’m hurt I’ll protect you until the very end 
Looking back I’m at fault for never stepping in
And I can love you better babe you just gotta tell me when 

X2: Used to find peace
when I go to sleep
Now my nightmares haunt me like a knife and I fucking bleed 
never knew me never knew what the fucks best for me 

December is creeping along painfully slow
Ever since I fucked it all up by letting her go 
It’s funny how the loves never there when you need it most 
Throw stones at my porcelain heart and act like it’s while 
So lay me down in roses when I pass on to the other side 
And I pray you feel the same when I say there’s nothing else you could’ve tried 
I’m still in her arms I fall asleep and I dream at night 
Peace misses chaos that’s my broken mind
So stuck in silence  
Fire fills my eyelids 
All these toxins inside this alcohol leave me beaten up 
Nightmares from this poison inside this liquor cup 

Used to find peace
when I go to sleep
Now my nightmares haunt me like a knife and I fucking bleed 
never knew me never knew what the fucks best for me

Maybe I can just lay in this field forever 
Waiting for death to come and wash me over 
And turn all my bones into four leaf clovers 
And no I don’t wanna sleep (no more)
Turn your ashes to dirt that you leave on your front porch 
Leave my heart for the trees (go home)
Tell the people I love not to grieve when I let go 
You said to me it’s fine 
Don’t wait and change my mind 
So now I’m starting to sleep turning dust into dreams like the stars in the midnight sky 
(I don’t wanna go)

I don’t wanna bleed 
I don’t wanna sleep 
And I don’t wanna leave 
Yeah I don’t wanna leave 

(And I don’t wanna run)
But I’ve been feeling so done 
Only place I’m finding peace is inside a loaded gone 
Insomnia up for weeks just let me be let me rot 
Terrified to go to sleep I got no where I can run

cutting my wrists, breaking my bones (young taylor)

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